>want to masturbate
>don't want to have masturbated
Know this feel. I am slightly OCD about cleaning up afterwards. I must wipe off the entire toilet and the handwash. Maybe I'm subconsciously trying to get into /nofap/.
>>29238007
>Mass shooting put me in a bad mood
I don't even want to right now
It's just that the bad feeling afterwards lasts longer and is more troubling than the good feeling in the moment makes up for. But it's hard to remember that in the moment.
I also find that it's become such a part of my day that when I try /nofap/ I don't know what to do with my time.
Don't do it anon!
I will never masturbate again.
>>29238007
i dont want to masturbate but i have no choice because i can't dildo myself right now
feels bad