Killing myself tonight or tomorrow. Ask me anything about anything
>will not reveal identity
>will not give you money
>>29274287
How you doing it?
Also just do it today, remember, what you can do today, dont put on tomorrow :^)
> life sucks
Why?
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>>29274287
Tough life, mental illness or both?
>>29274287
Can I have your head?
>>29274287
Kys
Oregno
>>29274287
Fuck you OP cant even respond to your own thread
KILL YOURSELF RIGHT NOW YOU STUPID FAGGOT
>>29274323
There's a really straight Road followed by a sharp bend near my house, there's a rock face at the bend. I could hit like 120mph on the bend and hit the rock.
>>29274332
>>29274345
Mental illness. Most of my day is spent with really really dissociative panic attacks. I can't sleep at night either. Along with horrible paranoia
My parents and family hate me, and I have no friends
>>29274420
Sorry im trying my best
>>29274287
>will not reveal identity
>will not give you money
Confirmed for attention whore. See you tomorrow.
>>29274441
Someone might know me and it might fuck up the plan, I can't risk it.
I don't have money to give away either.
>>29274440
Wouldnt risk becoming braindead vegetable
Exir bag is THE BEST way to go
Unless you want to fuck up somebody elses life too, then id paint the wall with my brain, but depends kn where you live if geting a gun is easy
Anyways, do it, life is not worth living
Do it for everyone that doesnt have the balls for it
See you on the other side sweet prince
>>29274287
if you were serious what would be wrong about revealing identity or even tidbits, i bet your not just an attention seeker but a woman too
>>29274506
There is no risk at all. Exit bag is out dated because it's so hard to buy helium that doesn't have oxygen in it to prevent suicide.
See you friend.
>>29274525
>Scotland
>White
>Male
>20
I hate this whole 'suicide by helium' meme. Like guys werent offing themselves for thousands of years before they discovered helium tanks.
>>29274562
Thats because had no other options. Dying painfully was more common back then. You should be happy that its easier to off yourself than ever before.
I'm actually considering doing it in next 10 days, want to at least see Brexit.
>had a nervous breakdown near end of first year of lawschool
> now a complete worthless NEET, living in parents' basement. Also addicted to methadone and xanax that my Dr. writes for me bc he feels bad for me.
>Schizopherenia and suicide run in family, grandmother and her sister killed themselves, brother currently in psych ward.
> literally no future prospects bc I have a criminal record. Went from happily married and in law school and a fit freak to a piece of shit
> want to do it in a way that doesn't leave a corpse, is 100% successful, and doesn't make front page of local shitbag paper.
> thinking maybe best to do it in philipines or some far away overseas so there is no corpse/
>Don't wantt o do car in garage bc then turn house into crime scene and have cops at parents house for 2 days.
>trying to find a way to get to switzerland/netherlands and have them do it assisted so I don't need to worry about any of the details myself.
>>29274593
But if you're gonna die and be dead forever who cares about a little pain? Life is pain, why should death be different?
>>29274606
>>trying to find a way to get to switzerland/netherlands and have them do it assisted
Do they assist physically healthy people there? How much would that even cost?
>>29274614
>who cares about a little pain
if you can prevent it, who wants their last sensation to be smashing into pavement at 120mph and then knowing some nigger will be hosing you off sidewalk?
>>29274630
>assist physically healthy people there
Yes. So long as you can convince that you are of sound mind. I think Netherlands is doing it now as well as switzerland.
A dr comes, a nurse pushes in the shot, you are gone.
>>29274639
Im going to have a lot of molly, speed and then smoke some grass before. I'll feel nothing but relief as I crash and die
>>29274287
Would you please blame it all on the Southern Biscuits and Gravy flavored chips of Lays?
Already got someone else on board with it. The mote more people blaming it on them, the better.
>>29274655
Dutch guy here, you are wrong.
Here they only do it if you are terminally ill with cancer. You could go to Belgium where they also do it for mental suffering but it takes many months of therapist interviews and you have to appear before a committee etc. It's just not feasible.
>>29274669
If you need more convincing, the normie who got that flavor in won $1 million dollars
>>29274287
please write a manifesto even if its short
leave something behind for other robots or people who suffer from a similar mental illness
>>29274729
Im really bad at writing, I leave work in an hour and Im write something really quick.
Is there a certain structure it should adhere to?
>>29274758
no thats not important just write things you personally find important i also promise that i will read it if you send it to me
>>29274758
skype niconico1922 if youre interested in sending it to me
>>29274802
I don't find anything important anymore. I think I said earlier in the thread that I get really bad dissociative feelings, so a lot of the day im hardly present, and if im there im freaking out. I just want peace
>>29274287
See you Scottish cowboy.
