I don't want to live.
I don't want to die.
I don't know what I want in life or who I am.
I'm no one and nothing.
Someone please help. Make it fucking stop. Please make it stop.
Just wait out your teenage years the hormones will subside
i know that feel
at least i'll always have benzos and hypnotics
>>29358786
this is the product of living in a completely isolated society
there are no tribes
there are no communities
there are no mutual religious belief systems
just skepticism, loneliness and the void
>>29358814
I'm 22 years old.
>>29358840
Just kilI yourself then
>>29358835
We'll see what happens in the near future.
>Tfw you wake up and you remember there's no difference between staying in bed and getting up
What's the point.
It's as if I made a thread
>>29358889
usually i get up so i can go on the internet all day
>>29358889
How many of you have gotten to the point when it hurts to sleep? Like, your back will hurt, or you'll wake up feeling like you have a cold; sharp/stuffy nose and/or sore throat? Having a headache when you wake up?
There's literally no escape, I don't know what to do.
>>29358849
Okay. I plan on it some day anyway
Dreams are my only escape now. I still feel horrible for sleeping so much, but they're the only place I feel alive.
ive been getting worse and worse over the past year. i really wanna go to my doctor but im so screwed up i feel like i would just be given a bunch of pills and be a zombie the rest of my life. i can't talk to people about things anyway so i don't even know what i'd do and i wouldn't want anyone in my family to know.
i just try to sleep as much as i can and fantasize about having a slightly normal life but i feel really unfixable. probably just gonna kill myself soon
>>29358983
I hope it never gets to that point. Sleep is my only respite.
Suicide sounds better the more I think of it as endless sleep. Endless rest
>>29359204
Lad, what if it's the most hideous torture you could possibly imagine?
What if you're constantly in a state of wide-awake consciousness as some being of ether without a body, unable to experience or feel anything. Just a constant state of consciousness in a black void.
We know nothing of what's beyond. It could be fucking anything.
>>29359250
Sounds like overactive human imagination. Death is no different than nonexistence. You remember all that time before you were born?
I don't remember. But I wasn't suffering
>>29359250
>What if you're constantly in a state of wide-awake consciousness as some being of ether without a body, unable to experience or feel anything. Just a constant state of consciousness in a black void.
So my current life?
Who else is a nowhere man here?
ora
>>29358786
Does that just not mean you're enlightened?
>>29359277
>when you're on the internet, no one knows you're a mass of disembodied ether
>>29359276
I agree this is a logical way of thinking, but like I said, we don't and can't know what's next.
>>29358983
Sigh...at that point now.
Sore throat, back pain, headache. At this point I just hope it's some form of cancer.
>>29359343
I actually think working out, like, working yourself to a sweat so hard that you fall asleep at 730pm would help. Wanna try with me lad?
>>29359310
What, no. I'm the opposite. I feel so lost I don't even know where to begin looking.
LOOK AT ALL OF THESE ABANDONED MALES
