Things aren't looking so good lads. I turned 26 15 days ago and I'm feeling old man regrets
>tfw 27 year old virg
>tfw no job, no education, no money, no future
>26
>wageslave wih my own apartment
>no gf
>2 friends
>try to play guitar but I know I missedmy chance to be good and it's just a waste of time
>settling into the work -> home -> bed routine
Only 50 years to go
26 NEET here. I'm worthless and I know it. These days it takes a constant injection of memes to keep the suicidal thoughts at bay.
>>29287360
>tfw touched my first titty at age 25
>>29287641
>tfw touched my first penis at 24
>>29287360
>26 soon
>no gf
>no friends
>My own place, fit, and drive a nice car
>nothing left to try and improve
>it must just be me and it feels worse
>24
>unemployed after losing the job i had
>back living with mom
>lost my fucking car
>never felt the touch of a woman
>can feel dad's unrelenting scorn whenever i talk to him on the phone
26 ad I'm going to school to pick up a trade in fixing machines at factories. This job can pay up to 40 to 50k per year with plenty of bennies. If I graduate and get a job at the Jelly belly factory I'll be set for a single man. If trump wins and brings back the jobs by Tariffs,then I'll be set for sure. I don't want to be a NEET forever.
Im barely starting my life at 25 while my friends already have stable careers
I feel left behind
>31
>looking for new job after leaving best job I've ever had (just in pay)
>last job put me in a "I am wasting my life" zone
>trying to find just anything to help with bills
>get phone call interview for pretty awesome thrift store
>"it says here you have a degree? What do you plan on doing with that?
>um nothing I guess
>....."okay.... Well.."
Don't even know how to give bullshit answers anymore. Can't say what people want to hear. It's over for me
>31
>Wizard
>Two shitty jobs
>Slowly losing friends because I'm not into a 9-5
>Spend most of my off time alone in my apartment trying to stave off boredom.
>25 years old
>Working $16.50 per Excel monkey job
>Virgin
>No friends
>No gf obviously
>>29288983
A thrift store seems like a cozy job.
>>29287360
Speak for yourself, im 41 and 26 was like yesterday
>>29289062
>im 41
pics or it didn't happen man
>>29288904
hope you like being a slave to the corporate filthy scum
>>29287360
>30, turning 31
>no friends
>NEET for two years
>college dropout
>fired from wagecuck job I worked at for nearly 10 years
>about 100$ in life savings left
>live at home
>maybe have cancer
ayyy
>>29289060
Only reason I applied. It's one of those nifty ones too that only carry "cool looking shit". And all cheap stuff too. Recliners for 25 bucks.
But I blew that interview.
>>29288940
Fuck. I'm 26 and feeling this. It's really discouraging to see people that are in their teens looking so happy talking to their Coworkers laughing. I wish I could have had that. No one hired me when I was in my teens and early 20s despite applying at every store and restaurant. I'm ashamed that I brought shame to my parents
>>29289099
Nice doubles boss
>>29289099
Why are your savings so low after 10 years of wagecucking?
>>29287360
haha ... nooo :( please stoppp
>>29289098
I've been a NEET for almost a decade and reading, shitposting, and hobbies don't pay the bills. My SSI doesn't pay enough and I want to get a job to watch a football game or buy some "friends' It's a shallow existence but it's a changer of pace of being a huge disappointment to my parents and hiding from company as much as possible.
>>29289062
>im 41 and 26 was like yesterday
Horrifying.
32 neet here. It's pretty bad. I can't recommend this lifestyle to anyone unless you're a trust fund baby or wealthy in general. I'm stuck at home with no job experience and crazy/ill parents. It's a fucking nightmare to say the least and very depressive and suicide inducing. I'm living minute by minute. I can't even enjoy my simple fucking hobbies anymore like playing a game or watching anime. That's when you know it's bad. When you get no enjoyment out of anything.
I'm highly considering trying to join the army just to get out of this situation. I'm just worried I might have some kind of physical injury that might get me disqualified. I haven't done much exercise because of depression and just lay in bed alot. Probably destroyed my body. I'm crossing my fingers because I don't know how much more I can handle being at home. I feel so meaningless.
Just turned 27.
Who else is joining me in the Suicide at 40 club?
