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>stay home from school because too much stress
>"friends" never invite me to something outside school
>wake up, step on bottles of shit tier soda
>plates and bowl everywhere. watermelon shell laying around attracting fruit flies
>spent money on cigarettes. never even want to smoke them
>my outward appearance deceives people into thinking I'm a sociable person.
>my kinda rough personality makes people avoid me
stop my suffering
>>29235716
/teenage angst/ general?
>>29236085
teenage angst that never goes away i guess.
>>29236130
This has to be the worst shit. Imagine being some old cunt that still behaves like an angsty teen. I'd hate myself too.
>>29236151
I'm not old though. i still hate myself
>>29235716
>"friends" never invite me to something outside school
My heart sank when I read that.
>tfw watching lets plays on youtube and pretending i'm playing games with friends
>tfw no actual friends to play games (or anything else) with me irl or online
>>29235716
>>"friends" never invite me to something outside school
Yeah I know that. Though some friends did this. But okay, let's be honest. I wasn't exactly the person that asked them instead...
>>29236223
>asking them instead
would do that but my home isn't presentable and i don't have any money to go out with.
living in a rural area so driving around and meeting isn't easy. and social anxiety i guess.
>>29236200
I play online games and let let's plays run in the background so i can at least imagine having social contact.
>>29236200
all my online game friend lists are empty. except my steam one, i have my second account as a contact there.
>look guys we are giving you something special this weekend
>tfw group xp bonuses
even game devs don't care about socially inept shut ins
>>29235716
whats up chloe get on skype
>>29237014
op here.
who even is chloe.
>>29237251
maybe you told me a fake name but im sure its you sozinho
>>29237284
can not confirm.
am average height black guy.
>>29236200
I'd play with you but im sure you wouldnt enjoy my company.
