Write a letter to someone threadthey probably stopped caring a long time ago
Dear Me.
What are you going to do now that youre dead inside again. I dont think youre getting out of this any time soon. Preparing for more years of lonliness and isolation. Taking pills just to mask the pain. They hurt every time I have to pop one in my mouth like it hurts each time I hold a glance of myself in the mirror too long and feel the deadness in my eyes. There doesn't seem to be an end to my pain. What options do you have left? Slip back into the death inside and let it overtake you. Numbness is happiness when your whole life is hell. So cover yourself with it like warm blankets.
>>29359773
To Jada
Aight so for the first time in a while I might actually have a shot with a girl. Please for the love of fuck tell me I'm not misreading the situation and you actually want to hang out beyond being regular friends. I've been burned before but at least you don't seem like you'll flake out and get fucking engaged to your ex a week after asking me out so I don't even get an attempt in like the last one (THANKS A LOT KATHERINE).
Anyway, yeah, you're cute and you have nice tits, plus you're depressed and I've been there so maybe I could help you out. Let's go see a movie sometime.
Cameron/Tommy, I don't know which one I'm going by anymore
>>29360543
Thats pretty sad fampai
Bump
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A. S.
Probably not the best idea to refer to a guy you meet in an MMO "your husbando" if you have a boyfriend. Much less so if he can find that out from twitter.
H.G.
Dear Cunt,
I am tired of giving all of myself without return. Your heaven, your love, your truth are all lies. I have not faith in the love you offer. It's not too late to prove me wrong.
I'm gonna write like two of these I need to get shit off of my chest.
Dear former best friend,
Why did you stop talking to me? We knew each other for like 8 years before you stopped talking to me what did I do? Was it because I moved away again? Why did you blow me off twice before ex communicating me? I thought you were my best fucking friend and to have you just stop talking to me was not fucking cool dude. You could've just said you didn't want to talk anymore or something, fuck. I see you doing well for yourself now you've got your new friends and shit. Did mommy and daddy pay for your tuition? After all those times I stood up for you, fuck you dude.
>>29361670
Dear bitch,
I had a bad feeling about you while we were dating. You always made me feel like shit. I remember almost vomiting because my body was telling me to end it with you. I'm glad I did, fuck you for making me feel insecure. And thanks for bleeding on me during my first time, it made that experience very memorable.
>>29360543
>What options do I have
There are probably injections you can get instead of taking pills if they hurt you so much while pooping
Dear past me,
Please kill yourself before it's too late. It will be the only way your death would be mourned. You will be remembered as young man whose life was tragically cut short instead of a failure who everyone expected to excise himself from the gene pool.
>>29361670
I was that friend shit. I gotta text this fucker now. Fuck you for guilt-tripping me.
>>29361670
>>29361774
Dear Me,
You're almost at the finish line, just a few more months... I'm glad you made some new friends at work. You're doing better than expected I'm surprised you're handling yourself so well knowing what's to come. Talk to you soon.
>>29359773
To Holly
You disgust me. Everything I saw in you must have been a lie from what I've seen. Almost half a year. Almost HALF A YEAR we dated. You told me that you loved me. You said that I was the one person you cared about the most. So then, if you love me, why did you refuse to try to fix the relationship?
Fuck you. You don't have the RIGHT to say that you still love me if you refuse to try to make it work. You don't have the RIGHT to try placing the blame on me when I agree to try to change to your arbitrary fucking expectations of me and you still refuse.
You know that you were the one person who could actually make me feel something in this world, the only one who somewhat alleviated my apathy, and yet you still say it's all my fault.
You know what? I'm happy that I'm apathetic again. I'm happy because I can say this:
If you died tomorrow, I wouldn't feel a thing. Hell, I would probably feel RELIEVED!
I know you go on /r9k/ sometimes, so I HOPE you read this, you coldhearted cunt. You deserve to know just how much I despise who you truly are. No one gets to tell someone that they love them after dumping them because they weren't good enough for them.
P.S. I'm not a cuck, I burned every gift you ever gave me with a cheap lighter. If you want the ashes, tell me so I can throw it in your eyes.
>>29361980
>Almost half a year. Almost HALF A YEAR
That's fucking nothing you turbocuck. Stop getting so emotionally invested so fast.
Itt errbody hatin on themselves so hard
Dear R
I love you.
L.
I am sorry, I am sincerely sorry F.
Susan,
I'm so sorry. So very, very sorry.
-J
I can't save you.
I can't even help you from others. I can't do anything other than pick up the pieces. Are people meant to be broke? I don't think so but, we're meant to be strong enough to hold ourselves together. Some of us need others, sadly yes, i'm sorry I'm not strong enough to be their for you.
Am I self absorbed to put myself first? Only I can live that peace, with that decision, I wish I was strong enough to be your salvation, but I'm not.
I'm just a man.
- Nothing more than a man.
You're not a bad person, you're really not. In fact, I was pretty damn happy for both of you when I found out about it, I was rolling on the floor and all, laughing in the middle of the night. I was crying and laughing in joy, especially with the fact that you're continuing with that trend of asian girls getting it on with white dudes, but I feel that there might have been another emotion thrown in there.