20 years old
living with dad
no job
engineering internship can only be started in 2 years because i've failed so many subjects
dad calls me a parasite
>>29289274
>I'm stuck at home with no job experience and crazy/ill parents. It's a fucking nightmare
Are your parents showing signs of dementia too? my mom is snapping at me for small things and throws tantrums like a child. She's going to start breaking shit and hitting me soon I assume. I have this massive crater in my resume and really I'm hopelessly unemployed. I wish I had a fucking job that pays a living wage.
>>29289274
join the army my man
it is the best decision you can make right now
you'll make friends, you'll be close to death and if you don't die people will congratulate you
it is a win/win situation
>>29287360
>Watch a Youtube video from 2008
>2008 feels like it was only 2/3 years ago
>In actuality it's already been close to 10 years
How do we escape this hell and turn or life around?
>>29289434
I don't know. Normies have friends and gfs to motivate them. We just have ourself's and a will to survive.
>>29289062
This man is a liar by the way.
>>29289329
>40 club
prob 30 or sooner for me
>>29289196
Addiction to energy drinks and cigarettes, smoking too much weed, buying way too many movies and video games as well as cosmetic items, being NEET these last two years as well as a year in the past and pointlessly having a cell phone when no one calls me and I call no one.
Just overall fiscal irresponsibility.
>>29289062
shit
does one just jump from being 26 to 41 overnight?
That's depressing
>>29289434
Break your computer
Get supplemental testosterone
Go outside every weekend and force yourself to interact with people
Probably the only way.
is 20 yo too young?
can i still fuck my life up some more?
i don't want to work yet
>>29289983
Time keeps speeding up.
I'm 39, and it feels like I was 29 a few days ago.
>>29290038
Bro I would rape my dead grandmother for a chance to be 20 years young again
>>29287360
May 31st bro?
>>29287360
24 and bought an apartment, I just work 30 hours/week, I'm weel dressed and thin, but I've never been so desperate. Not even food has taste anymore.
Btw I'm ugly and that's why I'm not enjoying life, is I was good looking life would be great if you're good looking go away I hate you.
Are you suffering from depression?
>>29287360
Ever find it funny how a disproportionate amount of higher ups in the Communist party were Jewish?
I wonder why Jews are such avid fans of far left liberalism.
>>29290736
Ok there /pol/, but how do you feel about being older than 25?
>>29290736
>Far left
>Liberalism
>>29290884
>>29290927
A national socialist wishes to propagate the most successful, the strongest, the most intelligent and most empathetic men.
These ideals are out of line with modern leftist thinking. Whites and hardworking minorities who have risen above their chimp-like nature are taxed and that money is spent on propagating low-tier populations. It's used to increase the population of gangbangers and total degenerates.
Why do this rather than spending that money on feeding white children?
Why do we squander our treasure on raising more termites to eat our nation alive.
I'm 24. I'll turn 25 next year.
How's life after 25? any big changes, a sudden change of perspective in life?
>24
>still haven't risen above wagecuck even with a college degree
>tfw spot on the family insurance plan runs out at 26
Fucking Trump isn't helping even if he does expel all the durkas
>>29291065
>Most intelligent
I think the jews are far more superior in that field m8
>>29289329
31 here. I'm giving myself till about 35ish to get my life together. Find a better job/career. Girlfriend. Start working towards something. If I can't do these things by 35 I'm dropping out of society. I'll move back in with my mom and NEET it up for a few years. I'll have all my debt paid off, I won't have any expenses besides a bit of food and internet (I'll save enough to give my mom money for the next years.). I play all my favorite video games one last time. I'll read all the books I want to read. I'll read about all the topics I want to read about. I'll have done everything that I would want to do while I'm here, existing as I am right now. Around 40, when I know I'm no longer youthful in any sense of the word, and when I've felt content with everything I want to know or experience, I'll kill myself and be done with everything. No more regrets. No more anguish. No more tears. No more pain.
Nothing
>>29291234
Cheating and lying your way to the top is not the same as getting there by honest means.
>>29291387
How come jews then have the most nobel prize winners? Or biggest percentage in the world of higer education? Let me guess, nobel prize is a conspiracy against white men?
>26
>full time job
>can afford apartment but would rather pay parents rent since i don't wanna be lonely
>had gf of 2 years but constantly fought all the time and she cucked me at the end
>own a motorcycle and a car
>4 years natty gains
>only enjoyment i find in life anymore is weaving through traffic at high speeds on my sports bike
Turn 25 in 5 days
I just graduated from university last month, after stretching out a 4 year bachelors degree at an expensive state university into a 7 year ordeal with a 2 year gap for "mental health". During that time off I lived at home working as a wageslave overnight in retail, probably with fellow robots. I even had a "state" job working as a janitor in state buildings, which I got fired from because I slacked off cause whats the point? My parents were opposed to me going back to school after having wasted so much on it, but being a NEET was literally killing me. Finally, last summer I decided enough is enough and took out 20k in loans to finish the last 24 credits. Yay for me I guess, but I am feeling like it was too little too late.