Life would have been a lot more simple even just a hundred years ago, yeah? A small span in terms of human history.
Go back a hundred more and life in Scotland was pretty simple. A lot of farms and agriculture. Raise sheep during the day and drink your arse off. Fuck the local wenches and eventually marry one. Die before you're 60 because wtf is modern medicine?
Now - not so simple huh? A UK infested with roaches and immigrants. Forced out of your own homes, and needed for not much of anything. No one needs you - your life's just as irrelevant as eveyone else. No community left, barely any family left.
Do what you want to do, OP. I hope you get what you want out of life, including voluntarily bringing that life to an end.
>>29274287
why have you used this picture?
>>29274287
Bro can you give a shoutout to r9k before going out? Like a video dedicated to us. I know a lot of people are dicks but i have been nice to everyone.
Godspeed anon
>>29274946
also don't do it, there is always someone who cares about you,
just find some help man please
>>29274956
And? Op is suffering and should not be forced to live for someone else. It's like making your ill dog suffer instead of putting him down.
Op deserves peace.
>>29274955
I've thought about this it seems like a good idea. It might bring a little more attention to male mental health, if not it's still a thank you to you all.
You've all called me names and insulted me to no end, but you're all there for me and you feel with me. You're all the best friends I could ask for
>>29274977
he's suffering at the moment but it can be better, it's just his current state of mind, it can always get better
>>29274956
I've got no one.
>>29275024
i care bro, you got me, im going through something simillar right now i know how you feel, just don't give up hope please
>>29275070
I believe in you then man, but it's just my time to go. Use me as an example and be the best you that you can be.
>>29275070
Fuck off and die faggot. In an original way
OP I'm not going to tell you what to do because it's none of my business. But have you actually tried talking to a doctor about your problems? I fucked up a suicide last year and decided to try thearpy before trying again. I might still end it all but it's at the very least an interesting experience.
>>29275134
I booked an appointment for Friday next week as a last effort. That was the earliest time any doctor was available. I can't make it that long to possibly find out nothings going to change.
>>29275106
nahh mean you are so young so many good things in front of you, don't do this shit
also this >>29275134
medicine has gone so far these days, there will be or maybe even are things that can improve life
>>29275005
>You've all called me names and insulted me to no end
It's the internet, anyone can act like a badass.
>>29274287
Please don't kill yourself dude. I'm sure life will get better.
>>29275181
>>29275257
I think that at first, but then I feel like you're saying the same as
>dude play the lottery, you might win!
>>29274669
Fuck you those chips are delecious
attachment makes a person lose himself, he begins to feel that the world around him revolves around his 5 senses, he starts to feel overwhelmed and wants to commit suicide to end his suffering, not knowing that by letting go, he is free from delusions. For all things are impermanent.
>>29275281
Try and seek help at least man, think of the effect it could have on people you know, try and call the suicide prevention line at least.
>>29274287
No money, you say?
Are you gonna do a fucking flip or go with the swan dive?
By letting go of the delusions that plague his mind, he starts to see clearly why there is so much suffering in this world. Why people hold onto money so tightly, why people hold onto their loved ones so tightly, why people are hateful to each other, which all lies in the very foundation of desire.
>>29275308
See
>>29275166
>>29275325
See top of thread
>>29274287
Why not just get a toaster and get in a bathtub?
>>29275495
I don't have a bathtub
>>29275443
>>trying to find a way to get to switzerland/netherlands and have them do it assisted so I don't need to worry about any of the details myself.
Well I don't know what to say that can help you, but I sincerely hope things get better for you.
>>29275536
The Switzerland one wasn't me
>>29275281
believe yourself come on,
try to think in positive way
find some good hobbies
maybe even some games? watching movies anything
>>29275571
haha sorry, I'm new to 4chan and I messed up, but I do mean what I said, I do hope things get better.
When a person feels utterly defeated, he is at his lowest. This allows him to see through the delusions of the seven sins in which humans are bounded to. However the man becomes most prone to ending his life because he feels powerless. But he does not understand that the world is beautiful, not in the sense of material belongings, but in all of its glorious nature, which is greatly admired by a toddler, for in his undefiled mind, it is the most beautiful object in the world. You are only able to behold the beauty of the object if you change your mindset. See past the delusions that hold you down, see clearly now that you are a man that can overcome his primal senses to all attachment to life, and become a new man. The man who sees phenomena that only arises in his mind, and cease.
