>tfw you have the sudden realization through a series of flashbacks kind of like at the end of The Sixth Sense in which you realize that you are utterly autistic and have behaved autistically on many occasions over the last several years
Just gotta reprimand it lad, also don't expect too many replies since this isnt a meta thread
>tfw you physcially cringe thinking back on some autistic shit you did
Yeah no. I've known I'm dumb and slow since the 3rd grade, when I was sitting in class one day and looked around to notice my class was 1/3rd the size of the other two and half my small class was the mentally challenged kids. I just stopped caring at one point, like early high school, and enjoy shit. Funny how I have an IQ of like 85 but still somehow managed to be in the top 50 of my graduating class and had a GPA of like 3.85. My point is it doesn't really matter what the fuck you autistically did in the past.
>>29284523
Iftfb
I really do.
>>29285043
Damn son, was it for math class? I remember thinking lowly of those in the lower math, especially when they asked me for help.
>>29285108
math, history, and chemistry. I had straight As in all three because they're just memorizing shit. Now fuck english, so many passive stupid rules that you never learn about until one of your teachers gets pissed at you and applies it while grading your tests.
>>29285175
I assume you're American? Your english courses are pretty stupid imo, i did the sat a few years ago and it was so different to what im used to.
Also was your chemistry the usual course just with the lcd?
>tfw you got gangbullied by internet people
>feel awful and worthless for years and years
>tfw looking back
>realize it was an actual fucking cult and you were literally abused, gaslit, all those terms, but they own the terms, so you never made the fucking connection
