>have you mother yell at you from an early age
>she has a huge victim complex and convinces you that there's something wrong with you
>develop a fearful and anxious personality
>need a kind motherly figure you never had as a child
>get aroused when you're scared and being yelled at
>start developing an increased attraction to women to fill the void
What's your relationship with your mother like, /r9k/?
>>29245789
>What's your relationship with your mother like, /r9k/?
...exactly like yours...
only difference is I don't get aroused when I am yelled at, even worse, my mom ruined the whole genre of mother-son incest porn for me. can't fap to it at all
>>29245906
That's less weird than being perpetually mute and aroused when authority figures make you uncomfortable.
>>29245789
Are you me?
Blocks
>have strict, over protective mother
>be me, NEET child and weeaboo with no friends
>doesn't let me go out later than 6, streetlights as curfew until junior year
>can't maintain friendships, not allowed to have friends over or go spend the night at their houses
>mentally abusive, degrades me every day and thinks I'm doing everything wrong
>now a wageslave, developed friendships and have a boyfriend
>to this day she degrades, talks shit, has shouting matches with me and even tries to physically hurt me if I'm not intimidated by her loudness
>try to defend myself, still a good kid just trapped in a shitty situation
>still prefer solitude from years of hiding from her, don't get bored because she was always gone so constantly in my own head, think I have BPD, hate myself for being the exact piece of shit she thinks I am
Whew, I wish I was a normie, but I'm just a robot in disguise.
>>29245789
>>29245789
>Raised by single mother
>Absent, distant with anger issues.
>Guilt tripped me every time for being a failure. Showed me a constant lack of emotional support. Always praising my so perfect sister and putting me to the level of worthless piece of shit.
>Decided to fuck out of my parent house once and for all because I was done with her shitty attitude.
>Ended up homeless for month.
>Find a room in the middle of nowhere
>Full of crazy asshole that get angry for no reason and talk to themselves everyday about their ex bitches.
>Broke, barely surviving,
>Strive to put food on the table
>Grew even more distant with my mother. My sister became the topic of every conversation ever and I am always compared to her and how much she is so perfect and I am the worst living being ever.
>Stopped talking to her altogether.
>Have a friend who moved out.
>Decided to move out with said friend.
>Now live life a bit easier but still fucked up cause I recall the memories while lying down at night.
>Have a pure hatred against my sister out of resentment because she was also a bitch who treated me like shit cause I was the only guy in the family.
>Unironically hate women now
>Lose complete interest in them
If every single mother is like that then I refuse to associate myself with these monster. The only difference I did is that I talked back and I wasn't afraid of any punishment because to me my mother had become a familiar stranger that I no longer recognized. I knew I was alone from the start.