Im the youngest but now the loser in my family for having stooped so low to work in the service industry past high school. Both my siblings and all of my cousins are all well educated with nice jobs, no mental health issues and live awesome 20something lives as trendy millennials in the big city.
I am stuck tending to my aging parents with no gf and no social life and hopelessly filling out job applications in my field (GIS) that even for entry level requires 4 years experience and an internship to even get considered. Everyone else who graduated in my class already has an internship and a practice big boy job on their resume, while all I have is I stocked shelves and took 7 years to barely graduate above a 2.5.
Thing is, I am really passionate about my field (maps and shit), and for all the trouble I went through to get the damn degree I want to do something in it. Should I give up trying and just accept my fate as a minimum wage bitchboy? My loans come due in the fall so my NEET bux are running out.
Save me from the nothing I've become.
>23
>living with single parent
>earning less than 6k bongcoins a year on a zero hour contract
>literally could work until I died and not be able to afford a house, neither mortgage nor rent
>can't fathom how this situation could ever change atleast until my mom dies
>then I guess I'll become homeless
Genuinely feels like my life is over already.
Why don't you guys try to find qt gfs with online dating?
>>29291387
>>29291470
#rekt
Imao
>>29288904
>If trump wins and brings back the jobs by Tariffs
Or if Hillary wins and all straight white males are executed
>>29291803
>>only enjoyment i find in life anymore is weaving through traffic at high speeds on my sports bike
Sounds like me, I love my Bike and going fast it is probably the best part of the day riding it to work
>>29289352
>dad calls me a parasite
Chooses to have child
Doesn't raise child correctly
Blaims child
Sounds about right
>29 Next month
>Had some real big ups and downs,
>This is a major down currently.
>Mom wants to snow bird.
>I'll live in her place during the winters and she'll be up in the summers.
I'm not the biggest loser nor the biggest waste but, fuck this isn't the life I worked for. Addiction to video games and saving up money to go to legal brothels is really the only two things keeping me from killing myself.
I'm at that age where everything new is uninteresting to me. I miss the 90's I miss the good old times, Maybe because I could NEET around and have a legit excuse "but, daaaaaaaaaaadddddddddd I'm too young to work" isn't going to cut it anymore.
Nothing really excites me or interests me like it used to. But, I can always find new levels of anguish and despair.
>>29291815
>Should I give up trying and just accept my fate as a minimum wage bitchboy?
no you should keep pursuing it for sure anon. just keep applying to internships and stuff, forever if you have to. and move if you have to.
i wish i had anything i want to do.
>>29291470
>implying noble prizes have meant anything for a while now
>>29292594
Tbh though I'm just shitposting for attention. I agree that us Jews are the master race and that the goyim are beneath us.
Don't be a pussy. 35-ish is when it really starts going downhill.
Hell it's possible (albeit difficult) to turn it around all the way up until about 50 or so.
>tfw turning 25 in 2 weeks
>wagslave job
>handholdless kissless virgin
>still living with parents
where the fuck has the time gone this is not the future I wanted,I thought I would of moved out by now but not with how shitty I get payed,I feel so old and I threw away my best teen years being a NEET
>>29289329
nah 30 for me if my life doesnt turn around
>>29292076
there is something wrong with my face that scares all the girls away even fat ones
>>29289040
>wizard
>friends, 2 jobs
choose one
>>29291815
damn dude you made it that far keep on going if ya can
for those of you in your mid 20s, if youre pretty sure you wanna die or are just gonna off yourself later, do it. dont wait till your mid 30s after youve already gave up years ago. do that shit while people will still say you had potential and could have done something with your life. suicide when your my age just admitting to the world you know youre fucked and always gonna be a loser
>>29288983
>last job put me in a "I am wasting my life" zone
What was it?
>>29289196
i'm not that guy but I've been at the same job for almost 8 years and have $10,000 debt and no savings.
Had my hours cut, didn't readjust my lifestyle, continued living beyond my means and descended into alcoholism.
I stand to get around $15,000 from my employer when I leave though because they haven't made me use any of my accrued annual leave.
>>29289168
They still love you buddy.