It's a strange conflicting feeling, y'know? You both are really good friends of mine, and as a friend, I'm feeling a lot of joy. I'm happy for you, but viciously bitter for myself.
It hurts a bit, and I'm going to continue being a friend as best as I can, and I don't hate you or anything, not at all! But if I had to say one thing, it would have to be:
I wish I never fell in love with you.
- Your filipino weeb friend who draws chinese cartoons
hi guy can you bring my fucking controller back yet you borrowed it 10 fucking years ago you worthless stoner
>>29363288
This is fucking gold, you've cheered me up a tiny bit.
N. I fucking hate you sometimes. Behind my calm deminor I am furious by the way you treat me. The night you forced me to go homeless for a night by kicking me out at 2am was the worst night of my life. If I had any shred of self respect I would slap you and find someone else but I'm too desperate for that and I can't loose the only person I can talk to.
I fantasize about you dying so I can force myself to meet someone else. I want to strangle you to death. Your dad has been like a father to me, and if it wasn't for you I would of killed myself when I tried 2 years ago but I'm still fucking here and you still haven't changed. I'm not saying I'm perfect but I'm sure better at treating you nicely then you are to me you fucking piece of shit I love you but please die
>>29359773
To younger me
Stop giving a shit about anything. Also, don't trust girls with red hair, or those that do drama.
Also that one thing you really really want never happens, so yeah. Things probably gonna get worse.
GG, no re
Dear fag,
What the hell do you know? It's not even your business. Get over yourself. Don't forget that you are human too and when your exterior of obfuscations is removed you are just as vulnerable as I.
I don't want to continue this cycle but when we have the chance to switch roles, I almost feel that I have no choice but to take it.
-other fag
>>29359773
V.
I am disappointed by your lack of commitment as a friend. Why would you say that you will call me an hour later and you didn't do it. I keep calling trying to keep the friendship alive but you do nothing to help and prefer to run away.
I used to think highly of you. I even liked you even more than a friend at some point and you gave me higher hope than anyone I've ever met so far though now you just keep disappointing me by being so indecisive and uncaring.
Why don't you have the balls saying you want this to end ? If I really bother you why don't you just say it. I won't hold grudge but I'm sincerely disappointed of how careless you can be. I'm sincerely tired investing my time trying to keep a bond alive if you constantly sever it by your constant lack of effort and laziness.
G.
I am so confused, please just send a clear signal. I am too autistic for this shit.
Dear X.
I know that you dont even care about me, and i know you still love her.
Even thought this will never reach you, i think this is my only chance to say my feelings for you;
I love you, and i loved you for All these months, and im sorry i lied to you
>>29359773
Dear Fox of Illusions.
I wish to believe you to be a nice autistic guy, but every time I talk to you, you bring up how much you want something to fap to. I draw porn for a living, so it makes sense, but after not talking to me for a while, and then saying this almost straight off... Well lets say I find it super rude, I have dealt with a lot of autists but you push it further than any of the others. At least most of the others can take it when I tell them to their faces that they are being rude, at least they say they are sorry. The pokemon you role play certainly suites you well, from little things I pick up here and there. I am not stupid depressed autist, I know when I am not cared about by you. I listen to your emotions and problems, yet you never ask me about anything. You are just like a 15 year old with drama issues. If you could just fess up that you are being a dick, then I would move up, but this last msg really shows the colors within you.
I am sorry little man, but even the most perverted autist is better than the sad frail thing you are.
Dear Matt,
2 months since we last talked and you fucked everything up. You hurt me quite a fucking lot. But for some reason I still have feelings for you, because of the memories. The memories before your mistake. I wonder if you even think about me anymore, because a part of me misses you.
>>29364685
this fucking feeling has been dominating my life for the past few years
it never ends
never ends never ends never ends
>>29365081
draw me porn while you whisper your innermost thoughts and feelings to me pls
I like gay stuff and aliens and when you tell me about yourself I will imagine myself as you down to the most minute detail but maybe still not know what to say
>>29363538
I have had this same exact problem. I feel for you anon, sorry for your loss.
>>29365169
Thank you for your response to my Fox letter
Good to see a perverted anon with a soul. It doesn't take much to make me angry, but the slightest disrespect I get pissed.
You seem like a soulful perverted anon. And your feelings have been noted.
>>29359773
dear Stampy Phillips
syou're beautiful and I want to suck your phallic member
>>29361803
I think having to inject will make me feel a lot worse than popping pills. I feel disgusted and damaged that I need pills because it reminds me of all the pain I have and that I need to take them just to get rid of it. I cant look at myself in the mirror anymore without feeling hurt and the seconds it takes to place the pill in my mouth is a lifetime of confirmation of how fucked up I am and in those moments im taking it I feel worthless and too damaged. Having to physically inject something would make that feel worse.
>>29367609
You should get of the pills anon. You dont need tem they will cause more problems than solve
M,
You are such a shitty fucking person and my life alone is so much better than together with you.
