>really want gf
>fap
>women disgust me again
>>29252712
>sometimes think I want a gf
>fap
>do what I like to do
>totaly forget about wanting a gf
>>29252712
Yeah. It's strange how much our thought processes are actually not "our own" and actually just the result of hormonal or chemical occurrences. It's worrying because as humans we like to think we're above this animal tier shit.
I don't hate women like you though.
I've learned as long as I don't look at porn or touch my dick I basically can't lose. If you look up porn or start really visualizing it you're basically saying "I surrender."
It's like having a split personality and the side of me that wants to fap is some kind of desperate weasel trying to squeeze in a few seconds to look at porn.
>>29252822
But how else do you rid yourself of the childlust?
>>29252712
>feel horny
>sometimes become gay
>really want to suck dick
>find something that looks like a dick and suck it and stroke my cock
>cum
>why did Ido that
>feel disgusted
Please help
>>29252844
disgusting.
I had my time too
Once I wanted to get fucked and I puted pic related in my ass. It was fucking shit never again, fuck of homofag
>>29252712
it's your brain telling you that you are only sexually attracted to the feminine body, not the personality type of a modern wimmin you've become familiar with
>>29252841
> childlust
What?
>>29253003
>What?
What do you think it means?