>>29274287
Are you our bugs doppleganger OP?
OP just lift your feels away. Get swole with it brother
>>29275629
I tried that and loved it but I've lost all motivation to go again
OP can you reply to this?
Don't do it, I love you.
Stream it? You would not only die but become a living meme
>>29275659
That's a shame. Motivation is hard for me but I have no job and no social life and work out at home which makes it easier. Also on steroids because I give zero fucks about my health at this point. Yolo
>>29275625
I'm not sure what that means but sure if you want me to
>>29275705
Hi friend
>>29275705
>Don't do it, I love you.
I love OP as well. I really hope things do get better for him
>>29275723
My phone doesn't get decent Internet in the area so I can't stream
Please don't do it, et cetera, so on and so forth.
Understand that attachment to any phenomena is the root of all suffering. We get attached to money, because we feel powerless without it. We feel that money gives us happiness, but not knowing that money only raises the ceiling of expectations. We do not stop craving and the attachment grows stronger, causing us pain when we finally can't attain the level of expectations. A simple person can be content with merely simple food and simple lodging, but no man is content, simply because life provides us with delusional happiness that we keep chasing, not knowing it will never satisfy us.
>>29275779
*sniffle* truer words have never been spokenupboat^^^^
>>29275818
You're bringing down the thread man, this is supposed to be uplifting. Im finally reaching the light at the end of the tunnel
>>29275743
If you look at the pic there's a guy named bugs in there who got creeped out by your thread.
>>29275768
Give yourself some time bro. Don't do it....
>>29275867
Oh I see. Well hi bugs if you're here.
>not wanting to live for pussy like this or at least die after fucking this
good, die faggot more for the rest of us
http://www.pornboro.com/2494/backroom-casting-couch-redhead-dani/
P.S please make this the last thing you fap to
>>29275834
By releasing our expectations of life, we see life much more clearly. We do not get attached too easily to things in the world because it is a delusion. A man only chooses to end his life because he does not see how ridiculous it is to end your life over stupid attachments such as money, women, social life. All these only satisfy your mind because you believe there is an ego, when there isn't.
>>29275890
You seem so caring. Why?
Who are you? Where are you from? How old are you?
I don't mean that in an aggressive way at all it is just curiosity
>>29275890
>i'm new to 4chan
>has trip
>don't le do it xd xd xd
Fuck off Reddit, FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU GET OUT
>>29275919
Lol. 12 beta faggots fight over one woman who fucks and dumps half of them. She gets validation and feels nothing about break up and you just wasted your time, money and dignity
>>29275930
I am not going to tell you anything about me, sorry.
I realise you could be just doing this for attention, but I'd hate it if someone wanted to kill themselves and I didnt at least try and do anything to help them,
>>29275952
>t. virgin
cool proofs
>>29275897
hi bugsbro, that choosement of picture means something, like i am supposed to save you
don't do this man
>>29275922
Im not killing myself over attachments I just want to end mental problems please read thread.
>>29275958
Fuck off tripfagorigami robaatoni
>>29274758
Why are you even going to work if you off yourself tomorrow?
>>29276072
The way to save me is to let me go. Dying is a one way ticket out of this problem
>>29276118
>Dying is a one way ticket out of this problem
it's the easiest way, you are pussy if you do this desu
>>29275971
Proofs of what? The average western female has sex with 12 men in her lifetime. We both know you will never reach that so you will be just a beta faggot sharing a slut with a dozen other men.
>>29276115
So I don't raise suspicion.
>>29276118
Ignore the cucks OP. I plan to join the army and request to be sent in a dangerous warzone so i can get shot.
>>29276206
>tips fedora originaellyyy
Did we not pay enough mind to bugs reaction image guy?
>>29274440
Don't do it OP. I have panic attacks too and I know how miserable it is for you right now but don't do it.
I'm going to hang in there and you should too. You'll have a gf someday and I'll have a bf someday, it's going to be okay. Don't do this.
>>29275619
that quote is fucking retarded, if you don't hold onto anything you have no qualities and interests and mayaswell of been fucking aborted. And if the arguement is that you can choose the things worth holding onto, well human tendancies suggest that we're fucking doomed shitmunch
>>29276247
I bet you are underage. You do not even understand that fedora tippers are manginas like yourself. Where do you think m'lady meme comes from?
>>29276077
Try meditating, understand the root of your problem and meditate. All mental problems arise from a particular thought, don't be afraid to confront it. Turn on some zen music and meditate for 10 minutes, it may not solve your mental issues, but it will ease it.
