>Still haven't found a way to cope with suicidal urges
Is there even a way to copebesides killing yourself?
>>29322367
Distractions
Anything that will distract you from it, even if it is something you don't want to do like study/work.
>>29322411
I'm NEEt at the moment.
When I was in college, my mind couldn't get off of the subject, and thus studying was impossible. Other distractions like games and anime won't work because my thoughts will still be on what a piece of shit I am and how much I should die rather than what I should be focusing on.
>tfw thinking about suicide methods is the only fun thing to do
neetbux help a lot
>>29322724
Impossible to get in America honestly. Even if I had NEETbux and could buy anything I wanted, I still wouldn't be happy, I'd still want to kill myself.
Pic relatedBreak your worldKill your selfBecome someone else. It sure wouldn't be easy for everyone, but still. Rethink about your ideology. Look at philosophical stuff if you're dumb and can't think on you're on. Is there anything that you enjoy doing? Live to do that, because there's (most likely) just nothingness after death, you wouldn't get a second chance
>>29323024
I've tried to change who I am for several years to no avail. I'm always going to be garbage in one way or another, it's innate. I'm currently only alive because I want to play some games and VNs, the former of which aren't out yet and the latter I'm too depressed to stick with.
>>29322367
Hurting yourself
Doing drugs
