I'm homeless and drunk after buying 2 steel reserve cans with my begging money and I sleep in a campground bathroom
ama lol jk i might pass out after this
Why are you homeless? You should save up your begging money and buy a home.
Being homeless in a big city is overrated. I did it for awhile and got about 40 bucks a day from low energy begging. Too bad the food is expensive as shit, and I'm not walking 3 hours to where it is cheaper. Fuck that shit nigger, I ain't never doing that again and you can put that on my LIFE
>>29222048
How did you post this anon?
sup john binz
>>29222048
timestamp? save your money and spend it on the city emos
how did you decide to sleep in a campground bathroom seems like a place where you would get caught this time of year...have you ever seen friday the 13th, is there a lake there
>>29222072
>>29222080
Schizophrenic and can't hold a job used to live in this trailer park til rent was due and it's not a big city faggot google brooksville florida god I thought you were all hackers on steroids
>>29222094
laptop and wifi it's the current year nignog
>>29222146
no pen or paper
>>29222146
here's me working on 2nd can though
>>29222156
as long as I get up b4 5 im good
this is what happens when you're too pussy to kill yourself
heed my warning either be a normal or make sure your attempts are successful
>>29222227
why not chase some people around with a hockey mask on - why not really go for it in this situation
What state are you in?
Original angle
>>29222156
there's a waste retention pond and plant i meant rv campground and I even used to work here but I got convinced the owner was a demon and fist fought him
im only lucid when drunk high or on meds but I want to be sxe so i go sober for a while until I fuck my shit up and than wa la im fucked isn't it ironic that drugs save me while sobriety destroys my life
>>29222048
>>29222227
You look too clean to be homeless.
Have you ever let a really old rich guy suck your dick for cash?
>>29222393
florida mr blastard son of dad
>>29222401
go buy a dub of crack off some nigger and buy a love rose and some chore and get lit, it's the perfect complement to steel reserve
>>29222048
>>29222227
You a virgin?
>>29222427
Close to Georgia border? GA is my state. I wish I was in a position where I could help you out mane
>>29222485
Motherfucker I was literally thinking that you'd be interested in him. Thought I'd tell you.
buy a hockey mask and just work it all out
>>29222501
Fits with the whole recruiting thing I'm doing.
Have any experience with a camera OP? Need a cameraman for an upcoming project. We'd be homeless together for a few weeks, then we'd chill back at my place. 2 hobos better than 1, yes?
>>29222596
just curious what did you have planned for his body I mean afterwards?
>>29222454
idk what chore is but weed man aint answering
>>29222420
check out this shower
>>29222478
nah was a normal in college when I could keep the crazy shit at bay but was a virgin til than and haven't had sex in years
>>29222485
two hours by car but aint got a car but i took av in high school
>>29222596
Straight up fucked up shit gunna happen here...
>>29222622
forgot picture of shower
You don't look homeless. You're clean shaven and are wearing a polo that's not going to do shit. You aren't homeless, but you are a faggot.
>>29222596
Jesus this reminds me of my childhood when every once in a blue moon i'd nearly get abducted or molested..got lucky and it never happened and you never realize until after the fact what their intentions were.
>>29222645
Do you also wash your clothes in there?
How long exactly have you been living in that fucking bathroom?
>>29222622
it's a little piece of copper scrubbing pad you use so the crack can melt into it
Those love roses at the gas station are crack pipes and if you ask for a rose and chore you'll get a pipe and a little piece of chore in a bag. Then you squish the chore up in one end of the pipe, compact it with a stick or paper clip, drop the rock on top of it, and inhale while lighting it until you stop seeing vapor come out. Makes you feel like god for like 2 minutes.
>>29222420
this
pretty hollow lies, segerate your lies
Thread about homeless person yet all you'll cowards don't even smoke creck...
>>29222676
I'm a well known poster here, I'm 18 and harmless.
He doesn't seem to excited about my offer anyways, that's alright. I'm still looking for a cameraman though.
