sabotaging happiness
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Even when I get what I've been longing for, even when I am supposed to be happy, I'm just not.
Finally got a gf, the feeling i get when she looks at me the way she does is unbelievable.
But it only makes me even more depressed knowing it will end and I will never find someone like her.
I thought this was it, I thought getting a gf would be my ticket out of this shithole, but no, if anything I feel worse.
Just...why?
When does this stop, I can't take it anymore, not being able to find pleasure in anything.
I'm scared and miserable.
I am ending my life tonight.
Goodbye, I had a ''fun'' time with you all, take care.
>>29369184
Do it
See you on the other side robot
>getting into a relationship with the intent to have it ultimately end
Actually fuck you man. You found something most people here only ever dream about and yet you want to throw it away because of some irrational dumbshit fear? And furthermore, you want to cause irreparable pain to someone you hold dearest to you by offing yourself?
Has your selfish retarded ass even thought of maybe confronting your partner about any of this?
>>29369184
I know what you mean op
I'm in a relationship, used to be better but started going downhill. Now I let myself stray away to a different girl. It was fun at first but now all I feel is guilt and pain because it will inevitably and with me losing one or both leaving a hole and more pain with me and whoever is hurt
