C'mon anons!
Say what's on your mind! What's bothering you? You struggling with any problems or mental illnesses?
>>29327423
I sometimes think that I should kill as many people as I can in the name of Blood God, but then I remember I am lazy fuck and continue my existence
>>29327423
I have computer problems but nothing helps. Why must I be so unlucky with technology?
The jews run the banks and the media.
>>29327465
Edgy, lad.
This is original, mate.
>>29327515
thanks m8, but I noticed something uncool:
the more time I spend with people, the less I want to kill them, and more I want to not spend time with them, just fuck off somewhere far away
I have the looks to get a girl but am too beta to start any relationship
>>29327786
Same here, except I'm short too. Women are either the same height as me or taller on average.
>>29327853
Oh im 6'1 but I know plenty of grills who dont care about hight
>>29327423
I'm sick of being me but I'm too much of a coward to change.
I am not severely ugly, fat, or necessarily awkward I just hate social interaction get sent into a depressive state when around others, from a combination of a crippling lows self esteem and major trust issues. Because of this I don't leave my room really ever and havent texted/talked/seen a non family member in anywhere from months to years.
I don't even read threads on this board anymore. I just show up, shitpost, and leave.
I'm trying to fix my life but I think my internet addiction is going to result in my suicide
Maybe if I had tried to get my life together in high school or college or post-drop-out, but with a kid? No. It's too fucking hard to remove my face from this screen and turn it to face a two year old who acts out because her parent has ignored her for a screen most of her life
Fuck me, I am the worst kind of person. I deserve to die. But do I deserve the easy out of suicide?
>>29328120
kill your kid. get childsupport until it gets found out.
What's on my goddamn mind is me wondering what the fuck is wrong with me, it feels like there's a fucking baby in me
>in the middle of exam season, time is going so fucking slow
>close family member just died, have to deal with all that shit afterward
>can't even get comfy knowing exams are over because of it
>hating myself more any more everyday
>just want to become a hermit and play vidya all day
>realize I got all this fucking "life" thing to contend with ahead of me
How do people cope? I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with life, I just want it to stop for a moment so I can catch a breather. Fuck.
>>29327423
I have a burger patty defrosting in the fridge, but I kind of just want buy food instead. Help
Can't be outspoken atheist without having to tip toe around Christfags' feelings and, hence, look like an autist. Just want to get people away from these liars who just want their money. Non profit atheism for the win.
>meet girl
>slowly fall for her
>meanwhile she's falling for my best friend
Fucking kill me famalam
>>29327423
I haven't left my room for anything but food and the bathroom in a week. I feel completely alone and I want to kill myself
I'm so in love with my gf that i actually dream of being... you know, with her for years and years and years.
She is autistic on my same level and she might even read this. I can't think of any different romantic relationship.
I just want somebody to love me.
I just don't feel happy anymore, ever. I've been looking at shit I used to love - writing, reading, games, boxing etc. It just all feels so hollow now, not bad or good just there.
Friends have been looking more bored with me cause I don't really find anything that funny anymore either, I just "heh" a little. I'm worried I'll become hollow too, just sort of a shell of a man. I'm scared as hell but don't know to fix it.
>>29328432
Grieving's a process, I recommend doing what you want to for a while, but occasionally talk to someone about it. Doesn't even have to be in person, you're doing it now technically.
i'm bout ready to off myself. i feel indifferent and hate everything...
I scared her away.
We hung out. It was a great time. She invited me to her party. Since one of my meds went out and I was drinking, I probably came off as an asshole or something. I don't even know what I did wrong.
She hasn't made the effort to contact me.
She invited me places, but I am too scared. She asked me what I was doing a few times, but I am too scared. I wonder if she just thinks I'm not interested or something. But then again, I think it's the latter. It never takes a woman long to lose interest in me.
>whyyyyyyfeeeeellllsssss
>>29327423
Finally
>be me
>26
>making 50k a year
>still dirt poor
>behind on bills
>eating shit food
inb4 save money
I can't save when I'm behind on bills
I feel like shit because of itI'd prolly have more if I didn't pay for my gf rent phone internet car and insurance
>>29328559
It's not just grieving, anon. I'm just sick and tired of things. I've done three years in Uni and for fucking what? Some shitty degree (not even STEM for fucks sake) and 40k+ Pounds in debt.
Life is just like "oh, E3's coming up and you've got exams? FUCK YOU!" and I'm sick of it.
I just want a fucking breather, a year out but NOPE, wasn't born to some rich fucking family so NEEThood is off the table. It feels like my life is just on rails and I have no control over it.
I do also share some of your feels, anon. The only vidya I've played these past few months is like 30 hours of mindless Overwatch, and I haven't watched any films or read any books. It's all so hollow to me.
>>29328120
you're going to fuck up your child
you need help right now
Facebook. Fucking pussies . Their egos are so fragile. like they need to prove others wrong over a fucking intenret. Typical casual normies.
God I fucking hate those people.
>>29328558
>tfw they don't sleep on the beach anymoreI know it's a different album but gybe is so full of feels man
>>29328613
That's a pain, you tried looking into programs to get you onto shit? I remember when I finished Secondary I got offered this thing to get a year in another country funded, dunno if that's your cup of tea though cause you'd have to do charity work while there.
