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100% New at posting here, but:
Anyone want a feels thread?

>Be me
>Be regular angsty teen with minor mental problems living in a low-income family
>Dwell on suicide for several years of life because no matter how hard I try I can't be normal
>Too beta to pull through
>Cry alot because am fag
>My birthday swings around
>Mum ask why crying day before birthday
>Because am fag
>Tells me she might have something good for me tomorrow
>Doubt_it.gif

Next day
>Wake up
>Go downstairs
>Parents are there on a weekday
>Unusual for them, most birthdays generally wait
>They have a box for me
>A relatively large box
>Something is different however, there are holes in the sides of the box
>Suddenly a pupper
>A sweet little blue heeler girl named Biscuit because unoriginal teenager shit
>Not too sure what to think of dog

Pic related: Blue heeler puppy
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>>29255473
So? What happened? Did this just happen?
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Second half of story:

14 years later
>Inbetween the 14 years the dog was my only friend who I had slowly come to love
(Inb4 average dog story hurr durr)
>Go everywhere with dog because dog is cool
>Get girl friend with dog who is also beta
>Date her for like a year
>She had to move because divorce and shit
>She was my first and only real friend, someone out of the seven billion who actually enjoyed me
>Cry alot more
>Dog tries to comfort me but I lash out on her
>Dog bites me on arm because I tried to beat the shit out of her
>She looked so scared
>My parents wen't to put her down because bite was bad, but I convinced them it was my fault

Live up until about six months ago
>Doge is pretty old now
>Pretty rickety, old thing that just drains my cash
>But I love her

>I had gotten a head-ache that grew into a migraine that just kept getting worse for days on end
>Go to doctor
>This was one of the solemn times I had gone to the doctor, the first by myself
>Family was not too rich so we tried not to go
>Suddenly my nose bleeds in doctors room
>Doctors wants a cat-scan
Ok?

>Come back
>See mass in face
wtf.jpg
>Apparently I had some cyst in my head that had been there since birth
>They want to get it out but the operation would be very costly
>Put it off for about a month because I need to think

>Go home after hard day at work
>Dog had gotten sick and was rly old
>Figure it's about her time, though if I had just got her her medication she would be fine
>I can't spend that money because I need it
>Decide to put dog down
>Grab small glock-18 handed down from my dad
>Decide if anyone would do it I would
>Go into woods with dog after nice ice-cream treat, was her favorite
>Look in her sad, lonely, dark eyes for the last time and shoot her
>I give her a shallow grave, no ones around in these rural areas so who cares
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Last part:

Here's a bombshell;

>Been really sad over dog
>Go back to doctor for final examination
>Different doctor regrets to inform me that the old one was laid off for several cases of switching up peoples (diagnoseses?)
>"Then what's wrong with ME?"
>Doctor ct scans me
>I have an extreme build up in my nose because as a kid I couldn't pick it
>Also the flu, thats why head-ache
>Go home
>Remember my dog
>The dog that I killed
>My only friend, that I murdered in cold blood
>So that I could afford
>A medical treatment
>I didn't need
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>>29255496

It's been about a month.
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>>29255515
kys murrican faggot
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>>29255550

Thanks for the support m8, ps (no u.)
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>>29255572
you sound like a horrible person i'm happy that you're poor and your family will die one day in horrible agony because you can't afford shit
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To give you some comfort. It doesn't sound like you killed it in cold blood. You had the choice between letting it suffer and letting it go to the eternal hunting grounds. All you can do is make decisions on the information you have at hand. 14 years is old for a dog so take solace in that it lived to old age.
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>>29255657

(Q_Q) Oh
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>>29255721

Thanks. That makes me feel a lot better.
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