>tfw you know precisely what's wrong with you but lack the tools to end the self-fulfilling cycle
Maybe death is the answer honestly
>>29241067
>tfw you have tools but you're too unmotivated and scared to do anything with your life
>>29241067
This is my life.
It's more that I've ruined almoat every opportunity I was somehow able to land, and have failed so much that now I've hit rock fucking bottom
i'm only 23
>after years of introspection you finally understand exactly how to fix your situation but are too unmotivated too
i dont know how normies get out of bed
Holy shit I wish I had more money. My job offers still haven't called me back. That would literally fix 80% of my problems.
I purposely tanked my life so someone else would make it. I'm basically a walking corpse at this point at 24. My apartment is basically a coffin. I keep writing pros and cons for suicide and lists of reasons to live.
>lack the tools
I just can stop doing it desu
I can't control my emotions I'm not some kind of stoic god
>>29241577
i feel you man. honestly feels like i died three years ago
>tfw had every single opportunity but fucked up everything
>tfw memories of the past and fears and laziness keep me from fixing my life
Maybe I just need a big shock
>>29241650
I died when I was 13.
