What are /r9k/'s biggest insecurities?
I can't shave my neck properly because of shitty irish mutt genetics and ended up with some bad ingrown hairs and rashey skin.
>>29387375
no kitty gf
>>29387375
being a loser fag
hair loss, height and acne of course.
>>29387375
Slouching posture. It is better but when I am uncomfortable I automatically start doing it.
My dad left when i was 10 so i have major issues with not just running from everything when i get upset.
And its fucked because im a semi normie with lots of freinds and hobbies besides r9k i am also atractive but i have super low selfesteam so i go from a 8/10 too at 4/10
>>29387375
>hooked nose
>brown hair and eyes
>bags under eyes
>big teeth, overbite
>looking jewish overall
>not being a superior nordic/slavic blonde qt
>spider veins on legs
I akready given up, relationships are overrated anyway
>>29387375
My eyes. I hate how small they are. I have double eyelids, but my eyes are small. I wish they were bigger.
And no I'm not Asian. My parents are of the same ethnicity, but my dad looks mongolid and has these small, single-lided eyes while my mother has such pretty huge eyes.
My only brother ended up having huge but single-lided eyes while I ended up with this opposite.
I'm female btw.
![elliott-smith[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Gh6lq3n.jpg "elliott-smith[1].jpg")
>have a lisp it has caused me to fear interacting with anyone I am not already comfortable around
>have dyslexia and still have huge problems spelling and remembering the order of things like the months and planets
>My mom is constantly trying to get me out of the house and to hang out with friends, saying stuff like "So what plans do you have this week?". "You should get out with the guys this weekend", "We are going to be gone, you should have someone over". etc. I don't have any close friends or the will to go out.
>Depressed but not suicidal. Sometimes I wish I was instead of just feeling empty.
>Hear people laughing
>Think they're laughing at me
>>29387569
This happens to me.
Every fucking time.
>>29387375
im afraid someone will take a picture of me in public
>>29387375
That when girl approaches me, she does it because she wants to prank me.maybe one day it will happen
Im somewhat overweight and im too lazy to do anything about it
>>29387534
post picture of them
>>29387590
Oh, same here
I always hated it when my classmates from highschool asked to take pictures with me, always tried to make up excuses for not doing it
I wonder what they thought of me
>>29387569
This, it must be a trauma from school
>>29387619
In the same boat.
I'm not morbid, but I'm overweight. I fucking love sugar. If I cut it out I'd lose weight (which I've tried before) but fuck, I find it so hard. Sweets are fucking delicious. I at least exercise so it's probably just keeping me at current weight
I think I lack a personality and I'm incapable of talking about anything but myself, making me incapable of forming any sort of relationship with any person.
>>29387680
Anon, are you like me? One of these people who can adapt to anything but loses individuality by doing so?
>>29387638
i have this paranoia that people are doing it.
my mental health deteriorated when i saw someone recording me and put their camera down when i looked at them in the eyes. im afraid to do anything in public
>>29387697
that seems to be pretty accurate
>>29387569
i get this all the time. i still get nervous when I see loud giggling preteen girls at the mall
>>29387673
I feel you. Why are all the delicious things in life the unhealthy ones?
>>29387706
I feel like it's better to be that person who other people love it or hate it rather than being adaptable to anyone.
I hate people shouting. If people start shouting for any reason, even if it's out of joy, I just get up and leave. I can't handle strong emotions.
>>29387590
This isn't my fear but two girls did this while I was at an open stage bar.
>sitting in the back
>enjoying the show
>suddenly girls look behind them
>start giggling
>I ignore it
>see them about to take photos of each other
>suddenly a bright flash in my eyes
>they were actually taking pictures of me but forgot to turn off the flash
>can't decide if they were mocking or wanted pictures of me for some other reason
>they giggle even more and try to hide their heads in their arms
>ignore it
I didn't care enough to make them delete it, but it made me feel pretty insecure.
>>29387375
>What are /r9k/'s biggest insecurities?
Being around girls. I'd rather avoid them or not make eye contact. I'm afraid send help
>>29387748
had one like that but the girls saw me in the background while taking a selfie and said
>hes so ugly
its so draining. appearance is everything in this world and i cant get by without memories like yours and mine.
>A
>C
>N
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oregano
>>29387375
Circumcision.