>>29222656
>>29222683
yeah there's a laundromat and the landlord leaves around 2 pm it's closed now but I am outside of it
1.75 to clean clothes and have you heathens heard of church they donate clothes do you get all your knowledge of homeless from movies
>>29222722
>yet all you'll cowards
try harder next time
>>29222048
>drunk from 2 steel reserves
Are you 12?
>>29222080
$40 a day? you can easily survive on that, just eat 5 mcdoubles a day and drink a half gallon of OJ. desu you'll have better nutrition than most americans just drinking all of that orange juicefloridamode: hop the fence and steal your neighbors oranges
>living outdoors in Florida
Do you regularly wake up covered in spiders, beetles, and cockroaches? At least your coke and crack is good. You can get your mind blown on a little $5 sack of crack down there.
>>29222688
i don't mess with crack
>>29222739
fuck you dude i said i would if I lived near ga you valdosta cunt brooksville is central florida god
>>29222823
i don't drink much but I am 24
>>29222830
ayy i eat oranges for breakfast all the time
>>29222780
i got dubs tho! originalecommento
>>29222867
>outdoors
>in a bathroom
but yeah the skeeters still get to me
I'll have to retreat on my offer to have you as a cameraman, you're a literal schizo and need something better than more homelessness.
I hope you get your life on track man, be sure to ask for help at churches, be gold to people, and stay safe. Good luck friend
>>29222916
How do you see your future? Do you not feel mad/sad that your life is pretty much doomed? Or have you already lost your judgement?
>>29222946
>I hope you get your life on track man
As a schizo his life has only one direction, and it's off the tracks. The longer, the further. No way back from that shit.
>>29222739
Who the fuck are you tripfaggot? I browse /r9k/ all the time and have never seen anything about you ever
Don't even answer the question idgaf about a trip
>>29222946
yeah im not a kid playing around im actually fucked
>>29222954
i spent a month in a loony bin after i tried to shoot myself but pussied out and missed at the last second and a neighbor called the cops
my future is hopefully killing myself for real next time and not being a little bitch
>>29222970
have a college degree and everything even was a teacher briefly
i go nuts and fuck eveverything up you're right this won't end well im even aware of it and can't stop addicted to the shindig
>>29223070
Shit man that sucks. I dunno even what to say. There's no solutions or advice, really.
smoke pcp, get naked, and start fucking shit up
>>29223137
at least you know that you can't believe how many people think that being myself would fix it i mean being myself got me here in the first place fucking normies and shrinks do you know how refreshing it is to have some random dude say I am fucked? thank you
>>29223040
OP i was in a similar situation not too long ago
homelessness is an impossible life
people are evil beings they will always make your life harder and the cops are going to kick you out at some point anywhere you go
op dont dig yourself a bigger hole just let everyone take care of you and accept all offers when someone asks you to live with them or something like that or your family even if you have major problems with them. use all the opportunities to make life easy for yourself
thats what i learned
if you dont like working then dont ... just leech its better than homelessness which will kill you and make you sad as can be all the time
>>29223225
>fucking normies
You're not even a virgin though. The only reason you're not a normie faggot laughing at us is because you've got dealt a shitty hand with schizo.
Still, schizophrenia is different for everyone, so you have hope to retain some sense of reality for a long time. Maybe you get to stay in some warm comfy looney institution painting cats like that famous guy, whatshisname?
But yeah, shit sucks. Though I'm not sure if an heroing is the right decision. That would depend on your own beliefs and you may have limited time to make up your mind.
>>29223225
Get on Abilify and Adderall and start fucking shit up.
Or sit around drinking malt liquor, shooting heroin, and sniffing coke til you die. Either one works.
>>29223360
schizo and mental disorders is something that develops
its not like OH WELP I GOT DEALT SCHIZOPHRENIA THATS THAT
no............... i got depression and anxiety but its a long life of things that contributed to it
which is too complicated for a 4chan post
but mental illness is all entirely reversible
>>29223360
>like that famous guy, whatshisname
Louis Wain.
