I don't know what to do anymore. My life is a sham... should I just neck myself?
>graduate highschool
>friends ask to keep in touch
>I will don't worry.pdn
>fast forward to college
>don't know anyone there
>attend classes like usual
>fantasize about meeting new people
>too fucking nervous to do so
>A year into the school and still no friends
>My parents ask if I have friends
>tell them I have lots from college
>tfw they believe me
>I tell them that we are going to a concert in a few days
> on the day of the "concert" I stayed at a forest near my place
>played on my 3ds for half the day
>came back home
>how was the concert anon?
>it was fun!
Should I just kill myself?
>>29246666
Same here f am.
Nice double satan trips though
No. Friends are a meme. Finish college and get money.
>>29246842
You don't get it man... I start talking to myself sometimes for social stimulation. I even pretend to ask people the time just to get the feeling of socialness.
If you don't want to just fall off the deep end, join a group which will force some sort of social interaction. Be brave OP.
>>29246884
I'm glad that I'm not the only one who does this. I'll hold multi-hour long conversations with imaginary people in my head
>>29246942
You too man? Thank God, I usually do this shit when I'm all alone, what about you?
>>29246941
I joined a book club in college once and I didn't like it because they ask too much questions and I couldn't look people in the eye when I talk to them.
>>29246982
Well I can't say that I know that I do it when I'm not alone, given that I'm never really NOT alone. But I mostly just do it laying in bed with the lights off. I like to pretend that they're actually there. I'll converse about the most mundane shit too
>>29247018
Well... I'm in bed right now and it has been a while since I've held a conversation... hmm I'll try that
>>29246884
>>29246942
That's all quite normal. I'm here from /tv/, and I was looking for a feels thread because I saw something beautiful on their, and it made me tear up. But socialization is key dudes. Go to the gym, play a sport, vidya and chat with strangers. Hell, go to a mall and just walk up to a random person. Strike a conversation. It's tough, but you need to do it. Once you're free from the manacles of shyness, it's pretty great being able to flap your wings.
>>29247040
4chan is the closest thing to social interaction that I've ever had, I've just straight up never had friends as a kid. Never talked to my parents either. I talked so little that I was in speech therapy up until the fourth grade because I was never properly taught how to speak.
>>29246884
I used to walk to some bar and just stand outside pretending to be waiting for someone and hope somebody would come and talk to me.
Before it gets to awkward I would just check my phone and walk my way back to my apartment.
One time I actually entered the bar alone and sat at the bar counter browsing r9k, drinking a beer and making origami. Had a comfy thread going on.
I started uni six months ago.
>>29246884
>>29246942
yep, i do this too
the only person i have ever talked to about how badly i feel is myself
just graduated college a couple weeks ago, went 4 years without making a single friend. lived in a studio apartment for the last 2 years, so it was literally just me and my thoughts for 2 years straight in a tiny, roach-infested apartment
>>29246666
same except for the fake concert thing
lol. my parents know i don't have friends and they told me, "don't worry, anon! your siblings didn't have friends either!"
