Today I cried for the first time since April 15, 2015.
What happened, anon?
Do you want company?
Last time I cried, I was 13.
I'm 29 now.
>>29286514
Today, I cried for the first time since yesterday.
>>29286514
what happened then and what happened today?
>>29286538
>>29286573
I just had a very sad dream, I woke up 1 million years from now to find out that everything was gone. I basically woke up in tears.
Yesterday I spend my day drinking and taking pills and that didn't help.
I'm wasting my life and even my subconscious realized it.
I haven't cried in over a year since before 3 days ago.
It wasn't even me sitting around sulking, I was watching the 4th season finale of Boardwalk Empire and Richard Harrow a robot tier character dies. The cinematography of how it was made, just made me ball my eyes out. All he wanted was to be surrounded by loved ones and live a good life. I want that, and I don't have that and the sad truth is that we all die alone. Every man goes through death on his own.
>>29286590
Would me sending you a link to a story kinda like that make ou feel better or worse? It'll take me a bit to find but I'll get it
>>29286637
Send it bro.
>>29286673
http://www.burningbuilding.com/Jerry.htm
It's about a guy who is immortal and his life falls away in tatters. I have another sad one gimme a sec.
http://www.burningbuilding.com/KELLY.htm
The whole blog is littered with treasures.
How was it?
I don't know why, but for like the last 6 months or so, ive started to tear up easily to sad or really heartwarming scenes in movies. I feel more human, but also more like a crybaby.
>>29286740
Thanks, I'm going to read them now.
>>29286765
Liberating, in a way. But I felt miserable and hopeless.
>>29286846
Tell me what you think, the part about sitting in a chair til it rotted and becoming the only thing that existed has always stuck with me
>>29287043
That was painful to read because my own chair is consumed from years and years of sitting on it. And the funniest (saddest) thing is that I had to change 4 chairs in the past 7 years for this exact reason.
>>29287114
Tht sucks dude,
Did u like the story tho?
Or at least did it help or no
>>29287276
It was a nice story. Short, simply but well written.
Taxes make me cry too bro
My birthday, OP.
Stay safe and stay positive.
>>29288175
Happy birthday, anon.
Nobody said that to me the last time.
I hope you have a nice day.
Do you all want medals or something? Last time I cried was 4 hours ago. Where's my medal.
Almost cried Monday for the first time since early summer of 2010. I was on vacation all last week, and I came home Monday. Walked into the house and there was a note on the door from my mom saying our dog had died while I was away. The house feels so empty now.
>>29289356
Haha no lad I meant that April 15th is my birthday, but thanks anyway.
And you too buddy, get some sleep.
>>29289518
I just woke up and I'm on drugs.
And I've had sad dreams/nightmares tonight, the last thing I want is another lucid dream.
>>29286514
Today I cried for the first time since June 13, 2016