But I've not done research, I know NEETbux aren't an option but there might be stuff to help you there.
Sorry if I'm trying too hard it's just I feel like shit and you seem worse, I don't wish that on anybody.
>>29328559
Dude, just go on a undead asylum and die there.
The First Flame will come again one day
>>29328607
Why isn't your gf paying her own shit?
>>29327423
The problem of being an addict is that I can take anything to the extremes. I'm trying to get back at being workaholic, but so far I've only endulged my senses with abuse of drugs and porn.
>>29328709
If only my friend, if only. Closest I get to that is playing silent hill 2, feels like the inside of a hollow's mind to me
>>29328695
I don't know. Nobody's given me any guidance and there's just a ton of people I know who are already 10x more successful than me.
I'm mediocre, and whilst that's not bad I don't want to have to strive to be who I'm not in the next year or so. I just want to embrace the normie meme and "lol by myself" for a while.
My entire schooling life has been fucking terrible, I've never really had a "break" because SOMETHING has been happening; dead dad, dead dog, depressed mum, family controversies, shit like that.
Nah, you weren't too hard. The thread's just to get stuff off your mind and you have every right to do so as much as me.
I can't think of a single thing I've ever been exceptionally good at. Even video games, which have basically been my life, are suddenly becoming difficult for me. I suck at aiming in fps games, which is what my (few) friends play. I need more friends to play with. But I have no idea where to go to actually make good friends to play with. I've considered doing other things, but I can't leave video games, too many good memories from my childhood. I also suck at sports. I've tried getting gud and it just won't work, my coordination is just drifting away for some reason. This may not seem sad to you guys, but its really destroying me inside.
>>29328766
Maybe try this? Seems to all avoid working but at least it'll be physical, in a prettier environment, hopefully less stressful and easier than uni.
http://www.yearoutgroup.org
>>29328671
Indeed. I'm playing F#A# right now while I drink and cry.
>>29328732
She's a neet
>>29328871
*involve working rather I'm so damn tired I can't even speak English
>>29328518
YouTube helped me when I was in your spot.
>>29328871
I'll have a look, thanks for pointing it out to me.
I gotta go too. It's nearly 12 and I've got an exam in the morning. Fuck everything.
She never cared about me she just used me for money from the beginning. I try to keep my mind off her but it's not the same since we stopped talking
>>29328907
Very glad I'm done with uni, hang in there mate.
>>29328928
I'm trying, but it's getting harder. Thanks, anon.
>>29327423
I'm actually socially competent and I visit this board to laugh at some of you
I can never achieve what I want to achieve because it's just not possible. Plus I've gained a lot of weight recently so I'm just a big, fat, pathetic human being. I am completely useless and worthless.
I'm doing well at university, but I'm doing a course I don't really care for and I want to do something more productive with my life. I feel like I'll be failing my parents if I decide I want to do something else, but I want to get a job.
Against the normal rhetoric on here, I'm sick of not having done anything with my life and I want to do something real.
I am always mad when around people who were mad when I first met them (mad as in, upset, triggered, etc.).
Is it my shitty brain, or are they just annoying fucks? I just can't tell anymore.
>>29327423
I'm a pathetic piece of shit and I also regret not telling her how I feel.I don't think I will ever get over her.I wasted so many years.
i still have feelings for someone i haven't seen in over 5 years
end my suffering
>>29327423
I haven't learnt much for the past 3 years and now I'm supposed to get a job. People I considered lower than me are now high above my current level.
just kill me now senpai
I'm constantly worried about whether I have something wrong with me or ive just convinced myself I do, like am I depressed or just a grumpy miserable person?
>>29327423
What's on my mind is that I KEEP SEEING THIS MOTHERFUCKER ON THIS BOARD WHO THE FUCK IS HE I WANT TO FUCKING MURDER HIM HE NEEDS TO GTFO THAT STUPID CHADLEY FUCKER
>>29327423
IF I PICKED HANZO FIRST DONT PICK FUCKING WIDOWMAKER YOU FUCKING NORMIE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>29329793
Im tired as FUCK about hearing everyone constantly talk about Overwatch. Just fucking shut the FUCK up already you goddamn pieces of literal shits on two feet.
The game itself isnt a bad one, just a very average, poorly designed one, yet everyone is losing their shit over it.
I also hate the direction this world has gone to. I hope that everyone, literally, absolutely everyone will die soon. Not a single human deserves to live on this fucking piece of shit planet anymore.
Fuck this gay earth. I wish things were simpler again.
Socialists should take their university degree and shove it up their ass
I'm currently doing my first art commission and I am absolutely shitting myself.
I feel completely lost. I don't know what the world is anymore or what it should be. Maybe I still know who I am but that never seemed like someone who belonged anyways. Fuck, why did I have to be born human?
I have schizophrenia. Life has been pretty shit until today.
Today I was approved for neet bux! Not the temporary one but the permanent one. I'm so happy! I'm going to move out of my mom's house and live on my own. I'm going to start going to church. I'm going to buy some nice video games to play. Going to get my life on track.
>>29329876
It is simple, my dear robot