>>29287360
>mfw 42
You're only 25. You're not that fucking old.
>>29287462
you're not alone.
neetblox
>>29289962
> buying way too many movies and video games as well as cosmetic items
no wonder you are loser
>>29295834
when did you first go on 4chan? what is your life like post 40?what's your mind state?
>>29287360
26 reporting in. Yeah it's pretty much over. The good news is it only makes me feel better and better being away from people and alone. I've had a job before so that's not much of a problem. I still have friends that I'll probably see once or twice a year from now on if not a little less. I'm pretty fortune in at least those ways.
I think a lot more bots should realize that if you haven't been in a long term relationship and have not had that amount of sexual experience by the time you are 21, you're really heading down a path that's almost impossible to come back from.
>tfw lost my virginity last year at the age of 27
Just enough progress to stop me shooting myself I think.
>>29287360
So Im gonna finish college when Im 24 should i just commit suicide already?
>just turned 18
blox
>turning 30 in September
>Canadian, never had a job
>no work experience or references
>my entire life I never gave any consideration to my future
>always told myself it didn't matter because I was just going to kill myself anyway
>have a college diploma in office administration and a bachelor's degree in psychology
>no debt, parents paid for my college and university was free because mommy worked there
>almost 70k in the bank from various inheritances
>know that if I want to turn my life around it HAS to be now
>just young enough that if I went back to school or something I might be able to make it and somehow enter society
>can't picture myself doing anything
>can't picture myself being happy
>can't picture myself being part of society
>doesn't matter, just going to kill myself anyway right
>right
>>29297067
lmao
I'm gonna finish when I'm like 25 or 26 faggot, it's not a big dealgranted, it's because I couldn't decide what to major in
>25
>only had one real chance at sex and relationship but it didn't work out in the end
How do I get over her bros
>turning 27 soon
>everyone always asks about me getting a job
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
>>29297234
You did it once you can do it again.
If you wanna get better at it you can fuck a hooker(s) and not even have the remorse of it having been your first time.
>>29297213
Its a big deal because Im trying to get a STEM degree and the job market is extremely tough.
>29
>NEET
>Dropped out of high school & college
>no ambitions or goals
>9 year employment gap in my CV
>can't drive, can't afford to learn
>too old to go back into education
>everyone I knew growing up has moved on
>gfs/married/houses/careers
>left behind in a dead end northern town
>nothing to do here but drink yourself to death
>the only people left in my town are:
>fat single mums
>heroin addicted men
>old people too old to leave
>nobody my age to socialise with
>nobody understands that there is nothing to do for someone my age who has no social life
>all the activities that take place outside are social activities
>have nobody to go outside and be social with
>every time I go outside I feel like I don't belong there and can't relate to anyone or anything
Have gone outside on my own once in 6 months. The other times I was with my mum to go to appointments like the dentist.
I'm tired all day every day even though I get enough sleep.
I learned avoidance as a coping strategy early on in my life and wasn't taught anything else. I'm 29 and I'm still hiding in my room all day every day because life is terrifying and I have no idea how to deal with it.
>>29287516
At least you have your own place. I'm not that old yetso not everything is lost but all I want really is my own place somewhere up north, a good bike and some cash to go skiing for a few weeks a year.
>>29297282
>too old to go back into education
Not really. I went to school with people in their fucking 50s when I was in my teens. It's not that big of a deal.
Unless you're referring to the fact that it's been so long since you've been in a classroom that you'd have trouble dealing with it altogether.
>>29297251
>and the job market is extremely tough
better vote for Hillary then. She wants to expand the H1B visa program.
>>29289274
27 and same, going military or bust. I need my life to change, otherwise suicide is the best option I am really not very scared anymore. I just want it to be painless aspossible so been finding the right method
>>29297318
Voting for Clinton nor Trump wont magically increase the probability of me securing a STEM job after my degree is finished, I dont know what to do anymore anon I have no skills beyond STEM stuff because Im socially awkward as fuck I dont know man I really want to kill myself right now but Im scared of not existing.
>>29297314
I think that being in a classroom environment would actually help me learn. I've tried online learning videos but because I'm in my bedroom all day I can't focus on them long enough because I have all of my coping distractions one tab away.
If I magically got into university or whatever as a mature student even though I have no formal education. What happens then?
It's 4 years down the line, i'm 30,000 in debt with a degree that isn't going to help me find employment any more than where I am right now.