>>29223275
Not op but. My mom goes crazy and I don't want to be around her when she dose.and plus mom will always start blaming me for stuff and will kick me out. So I had to run away
>>29223275
a friend offered me a bus ticket to montana as soon as he can afford it he doesn't even know I am currently homeless and I will take it as soon as he buys it but I am worried I will just fuck that up too I want to work and be normal that's all I ever wanted I just can't be normal I just want it all to end my family is abusive and probably why im a nut i don't want to be this way but even when I try i fail
>>29223360
it's not hard to get laix in college girls think the delusions are deep
>>29223385
never did cocaine or heroin and even lithium and kpins don't help but I sure want to die I hate people like me won't even apply for benefits because I just want to be normal
>>29223487
i say normie as a meme but all i want is a job and a family just like everyone else
i can't even be like most schizophrenics who don't know better no i had to be educated enough to know what is wrong but do it anyways
>>29223410
Nnnnaaahhhh
Schizophrenia is irreversible.
In some cases it may be avoidable, like when someone's predisposed to it but it needs a trigger.
But in some cases you're doomed from birth. Its onset can come by itself.
Just one thing - stay the fuck away from psychedelics. One friend of mine may have fucked his life up with LSD and triggering some sort of short lived schizophrenia. Maybe even permanent. I don't think he's ever been the same since, actually.
what a waste of 3 bucks i thought I could at least sleep tonight but hsre i am shitposting at 1230 am
>>29223629
nah i was straight edge til i was 19 and I started having symptoms in high school you're just falling for a meme shrooms showed me that um fucked not the other way around
>>29223487
>it's not hard to get laix in college girls think the delusions are deep
Can confirm, ex was a women's shelter worker that fucked a schizo homeless dude.
>>29223746
ayy lmso every time I mentioned shadow agencies i got pussy
>>29223797
Vaginas are gross. Stick to buttholes instead.
>>29223742
Psychedelics can worsen the onset though.
I dunno about shrooms, but that's how it is with LSD.
I'm not against psychedelics myself, though. I've done acid. I'm not one of the retards claiming psychedelics are death sentence.
But I do know that they're very, very, VERY dangerous for people who are at risk of suffering from schizophrenia especially those who have it running in the family.
I could probably induce schizophrenia for myself too if I overdid acid.
where in florida are you OP? ocala? you can come sleep over at my place if you want.
>>29223870
FUCK you americans. This is unfair.
God damn to have literally millions of r9kers in hands reach at all times.
Meanwhile I'm here all alone in the shithole part of the world.
>>29223483
>So I had to run away
dont do that its not realistic
just absorb the blows and take whatever bullshit you have to
your own bad decisions can make your life infinitely worse
you might think that theres something else out there you will spontaneously discover to improve your life but having a roof over ur head to start is actually way ahead already
>>29223487
apply for disability first of all then leech off your family and if you cant then admit urself to loony bin but dont tell them youre suicidal because that gives normies power over you
>>29223629
Thats your opinion
obviously op has an abusive family he just told us which is what caused his mental issues
>>29223903
>obviously op has an abusive family
How is that obvious?
>which is what caused his mental issues
Schizophrenia is not a psychological problem. It's a disease. You do not induce disease from psychological damage.
>>29222048
I remember watching you jerk off on Skype once. Pretty fucking gross
>>29223797
And here I thought the dude was just good at manipulating damaged bitches.
Dumb cunt.
>>29223843
No homo, but this. Stories like yours are why women are a meme.
>>29223940
remind how "schizophrenia" is diagnosed?
is it a blood test? No
is it a brain scan? No
remind me again how this made up thing is a "disease"
ill wait for your scientific/biological evidence
although it will never arrive
i wonder why
>>29223982
>is it a brain scan? No
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>>29223940
also
is it possible to biopsy the brain and diagnose it? oh wait it isnt
literally
this "disease" doesnt exist in biology
>>29224017
Shut the fuck up already and stop spewing bullshit.