I just wanna dance in London
Just give me one night, and a Foreskin
European girls don't like mutialted jeeeewcoocks
mutilated jeeewcooocks
nice foreskin nice frenulum nice cock
dat dick i really wanna suck
>>29387569
it hurts so much and what makes it even worse is that I start sweating like crazy
>>29387534
Are you Finnish by any chance?
Not original
>>29387534
>I'm female btw.
;)
Turning out like my mother.
>Be me, 21 years old.
>Partaking in college, grades are bretty gud.
>Saving up money to get a place somewhere, living with mum and autistic brother in the meantime.
>Mother has been an alcoholic for most of my life, drinks booze every night.
>Constantly putting me down and guilt trips me and anyone else that disapproves of her way of living.
>Brother is old enough to take care of himself, uses him as an excuse not to get a job.
>Complains that the neighbours talk shit about her all the time, I've never heard a single thing, says she can hear them all the time.
>Paranoid as fuck about everything, selfish bitch doesn't even trust her kids.
>Recently being a complete ass to her mum, won't talk to her because she tried to call her out on her bullshit.
>Convinced her through many hours of gentle talking to go see a shrink.
>I'm going to go see one too tomorrow.
>Browsing here, not doing anything.
>Mum comes in.
>"Anon are you talking?"
>"No"
>"Ah, so it's the neighbours again. Also, when you go in to see the shrink tomorrow, I'm coming in with you. You can't mention that last week I tried to commit suicide and you can't talk about my drinking or I won't be able to trust the shrink or you."
>"Ok mum"
>Just want to tell someone about all the shit I've been going through all my life.
>She won't even let me have this.
Dear god please don't let me turn into a crazy like her. I just want to get out of this house and be away from her, fuck.
My secret pedophilia
>>29387612
That is so absolutely retarded. Wow
bloodshot eyes all the time
>blue eye master race but everyone said i looked stoned growing up, never got over it
>gradually got worse from a decade's worth of terrible sleep and playing lots of sc and d2 where you never blink
>especially bad in very bright light, aka anywhere outside.
all i think about is how red my eyes look the few times i manage to talk to girls in public and i deflate like a balloon
>>29387416
Go to the gym you fat piece of shit
>>29389223
Mate,
I've got the feeling, that you could blow through the ceiling of you just turn and run.
My height and my shyness5'4"
I'm kind of Chadish, but here's my problems:
1. Extremely low self-esteem.
2. A lot of mental illnesses.
3. Personality flaws.
It sucks. I have everything but what it truly takes to get laid.
>She doesn't even text me back.
>>29387814
Don't be ugly then
>>29387375
>Under average dick
>Petrified when a girl is in front of me
>the constant fear of being worse than all the guys on earth
>the constant fear of being not good enough
I'm going to end up alone that's a fact, some men are not up for the good life.
>>29389572
Kys bitch fag, just do it
>>29389223
How's the shrink going to help her if he doesn't know about her problems? Maybe don't tell him the first time but it's something that's going to have to be mentioned
>>29387521
>black hair
>dark eyes
>jewish nose
>school
>teacher talking about world war hitler jews and shit
>starts describing how jew looks like
>suddenly everyone is looking at me
ehhhh
>>29389602
That's in the works anon.
>>29387569
>walking down the street
>someone smiles at me
>think they're laughing at me
:(
My appearance, I cant even look in the mirror sometimes and when i see my reflection I feel like shit for the rest of the day
>>29387375
When I was 4 I had a disease that spread through infected parts of my skin, so they had to amputate part of the fingers to make sure I didn't lose my hand. Also caused scarring because of the skin they had to remove, especially my right knee.
The antibiotics I received turned my teeth brown/yellow, like I didn't know oral hygiene.
Basically people would walk up to me and say "Do you even brush your teeth anon? ewww" and ask me "OMG anon, what's with your hand?"in public. Caused me embarresment more times than I can remember, I'll post pics of my hands if anybody wants to seemy deformity.
>>29389775
sad
since i started looking in the mirror more i become much more confident when it comes to my looks
>>29387375
Yellow teeth otherwise I am good
>>29387375
I am very skinny. 178 cm and only 56 kg.