>even if I get a job the cost of living is so expensive I'd be moving out of my nice comfy bedroom to live in a spider-infested basement apartment
>the only way to live comfortably is to give up your freedom and marry some whore with an equally shitty job
>have to live the rest of your life on edge knowing that if you get divorced you are FUCKED forever
who here thinking of trades here?
>>29290130
I am turning 21 in 5 days and the last year have made me hate life more than ever.
Managed to fuck up everything and lost my job and friends and have not don anything besides smoking weed and watching films for almost 13 months.
I WANT OFF THIS CRAZY RIDE
please help me
i dont want to feel this way when i turn 22 or 27 like people in this thread - i feel for you fellas you are strong i would have killed myself at 23 max
fucking hell fuck everything
>>29297390
>tfw you look at pictures of you as a teenager in highschool and start breaking down apologizing to your past self for what you have become.
Im sorry younger me I didnt want you to become a loser Im so sorry.
>>29297417
it fucking sucks. being a failed normie is horrible.
the worst thing is everything looked so bright and i actually fucked it all up. i literally thought i was going to be the most successful guy from my hs.
how old are you?? what is your plan??
>>29297234
Haha, I have had 5 chanses to pussy and relationship.
Turned all of them down and dont regret a single one.
I think adult virginity is only tragic if you really want children. Otherwise, there are no objective downsides to it.
Gonna be a 26 year old virgin in 2 months probably.
>>29297062
Was it to a whore or did a woman actually accept you? Kind of curious. I just can't imagine a girl actually wanting me again at this point. There was only one time ever for me with an actual girl and it was casual as fuck and we never had sex.
>23
>Not able to find a job even shitty ones
>At least I have a girlfriend with big tits
So 50/50 right ?
>>29297390
23 comes sooner tha you could ever belive. At 27 you'll ne swearing that you kill yourself at 30.
And so on and so on...
>>29287360
>22
>no gf
>no job
>finished community college
>NEET
>wanted to do art but I suck at it
>have already disavowed childhood
>caretakers ready to throw me out unless I become wagecuck anyday now
What do?
>>29297539
Im turning 20 in one month and I already fucking hate being 19.
>>29297485
A woman. An unattractive woman. But at least from now on I'll always be able to approach any sexual situation with "I haven't done this in a long time" and "I'm inexperienced" rather than "I'm a virgin."
Probably forgivable especially if I work on staying fit and healthy.
What does it mean when there are so many people like us that the economy has no use for? Is this a sign that the economy isn't very efficient or do we only end up like this because we're useless?
>25+ thread
>full of underage faggots not doing bad and/or have plenty of time to fix things
every time on reddit9k
21 year old kissless handholdless virgin with no friends here, am I doomed and heading for wizard status?
>>29289274
This is your bodies way of telling you that playing games and watching anime at 32 is beyond useless. You sound like quite a man child. Do you have any productive hobbies? That would be a good place to start
>>29297634
it's a sign that there are too many fucking worthless people in the world that have no reason to exist in the first place
>>29297634
Capitalism relies on people being unemployed to hold wages down. Neetism is the next stage of human existence.
>>29289423
>be me reading this
>hah nice joke, 2008 was not that long ago it was just
>....
>shit
>>29297553
>25+ thread
>posts anyway
You should learn to read, for one
>>29289196
You do understand wagecucks don't get paid enough to save? Then their corporate overlords convince everyone to treat eachother like shit for not having a $1000 TV (used to be more) and a $25k+ car. Even rent is a growing proportion of wages, because landowners know people literally can't do shit about it.
>>29297282
Where do you live? You sound like copy of myself.
It's still possible to succeed even if you can't leave your house. I haven't been able to go outside since high school and I managed to build a successful career without ever setting foot outside my house. I won't sugar coat it though -- you have to want it badly and it took me over 5 years to get any where, but I feel like if you found the right mentor you could cut this time down by a lot.
The biggest problem I had when I was starting is how to break through the noise in a world dominated by normie behaviors. I can't go outside, I don't have any friends, I didn't have any money. What options were there for me to succeed? I was extremely out of touch with the way the world worked so I didn't understand business. I had no mentors to learn from so I didn't know where to start -- probably there has only been a few people in this situation before who managed to succeed and their lives would sound more like a Hollywood movie than anything practical ...
How do you even approach such a problem? If you managed to build up skills how is someone who can't go outside to meet people suppose to get customers? How do you get a job without money? Where do you find people on the Internet to pay you (and not just shit-tier amounts of money.) You'll find that all the content on building online businesses is written by enterprising normies to exploit other normies. They're bottom feeders, so there are no role models. The only proven model for success in this space is trial and error and most people don't have the determination to keep going.
