Who else feels like they are losing interest in everything they used to enjoy?
Do you feel like you just don't care anymore? I used to be very anxious and nervous around people but none of that matters to me anymore, I'm like a walking corpse, no expressions, no ambitions.Depression general
>>29379648
Bitch, you ain't depressed
>>29379674
I ain't no fucking bitch, I've been on ads for 7 years now.
Haven't left my house in days except to go to one summer class. I go there, sit in silent, leave, and then go on r9k all day. I try to play video games, but I just get bored and turn them off after 5 minutes. Days are beginning to blur for me. Everything is just so boring, but I chose not to do anything about it.
>>29379648
Not an hour goes by that I don't think about suicide.
I'm 25, I have zero friends and my life is so beyond hammered trainwrecked shit that there is literally no chance of salvaging it even if I managed to get all my shit in gear it would take until my mid-30's to be in any shape of recovery.
My family has all passed away so I don't even have anything for the holidays, weekends are the most lonely times and I get this feeling like there's a hand just punching me in the middle of my chest when the mental wall blocking reality falls and I realize just how far down the hole I am.
I just want it to end, all of this, right now.
>losing
Lost interest in everything years ago
Thinking about suicide is the only thing that is interesting
>faggot threads
>fembait threads
>this gets 4 replies
/r9k/ is dead
>>29380434
unrelated but do you have any more pics of anime girls in designer clothing
>>29381486
Its especially dead on weekends, there is only small time gap where you can find a thread like this going good
>>29381638
On my phone now, so no. Maybe have a few on pc. Its not hard to make them
>>29381639
ah, thanks reiposter
here's one I really like
It's been like that for a long time. My mental health has deteriorated substantially since I left school three years ago. I can't see anybody about it either because it will DQ me from the career I want to hopefully end up doing, that is if I don't off myself
>>29381639
/r9k/ gets dead on weekends because most of its "robot" posters are out doing normie things. This happens to wizchan too.
>>29379648
I know how you feel.
I have to force myself to watch anime and play videogames now, I don't enjoy it. I don't enjoy anything. I just look at 4chan or daydream.
I wish I wasn't a pussy and could just kill myself but I'm too apathetic too.
I keep hoping that something will change or it will get better but I know it won't.
>>29379720
u stil a bitch ass nigga
>>29381675
Bet you got that from me. I like it too
>>29381723
Maybe. Or just normalfags having their free time leave these threads behind
Had a job for almost 2 years, more stressed out than I'd ever been in my life. Stopped talking to friends for the last 8 months, saw no one outside of work that entire time. Tried to kill myself in september after a total mental break down, quit work shortly after that and moved back in with my parents.
It's been almost 9 months now of total NEET mode and I've mostly given up. Only thing I enjoy anymore is video games, and I haven't even played a single one in over a week now, I just sit at my computer and do nothing all day then sleep for 12-16 hours per day. Just fuck everything, this is stupid.
I'm losing everything op, everything
I don't enjoy video games anymore. The grind is unnecessary and bleak, not worth it.
I don't enjoy movies or books anymore, the stories are all the same
I don't enjoy eating anymore, whats the point in savoring flavor and tasting when it will be forgotten moments later
I don't enjoy anime anymore, same as movies and books. Characters are carbon copies, all the good shows I have watched already
I don't enjoy work or doing anything. Activities and hanging out with people is not enjoyable, banter and small talk is meaningless and predictable. My job is as much of a grind as games are if not more.
I don't enjoy fapping or porn anymore. I can keep it up but I don't ever do it anymore because I don't have interest or drive.
I don't enjoy the world or current events. I don't have a preference either way for anything. I am only living because death isn't much more appealing than whatever this is I am doing.
Is this what it is like to reach numbness and indifference? I have no reason, purpose, interest, or motive for anything.
>>29379648
I remember when I watched Haruhi for the first time in 2010. I feel in love with the series, man. read all the books, actively participated online, did covers of some of the music from the show. Though, like with most things, I forgot about it as time went on. Seeing your post reminded me of it for the first time in a while. I went back and listened to the OP. I didn't feel anything. Not even something I used to love so much can do anything for me.
I hate it, nothing makes me happy anymore. The only thing that gives me any form of enjoyment is to close my eyes while listening to futurefunk and imagine myself driving in a hachi-roku.
>>29379648
Same, I still have an interest in anime, manga, and games but I have to force myself to watch or finish things more and more. When i'm not doing that, I don't feel much emotion anymore unless I daydream and listen to music.
Browsing the boards is sorta the same but what>>29381486 said is true. So many new fuckers are ruining /r9k/and turning it into /b/ /soc/ /lgbt/ lite.
Right now i'm trying to switch up my routine and see if that helps anything. Hopefully it does.
>muh sads
Literally LMAOing @ you're entire lives
>>29381809
I probably did yeah, thanks, I remember I got it here like 2 years ago.