I understand you have your shitty baggage, but that doesn't mean that I have to stick around and suffer for someone who's so narcissistic that they still thing they're doing me a service by fucking me up
Go fuck yourself,
M
R/I,
I don't really know what to say to you but send me a message some time.
-R
>>29369008
iktf M
Dear Anon,
When you posted that to kill a trap addiction you must stop watching porn, and to use imagination when fapping instead, for a month? I've been trying that, and even now a couple days in, I've only been able to get off to women. It's like you've given me the knowledge to heal my sexuality. Thanks.
- Anon.
>>29368071
I went without pills for a year and felt my mind shred itself into pieces. I could have been on pills for a long time if I wanted to but this time I think I needed them.
Dear E. P.
I'm sorry that I'm going to be growing more distant with you as we both go off to college in the coming months. I just want to let you know that for what its worth, I really did appreciate your company, and valued what we had. I'm just sorry that I got too attached to you in the end. Its a problem I have, I guess. When a girl gives me attention, I latch onto them and use them as my life ring. I wish I could help it, but I'm fucked up. I wish I didn't have the social disorders I have, and I wish it was easier for me to make a long lasting platonic friendship, but it just isn't.
So don't take it personally when I stop talking to you, don't seem as enthused with your presence, or just all around seem more dead inside. You finding someone more important than me in your life wasn't the cause of this, rather, my delusion and strong desire for companionship is to blame. Time and time again, I convinced myself that there was something there that just wasn't. When you first rejected me, when you broke up with your first boyfriend, and when we started talking again, and all those other times, I don't really know if i can take another major depressive episode when my delusion eventually crashes again and I realize what Ive realized before but ultimately ignored.
You're gonna do great things with your life. You're inspired, going to go to a great college, and have people that genuinely love you by your side. I'm truly a horrible person for envying so strongly what you worked to achieve. But please, don't let this horrible person hold you back. Live your life and enjoy it. I hope you'll look back on the memories we shared a bit more fondly than I will.
Lastly, please don't worry about me. This is my problem, and I couldn't bear the thought of someone taking on the pain I'm currently dealing with. It's better this way. I'll be fine, probably.
-J.S.
Dear L,
Do you like me romantically? You could do so much better but you used to go out of your way to compliment me or make physical contact with me. I use to take the piss out of you like you would to a mate but you didn't take it personally like most girls mistakenly do. Were you just being nice to me?
>>29359773
Evenin' Martha, it's a shame You never found me valuabe enough to have me somewhere high in Your priorities. It's quite the bother when dear ones do not have time for you. With that they become distant, and it's hard to speak of closure.
Dear Isaac
I know you no longer come to /r9k/, the OP is accurate in that you did stop caring a long time ago. I know you're narcissistic enough to try and search your name in the archives from time to time though, its okay I do it too. I'm rambling now. I used to be very upset with you, because you just arbitrarily decided you were done knowing me and intended to drop me without explanation. That was just cruel, considering how just a few months prior how I told you that you were the first person that was really ever important to me, that I wasn't bound to find important by blood. I am not angry anymore, just extremely disappointed. You turned out to be no different than anyone else. It's childish, but I like to separate the old you from this newer one. The last I had talked to you, you had become so sterile. It's sort of funny how you're more "robotic" now that you're a bonafide normie. And in all honesty, I can't help but miss both versions. It's easier to think of you as though you've died, in any case you're never coming back. Who knows, maybe I was the one that changed.
I do wish I could have given you a proper goodbye, but it doesn't really matter now. I wish I didn't value you as much as I do.
Oh what a world, what a world.
-Isabel
>>29362822
I'm an R who loves an L.
>>29361980
>If you died tomorrow, I wouldn't feel a thing.
What people say when they would definitely feel something kek
I'll bump this for the greater good
jordan,
i am falling for you. please catch me.
alex
Dear Dylan,
I hope that I don't run into you tonight because I know that you now hate my guts. But if it happens pls no bully
Dear Jack,
I'm sorry for that time in high school when I stole a love letter written to, and by way of cause and effect irreversibly fucked up both of our social lives.
~ A
Dear M,
I'm exhausted from being around my family 24/7, and have only been alone for a few minutes to use the bathroom. This trip is only 3 or 4 days, but it feels like it will never end. I wish I was home playing video games. I hope you're comfy and doing well my friend.
Sincerely,
J
>>29369008
I hope this post is just a coincidence.
Dear David
I know I seem messed up to you but you're the only person I seem messed up to. I cant deal with you. I know every time we begin to talk for some reason things get worse and I get depressed yet when I hear you're orbiting some r9k roasties I can't handle it. I blocked you from everything yet you are still always on my mind. It will take me a while to get over you, it's already been taking 6 months. I love you. I'm sorry for being mean. It's how I protect myself. I want to hate you.
Have fun with the Russian rabbit girl and the other nurse you met. You'll probably meet even more girls at uni you normalfag, heh.
Btw Baxxy has something that looks like a tumour and I am taking her to the vets on monday, let's hope it's not too horrible and she stays my puppy.
Yours truly,
Obvious person is obvious
Why the fuck do you guys write so many letters? If they don't even browse this board then stop wasting your time.