Killing yourself is the easiest way to get out of the problems, I'm thinking about this aswell but i don't want to be pussy..
Stop being weak OP and fight this
You're all faggots.
OP, you need to smoke some marijuana.
>>29276316
You believe there is qualities and interests is because you believe there is an ego. The ego comes from your brain telling you that there is a self, when there actually isn't. When you choose things to hold onto, you start an attachment to that particular object and suffer when you lose that object. Which is why the Buddha's quote make sense, you only lose what you cling onto.
>>29276360
No you are a pussy and you do not have the balls to kill yourself. Very few people are prepared to die
>>29276352
>m'addyyyyyy
ayy lmaopls keep fapping
>>29276434
No counter argument just retarded ebonics.
>>29276413
I've tried every drug under the sun and they normally make it worse
>>29276429
im not even going to argue with you about that
im feeling bad explaining why is it pussy move
It just takes so much more effort to improve yourself, workhard to get better than just fucking killingyourself omg
>>29276562
But it's not a pussy move. Your natural instinct prevent you from pulling the trigger. Many people could not kill themselves even when they knew they would be tortured before dying.
It takes courage to kill oneself. Suicide beibg cowardly is just a meme from war times where people did not wish to be captured or fight till the death.
>>29276562
OP here.
You've clearly never had any mental problems. Maybe you felt bad because you were fat, maybe your parents split up. That shit sucks but you can get over it.
I didnt ask for the feelings I have, nor is there a reason for them. I cant just work hard to get over it.
Wanna know a secret? Dying means no pain ever, no problems and no sadness.
>>29276651
I have mental problems and don't know if it will get better any soon, or it will get better at all...
I'm thinking about that everyday so many times it's driving me crazy.
But I do believe there is a chance i will get out of this somehow, just believe it, try to meditate and read books about these things. I know it's easy thing to say...
But in this century, in this age we all have some chance to get better.
>>29276651
I hope you either find a legit good reason to continue struggling or end it. I know how it feels to be depressed bro.
I used to try going out but going out would only make me more depressed. Sometimes i would take drugs and feel good but the next day i would doubt everything about life and feel depressed.
Lately i have been going out only once a month and only for the sake of others not myself
>>29276814
I have real trouble reading because of how often I dissociate. 90% of my time is spent in that trance.
In this state, along with countless other things, my memory is awful and I have huge troubles with concentrating.
This makes it extremely difficult to read.
>>29276814
If you'd know me and knew what happened to me you would be asking how am I still alive and havent killmyself
>>29276854
Sorry about my shitty writing...
I'm not natural english speaker, hell my english is kinda bad desu, so it's hard to understand my sentences sometimes
>>29276859
this guy isnt me
>>29276821
I used to take a lot of drugs, mainly mdma, speed and grass. I loved it but it makes all my problems so much worse.
Good luck with whatever you're doing my friend.
>>29276881
Oh no, I meant reading books. Your English is fine, I would never have been able to tell you are a foreigner
>>29274287
I have my perfect suicide all planned out
>Buy Bungee cord and Cyanide
>Find Tall building
>Wrap Bungee cord around cock and balls
>Take Cyanide and jump off
Truly the perfect suicide any other way is for pussies
>>29276894
how about audible?
>>29276956
I haven't tried it. Id imagine its the same story. I have trouble with keeping up with someone speaking in conversation so I don't know if it would be different.
>>29276984
try some pills for concentration then
I think this is it guys, I'm gonna go smoke a little and enjoy my last breaths by a river or something.
You've all been great.
Seeya later space robots.
I'm in Edinburgh if you want to have a last smoke/drink before you off yourself. some good places to kill yourself in the capital.
>>29277047
Goodbye anon. I hope you find peace in the other side.
>>29274287
Good luck and see you on the other side. I may follow soon.
>>29277047
if your gonna kill yourself atleast do something that you would have never done before. rob a bank, jump off a cliff whatever you'll be dead anyway so why not and maybe you'll find something worth prolonging life for.
Why not travel the world before you do it? If you're going to kill yourself there's no reason not to spend money you don't have
>>29274287
>will not give you money
can you be more jew? or are you giving it to someone else?
>>29274549
I'm in Scotland too! Where about in Scotland are you, I want to see you on the news to make sure OP delivers.
>>29277314
I'm in Scotland too! Where about in Scotland are you, I want to see you getting knocked the fuck out.
>>29277207
This is not how suicidal people work, anon. We simply want to end the suffering. Adventures are prolonging the suffering for no real reason. Too much effort, too little chance to succeed.
>>29277047
fellow scotbot, dont do it
