I just spent about four and a half hours masturbating. Who /contemplatingsuicide/ here?
The only time I ever did that was on adderall. Are you coming down? Maybe that's why you're suicidal.
>>29268479
Nothing like that. Just got home from work, thought I'd take a quick peek at a website, thinking I'd just look for a few minutes, and I started fapping. I now sit in a puddle of sweat thinking about all the time I wasted and how disgusting I really am.
>>29268537
Damn. You must be getting pretty good at it. Do you think you could eventually offer your services professionally and make a career out of it?
Getting tired lads just want to go to sleep and wake up as someone better
>>29268618
No. I just want to stop. Thing is, when I start I want to finish by looking at something really great, but I'm never quite satisfied. I always have ten tabs open, trying to decide what to finish with. When I finally climax, it's always so unfulfilling.
>>29268537
Nothing wrong with fapping. It is healthy, if anything.
>>29268725
>It is healthy, if anything.
Not mentally. Not the way I do it.
>>29268713
I don't get it.. it takes me 5 to 15 mins to fap.
>>29268802
I think that's all I *need*, but I restrain myself, hold it in until I find something really "worthy". Then I always realize that it isn't worthy and I just feel disappointment and shame.
>>29268837
kek. OK yeah, I see it.
I don't that though; I really just want to get it done as fast as possible. Get it out of the way. If I found something more "worthy" I'm happy to save it for next time. Or fap again.
That's probably not gonna help if I ever have to have sex for real but I don't worry about that desu.
>>29269004
I wish I was in your shoes. I just can't control myself once I get started.
>>29269044
If you had a GF that would be the right attitude dude.
>>29269101
I hope when (if) I actually find a woman, I'll be able to satisfy her. I'm sure I'll be able to last a while. I just hope I haven't gone too far and given myself ED. I know that can happen when you jerk off too much.
JUST LITERALLY STOP MASTURBATING AND LOOKING AT PORN ALTOGETHER. YOUR DEPRESSION WILL BE CURED AFTER A FEW WEEKS AND THEN YOU WILL not even want to masturbate anymore because you enjoy how you feel when its not a part of your life anymore.
>addicentally the capslock and too lazy to retype
>>29269139
Also, you have to stop wanting sex and fantasizing about it if you want to successfully overcum masturbation addiction. If you try nofap hoping it will help you get laid, you will be very frustrated, horny and angry.
>>29270032
>STOP MASTURBATING AND LOOKING AT PORN ALTOGETHER.
I know. I can go a couple of days. Then I get bored and think I'll check one of my favorite websites, just for a minute. Next thing I know it's another wasted night. I know the key is to not even tempt myself. It's just really hard in the moment.
Looked at a parking structure today.
I've once jerked off 13 hours. You have a long way to fall.
>>29268441
Your weak kill yourself.
>>29270032
I masturbate less when I'm depressed. I know I'm in remission when my sex drive returns.
>>29270032
Your also weak and if i get depression it's from real world problems not because i spend a hour having a super orgasm. Fuck off and go away.
>>29268441
yeah when my gf was studying abroad I considered masturbating and i felt like such a loser. so glad we're back to slamming. I feel you op.
>>29270130
>think I'll check one of my favorite websites, just for a minute. Next thing I know it's another wasted night
So you are wise enough to know it never ends well. All you have to do is not even start int he first place. Spend more time outside
How the fuck do you jerk off for over 4 hours, let alone 1 hour. My record is 20 mins
Teach me your secrets
>>29268441
After you busted thirty seconds in, how much of that four and a half hours was spent crying?
I do that all the time.
Are you kidding me?
Killing yourself is the ultimate cuck. Go kill some people close to you and post pics ;>)
>>29268441
nice one time I spent 8 hours while on heroin just jacking like a loon good times. I made a game of it since its kinda hard to cum on heroin.
ever since i went of anit-depressents i've been masturbating more often.
who faps 5+ times a day here
>>29268479
Coming down from adderall right this moment. I spend 4 hours jerking off every time I pull an adder all-nighter
>>29270626
>Spend more time outside
Been trying to do that. I'll definitely take a walk when I get home from work tomorrow.
>>29270639
I don't know. I don't really "jerk off". My technique, which I developed when I was 12 and never felt the need to experiment with, is to place my palm on the underside of my schlong, and move it up and down across the skin. I just let up when I'm getting near to climaxing.
>>29270714
I did 5 in one day once. There was a time when my average was 3. I'm down to once every two or three days now.
>tfw I haven't masturbated in over 4 years
Feels good man.
I still jerk off in my sleep apparently, but I don't have to be awake and feel the shame, at least.
>>29270639
Its oft referred to as edging, where you stroke/tease/squeeze your dick with one hand while browsing porn with the other. Turns out to be unhealthy for you and wouldn't be surprise if I shrunk my dick a little by doing that. Its not the same things as lasting long during sex.
I fractured my toe the other day, all the bone past the knuckle has been totally crushed.
For some reason ever since I broke my toe I've been less depressed. idk why, I should be feeling worse by every metric but I'm just content.
Does anyone know this feel? Is it endorphins from the pain? I don't really take my pain killers anymore so idk if it's that
try breaking your foot anondon't really break your foot
I jerk off and I don't feel shame in it. I make sure others don't find out I do it not out of shame that I'd get from it but because I don't want to be having unnecessary complicated 'talks'.
I also could apparently reel in women but I'm too lazy to get fit and even lazier to talk them up. I will probably rent a prostitute or something at some point. I feel like at this point I'm an emotionless unempathetic asshole-edgelord. Patrick Bateman but without the axe-murdering since I actually want to live my current life longer to self-indulge more.
>>29271180
Give me more information about this. How it's "unhealthy" and can shrink your dick. I'm doing okay in the dick size department right now, but I don't want to screw myself up.
>>29271308
Bump. I'm worried now.
>>29268441
I wasted about 6 hours yesterday, really rare.failed nofap
>>29268441
>Stop jerking off, decide I will only have one jerk session at the end of every 2 months
>Love it, feel like I have way more control and I feel like I take the wind out of women's sails
>On the day that I jerk off, I spend most of that day looking up porn and finding what I want to get off to that day
>Obviously pretty horny by that point since it has been 2 months, everything looks great and my dick feels like it is going to explode
>2 months of pent-up sexual frustration come out all at once
>Before I jerk off I feel like I am going to go 5+ times, I only go once and then quit
>Literally 8 minutes later I am horny again and regret not jerking off more
>As the rule goes I only do one session, once I quit I quit and have to wait for the next 2 month cycle
>tfw probably not going to make it
I'm surprised I have made it this long to be honest my family.
>>29268441
often, but too pussy to do it
>>29268441
Legit spent twelve hours Monday last week.
Find something to hate, or drugs.
Suicide isn't worth it. you just end up back where you were.
Embrace hate, use it to move forward.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z4-pexSVWzM