>>29389843
Please do post hand pics anon
my thinning hair. im only 25 and my hair is almost gone.
there was this onion article i read that was obviously satire about the pain of male pattern baldness being much more painful than childbirth. it was supposed to be a joke, but damn if it didnt resonate.
>>29389880
Here you go anon, I'll follow up with one that shows my crooked left finger
>>29390024
i know a girl with the same shit u have, she was a total whore.
>>29390037
Figures, I've never even held hands (pun intended) with a girl.
>>29390024
For some reason everey picture I take of my finger creates a file that's too large. So the right hand will have to do
>>29390024
I am very sorry frienderino.
here have a hot brown chick
>>29390115
>>29390024
but how do you fap though
>>29390024
You can roleplay as Sir Davos Seaworth.
>>29390152
Probably like you
Fun thing is, I'm right-handed. People always mock my bad handwriting, they think it's because I have only half a hand or some shitthey might actually be right
>>29387375
That everyone thinks of me as an autistic loser
I was borderline anorexic all my youth because my mom was poor so I never feel like my body is adequate, even though I've gained 30 pounds last year and am still at it
>>29390451
Props to you, your handwriting is better than mine and I have no excuse
>>29387375
my height
I have fucked up teeth, bite my nails, a tiny dick, a non symmetrical face but my height is the only thing I actually care about
>not skilled enough
>not learned enough
>not moral enough
>feel like imposter to knowledge even though I don't go around making claims about it
>spend so many hours trying to hone the raft of music and still feel incompetent
>stretched too thin between actually trying to understand my interests and actually having ability
>it's an "anon hates himself for not simultaneously being Bach and Kant" episode
>it's a "single episodes loops forever" life
who /ennagram5/ here?
>>29387375
I'm pretty secure, I just wanted to say the girl in that pic is hot
>>29390622
bites her fingernails 0/10 would not touch with a twenty foot pole
>>29387375
My wrists. My wrists look like fucking twigs, goddamnit.
>5'9 (175 cm) in my opinion short for a guy
>have a rather big nose
>unable to grow a beard even though I'm almost 21
>>29390622
We know that, bragfag. Kys.
>>29390663
I feel you, anon. I can't grow a beard for shit.
>>29390637
I would
For me its not as much about the outside as it is the person inside and their personality.
But that doesn't mean being visually pleasing isn't a bonus. Nailbiting isn't a problem for me, she looks very pretty anyway
>>29390705
all right INFURIATED forum user, thanks for your two cents. in was just wondering what you would think about this.
Besides being a failure of an adult who lacks the most basic of human social traits?
>5" penis
>>29387590
Some fucking drone once took footage of me when I was riding my bicycle. Just on my way to buy some food before the normies invade the stores. Suddenly a fucking drone was flying by me with a gopro attached to it. I really wanted to smack that fucking thing down.
Ever since I started going to the stores about 20minutes before they close. Fucking drones. They are everywhere during summer even in this small town.
>>29387375
>Lazy eye
Can't look anyone in the face
Kill me pls
Being dumb
>>29390808
I googled that and seems like there are few different kinds of it. Which one do you have? I wasnt familiar with that term as english isnt my native tongue. Got me curious here family member.
>>29387555
Don't worry, friend.
Barely anyone notices your lisp and you can easily be successful with dyslexia
as for friends, just remember that you have friends all around you that love you for who you are
never give up, friend :)
Physical insecurities:
Acne and acne scars and marks, at 21. Currently have unrelenting acne all over my back and I'm too afraid of the mental health side effects to try any of the medications that might actually work for it.
My physique. I'm skinnyfat, and definitely don't have the body type to pull it off. I don't think my naked body would be arousing to anybody - I imagine that if I were to hookup with someone and took off my clothes they would be disappointed and have second thoughts. I guess I assume most people consider an out-of-shape, non-"toned" body to be indicative of pathetic laziness and the like; i.e. only people who are immature/don't have their shit together/have repulsive personal issues can't manage to maintain a decent fitness routine. At any rate, between my insecurities about my body shape and my body acne I could not at this point in time be naked around someone else. I can barely stand to look at myself naked in the mirror.
Also, my hair - I feel like it's probably always settled in some position that must look dumb or embarrassing and that when people are looking at me they're noticing and thinking that my hair looks stupid but don't mention it to spare me the embarrassment.
