its 4 in the morning
Im listening to music that reminds me of better times, crying at the sound of it
What the fuck am I doing with my life.
You're doing what you wantr-right?
>>29338965
No, bro, I want to have fun. I used to have friends and a decent amount of them. The songs im listening to were the songs we listen to, I miss it.
Around a year ago I went through this hopeful phase where I told myself I was normal and that I could have any girl i wanted. Around the same time I started listening to Apples In Stereo. I can't listen to "She's Just Like Me" anymore without remembering a failed crush and how I would listen to that song thinking about her.
Bummer because otherwise I would really like that song.
>>29338934
it's called depression. Start exercising, eating healthy and seek medical attention.
>tfw I spent the last half hour looking at plastic figurine vaginas
>>29338934
>tfw those memories of better times are fading away
>>29339000
I know this feel too well, my man. I'm even doing the same thing right now
>tfw no friends
>no family
>broke
>eating bread with no butter right now i.e. dinner
this ride never ends
Just hung out with a few normies got to say it's fucking horrible thinking about the times of my life could've been had if i had good friends that i spent up growing up with or at least a while...
i lost touch with reality
i feel like i'm living a dream and that i could wake up any second, but that when i'll wake up, i'll just cease existing
it's annoying.
>>29340675
This is the worst feel, and I know it all too well...
>>29338934
It feels bad knowing that I'll reaching the peak of my physical and mental abilities over the next year or two, and I won't do anything useful with them.
I won't even waste them having fun and creating memories of youthful folly to look back upon when I'm older.
I'm just wasting the best years of my life accomplishing nothing, completely alone except for my immediate family.
>>29340778
>tfw you realize that's supposed to be a "comfortable" life, better than 60% of the human population.
>>29338934
it also happens to me when I eat too much hot sausage at dinner skipping vegetables.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYFJRomR12k
The feels are flowing through me
>>29340799
then the time has come anon
>>29340799
It's time to wake up, anon.
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