It's beyond the scope of this post to give any concrete advice but I could answer questions. Just know that people far more fucked up have gotten out of this situation before and not because "they got better." I still can't go outside and I still build and run businesses from my room. The only difference is that room changed to a mountain cabin and I no longer have to deal with a family that makes me want to kill myself every day.
>>29297793
South Yorkshire.
>>29297826
North Wales here, but I'm not welsh, not even british.
>>29297911
Welshbot here, where did you come from?
>27
>kissless handholdless virgin
>entering fourth year in fall, a BS will take me 6 years and a summer (timing issues and 8 failed classes)
>Electrical Engineering, should be able to get a good job with it, not much in debt either
>literally picking up my first vehicle tonight, cost me next to nothing because it was my brothers and was maintained
Supposedly things are getting better. I still want to die every day, and it sickens me when normies are expecting me to be normie. People treat you like shit for twenty years and then expect you to turn out as happy as they are. I'm probably going to be a mass or serial murdered, I hate everyone, I hate modern culture.
>>29289225
Trumps gonna have to make a gambit on the tariffs
companies either stay loyal, or zoom off to china
good luck m8
>>29297911
I think Wales has the same sort of problems as the English midlands.
All of our industry died when the mines closed which started a slow death spiral.
There's no culture or soul here. Just alcoholism and delinquency.
>>29297920
>>29298003
Poland, but I'm thinking about leaving Wales soon. I was working in one factory, but now I'm too tired to do anything, so I'm just spending my savings, and trying to figure out what next.
>>29297827
I'll think about you when I fuck her ahahaha
>>29287516
you could be me, except I'm 24.
>>29291252
For this anon and all the people waiting for something.
>>29297379
Me but I don't know what to do. What's the easiest trade that pays the most
>be 20
>reconnecting w high school friends after 2 years of being a borderline neet/college student
>the kids i used to banter with and have food fights in the cafeteria are now starting their own businesses and studying aboard and shit
>while i sit on my ass and play video games working a shitty part time fast food job
JUST
>>29297134
>always say "if it doesn't work out I'll just kill myself when I turn 30"
>tfw turning 30 and too pussy to an hero
>tfw need to face the future seriously and can't hide behind childish suicide memes anymore
fug
>>29298381
You still have time faggot, I'm going to be twenty two and am planning on joining navy after I get a shitty bachelors
>>29287641
>tfw touched my first titty 2 months ago at the age of 26 thanks to ECG
It was a 60 year old woman.
>30 in December
>Aspergers, as well as a number of mental health problems
>Never had a job, only very light work experience
>Never bothered at school because mentality was "what's the point? I'm only gonna suck at it anyway"
>Tried in college but soon fell into the same mentality. Dropped out just over a year after I started
>Only true friend I had was 11 years ago
>Only really have dad left, who's health is slowly deteriorating
>Terrified for when he finally dies
>The past 10 years have been spent pretty much sitting at a computer screen browsing the boards and shitposting here
>No hope for the future. What little desire I had to change things around is gone
>Always in nostalgia mode
>Constantly try to cheer myself up by looking at pictures of waifu, watching anime
>Bored of almost everything now. Only thing really keeping my interest at the moment is reading
>Feel so empty that it's almost hurting
>Trying to build up the courage to kill myself because I know that it's the only way out.
I look back at my life and I wonder if I was doomed from the start
>>29289678
>>29290030
That's not it. I had friends, could get a GF, am forcing myself to interact with people (nursing internship), I'm spending only a couple of hours on the computer and yet I want to passively die.
Sometimes you just realize that you made many mistakes in life and that you turned into someone who cannot possibly enjoy it. More than that, at one point merely existing is giving you anxiety and feelings of despair.
Im 29 and thinking in dating a single mom who has a qt daughter.
I never had a gf before, sorry i want something to do in my free time senpais
You guys have no idea how much of a minority you are.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10491906
>>29299543
biased population sample reeee
>>29289168
I once was the happy teen working at fast food chilling with their similar age colleagues. I was so full of hope for the future. Now I am a 25 year old lifer at the same job and the magic is gone.
>>29287516
>work home bed
This is me as well anon. 25 here, decent pay, shit commute, no real feeling of worth or any support system outside a few close family members. All other relationships I keep superficial and distant because I'm too much of a shut in half autist