My major non-physical insecurity is what I perceive to be an inability to function normally in social contexts. There are a variety of reasons for this, but for the most part I feel I'm lacking or impaired in some of the cognitive domains that are necessary for smooth, pleasant, normal conversation. E.g. A lot of conversation demands drawing on memories of past experiences and recounting them smoothly. My memory is pretty shitty so not only do I seem to not be able to recall the kinds of things necessary to create a good anecdote, but it also seems to take a bit more conscious effort to retrieve a memory into consciousness for discussion - for most people this process just happens completely immediately and naturally.
>>29387375
Knowing I will never be as attractive as Stanley
Phillip
>>29391056
seriously go for the acne meds. i used to be just like you at 21, muh side efects, muh it will stop soon, muh its not that bad, the whole deal.
bullshit. you will feel so much better once this is taken care of. one of the best decisions of that year was accepting the actual acne medicine from my doc. trust me.
>>29387375
my shitskin and my kinky bullshit hair
>>29391056
Also, articulating my thoughts - sometimes I know the concept I want to express, but it doesn't automatically translate into the correctly formatted sentence necessary to express it to another person. The result is basically that I seem to experience the sorts of mental "glitches" most people have much more frequently - using the wrong word, struggling to find the right word, stumbling over words, having to pause to think about how to phrase something, etc. I don't know, I don't know exactly what effect this has on people, I think it's innocuous enough that I probably just come off as a standard vague, daydreamy, sort of goofy/spaced-out person - but I haven't always been like this, and was at one point very sharp and articulate, and I'm highly aware of the difference between myself then and now and consequently highly self-conscious about it. It's made me very socially anxious, and I tend to often be silent, speak very briefly, and so on as a result.
Blegh. I'm a fucking sentient mass of anxiety.
>stutter alot and have a lisp
>5'7 manlet
>brown eyes and hair
>jewfro
>recently started getting fatter now
>self-esteem is at an all-time low
>ran over by a van when I was 5
>No broken bones but I got a bad burn on the side of my right knee that required a skin graft
>This left a big fucking scar
>Crooked teeth
>Large forehead
>Thin wrists and waist, no matter how fit I get I can't get rid of these
>After months of not talking to people my voice is quiet and hoarse
Literally everything about me except maybe my eyes
>ugly
>big head
>big nose
>no muscle
>I'm not really sure if my penis is small or not
>almost no personality except making people laugh
>socially awkward seriously I say the stupidest stuff
>>29391095
I'd rather have acne and the remaining shreds of my sanity than no acne and be dead or insane. I contemplate suicide on a daily basis as it is, I don't want to throw a drug like Roaccutane, which has been correlated with severe depression suicide in numerous cases into the mix. Minocycline, the most popular and effective antibiotic for treating acne, has been known to cause a variety of mental health quirks - it's actually being studied for its potential AS a psychiatric medicine - but one notable side effect is triggering dissociation. I've suffered from a long-term dissociative disorder in the past and it was hell, there's no fucking way I'm risking experiencing that again.
Those are basically the only two orally administered treatments worth a damn.
>>29391360
life isnt all about your 50 disorders, but all right. your loss.
>>29387375
>6'4 but only slightly above average sized penis
>circumcised in a european country due to phimosis
>my nipples are puffy
>i cant grow a beard. doesnt grow very well on my cheeks
>i think im balding. or getting a mature hairline. oh god please dont let me get bald
>26 year old virgin.no friends. no job. no future. i dont dare talk to girls because i dont have any money
>>29391070
Hey, medical science can do allot these days
>>29391360
Er, my life would literally be over or too hellish to be worth living if my current condition were exacerbated significantly as could potentially be caused by one of those medications, so for me, it kind of is all about my "50 disorders", bruh.
>>29391462
This ugly autistic piece of shit meme has to stop.
Huge port wine stain on my neck
>>29390910
I think the medical term is exotropia
Basically, my left eye looks left, while my right eye looks straight.
I have no depth perception as a result.
People can never tell if I'm looking at them and I got tortured for it as a child.
Parents should've just drowned me when I was a baby
>cant drive due to being legally blind in one eye and hav shit vision in the other
>5'7" manlet
>jawlet
>dicklet
>horrible social skills due to overprotective mother doing most talking for me before I even get a chance to say anything, she still does it to this day
RIP me lads