Literally google that shit. Read one single article at least before you open your mouth.
>>29224002
>every schizophrenic person has a brain like this
oh wait, they dont
>>29223982
>illness is a manifestation of symptoms characterized by a patterns and an underlying issue
>schizophrenics have flat affect, catatonic movement, and typically a high level of serotonin and low levels of dopamine (this is identical to LSD use.)
>op doesn't have a mental illness, he's just a bitch
>>29223843
nah ahal i1 forbidden by god
>>29223846
done cid pkenty ;ike i said i am most lucid when fucked up but I don't WANT to be on any drug at all and when I am sober is when I am at my worst
>>29223903
you n`ed money to be admitted unless you do something like fire s gun and keep telling the shrinks you just want to die and even then baker act only goes so far
>>29223940
its not a disease dude every human being has different circumstances and brains and reasons they do things
just because you dont like a way a person acts doesnt mean they have a fucked up irreversible genetic disease
they just have problems in life
people who dont have any problems had stable homes and good opportunity generally
>>29224033
thanks for your words, still waiting on the biological etiology
>>29223940
it's not obvious but ma and pa both beat me a lot
>>29222227
This guy expects me to be sorry for him, but he lives in America, so I can't be
Even its homeless are comfortable fat fucks with a laptop and beer
If I ended up homeless I'd probably be killed the first night for the spare change in my pocket
>>29224072
so let me get this straight, you got beat as a child and now claim you are "schizophrenic" and not "normal" although you have zero biological evidence to back this up because no biological test exists to diagnose "schizophrenia"
you literally are telling yourself you have some made up problem that doesnt exist scientifically
>>29223967
I don't have skype and never have
>>29223970
nah if I were i would have gotten laid outside of college
>>29224037
Are you schizo or autistic?
>>29224042
Man you may want to focus a bit more on your coherence. Getting awfully word salad'y here and all.
>>29224048
>cancer's not a disease it's just a different type of cells
You may as well just kill yourself right now and make sure nobody will ever suffer from the same genetic line as you.
Like what exactly are you even trying to argue here? Are you trying to change the definition of disease? To get rid of the concept alltogether?
>>29224056
I'm not even going to respond to you since it's apparent to anyone here who's read even one paragraph on the subject that you're wrong.
>>29224039
>no biological test exists, so we make shit up
>typically
do you enjoy the charlatan psychiatrist cock?
>>29224118
im just going by my most recent diagnosis and shit im not a shrink dude but i have a obsession with satan and his minions who i think that are people
>>29224042
Dude... if you've ever taken a shit, you're at least a little bit gay.
>>29224135
>I'm not even going to respond to you since it's apparent to anyone here who's read even one paragraph on the subject that you're wrong.
ill wait for all the evidence because its so obvious that biological tests exist to diagnose this "disease"
>protip
they dont
>>29224173
i don't have a problem with gays just not crazy enough to crave shit on my cock
>>29224172
ok this is a good start, and how exactly were you "diagnosed?"
by your feelings?
lol psychiatry is the biggest meme science it is hilarious
they are not even scientists they just make shit up
>>29224042
god takes care of people
wait for the opening m8. its coming
lets say you had literally nowhere to run to and nobody would admit you you had complete poverty and hopeless homelessness
its not gonna happen like that
god wont let that happen because that would be effectively him killing you
you just have to welcome the opening and let it all come and dont be against it cuz like i said you can put yourself in a deeper hole when you decline
>>29224135
cancer isnt a disease
average human gets cancer every couple of years but a normal functioning immune system destroys it
chemo/radiation is designed to accelerate your death even faster
i believe theres a satan and all that . traditional cancer treatment hasnt saved a single person . all the survivors of cancer is due to the natural immune defense which doctors claim was their own doing
>>29224201
By a shrink how the fuck else would I get diagnosed lmdao
>>29224221
God hates us all
>>29224258
so you talked to Mr. I know nothing, MD and based off this conversation he diagnosed you with a disease
does this seriously make sense to you?
nire bnite bedtime
