I hate being horny.
Ever since I was 9 years old, I have had sexual tendencies, from initially dry humping my pillow, to sticking my dick in things like stuffed animals, then discovering masturbation using lotions and other lube like substances, I have grown to hate this god damned feeling.
Even if I wasn't on the internet where stumbling upon porn or lewd imagery is inevitable, I get random boners and have sexual thoughts in my head 24/7.
Jerking off doesn't help because something just gets me horny again in like less than 5 minutes and I need to cum again, with every session requiring more energy and hurting my dick when I constantly cum over and over again, but I can't help it.
Anyone in the same boat as me?
Yes, only it started when I was five instead of nine.
>Got raped at eight years old and liked it because of it.
Just.
>>29336960
Try meditating. I picked it up a few months back as serious as ever (few times a week for at least five minutes) and my libido is really low and they (Buddhists, I've been doing mostly buddhist meditations) have ones for aversion of desire, especially lust, I think meditation on foulness or something.
>>29337261
I've been recommended Meditation in the past. I really should try it if it means I can stop this horror filled with constant cum and sweat.
>>29336960
It's called puberty. When you're 18-21, you'll become a man and your body won't be going through these reactions.
>>29337313
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kamma%E1%B9%AD%E1%B9%ADh%C4%81na
I'd recommend that you maybe perform mindfulness of breathe for a while first, I am unsure how difficult this practice will be.
>>29337183
I wish i was cute enough to be raped
>>29337394
don't most little boys?
>>29337183
storytime?
>>29336960
This is why I wish chemical castration was available to the public.
Feminists believe men are monstrous rape machines, but they are victims of their own biology and deserve our pity.
I love being horny to be quite honest. I love jacking off. You should enjoy it while you still have it.
