Who /alcoholic/ here?
Fuck guys
I quit drinking 2 months ago but I'm getting the urge bad right now. There's a liquor store right around the corner. Not even a 5 minute walk. I want so badly to buy a bottle and get drunk with my fellow robots and cry while listening to Bruce Springsteen. Please help
Want a Coke?
>>29217565
If it's mixed with Jack, yes.
>>29217257
Go for it you shit. You know it will get better for a short while. Unless you have a family you hurt by drinking. Then buy some ice tea.
Want some coke?
>tfw made a whole bunch of watermelon rum punch for a party that isn't happening
ah well, more for me I guess
I am, op. It's hopeless trying to fight. Just do it. I'm drinking too. You aren't alone
>>29217643
yeah, I guess so. people from this site are always way too pussy to meet up
>>29217702
Bro, are you stalking me?
>>29217733
no, I don't stalk people, I'd much rather have my own stalkers
>tfw no more female stalkers
>>29217831
I think you are stalking me. You've been waxing autistic in all my shitposts about a meetup. You have no idea who you're fucking with, boy.
>>29217257
i quite drinking for 5 years because i was addicted to it. was fucking miserable. scared and nervous all the time. started taking benzos and opiates instead. lose job cos fucked up and weird cos on to many pills. start drinking again. hate it.
I'm not an alcoholic, but I'm a fucking pill head, meaning benzodiazepines, and it's the same shit.
Anyone here had DT seizures?
>>29217874
maybe because I actually want a meetup? I am a desperate narcissistic autist, my desire for attention never ceases
>>29217961
Well give me your email I won't meet you but I enjoy autistic retards via Skype or whatever
>>29217257
whats your fav springsteen song anon?
mine are
>the river
>im on fire
>ghost of tom joad
>fire
I really like looking at the old photos of bruce and the e street band hanging out in the old bars and diners.
what are peoples thoughts on springsteen?
>>29217980
no. you deny me the kind of attention I seek, I will deny you entertainment at my expense. fuck off to the normie shithole you came from, faggot
>>29218005
OP here. Hard to narrow it down, but lately I've been listening to Jungleland and Streets of Fire a lot.
>tfw you will never jam with Bruce in a dive bar somewhere in Jersey
>drink every single day despite being on a fuckton of medication that gets fucked up from alcohol
>try and tell myself that so long as I don't have hard liquor I'll be okay
>despite having a small frame drink at least a six pack in a single sitting
>have my liver tested every couple of months because of the meds and everything is fine so far but I know the clock is ticking
>my friends are worried about me, my family suspects that I have a problem
I've quit smoking, caffiene, benzos, but I can't quit the bottle. I love beer too much. I love being numb and all of my problems fading away. I love being able to sleep. I don't want to stop.
>>29218017
It's on you piece of shit. You've done fucked up.
Yeah, I just started drinking again after staying off it for about 5 months. Went from being totally sober to drinking every day, getting plastered on weekends, all alone of course.
>>29218045
no u
time to listen to metal and order delivery
>>29218131
What kind of metal brosef?
>>29218145
doom metal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7mJH6Mw8FCg
>>29218169
Mah nigga
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1yfL26HkO8
Story time faggots
>Be me 21 6'0 196lbs
>At some dudes house party were my sis lives in pos Tampa
>Family leaves to shit gardens a l stay for party
>The girls never show SAUSAGE FEST
>BORING as FUCK OH WELL
>Start drinking when suddenly homeowner breaks out some cocaine sniff sniff
>tfw I snort a 20 of blow and drink a 12 pack of brews with shots in less than 3hrs BLACKOUT
>???wake up in my hotel room wtf happened???
>tfw sister tells me I hit on homeowners girlfriend in front of him, threatened everybody to a fight
>Homeowner gets scared and gets dog for protection, I didn't that one bit aperantly
>SMASH bottle and tell him to release the hound, feeling ALPHA as FUCK atm
>call faggots bluff and walk away into house only to pass out on bed
>tfw no longer alowed to return or they'll call the cops on sight
>No fucks given and even sis keks to this day about it
Pic related
>>29218297
Saint Vitus is also legit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcrEJ01zv7U
>tfw no one wants to get wasted with me
why even live
>>29218539
Where are you? If you're in CT we can jam to some doom.
>>29218044
>I've quit smoking, caffiene, benzos, but I can't quit the bottle. I love beer too much. I love being numb and all of my problems fading away. I love being able to sleep. I don't want to stop.
>tfw smoke, drink coffee, take benzos, and chug vodka every day.
Oh boo-hoo, I'll die in my thirties or something, what a shame I wasted all that fucking POTENTIAL my life had.
>>29218539
what's your location my dude, SC here
>>29218548
sf bay area. there are no robots here, the b etas are all fake SJW pricks
time for some classic rap
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3EfMMNTD1x4
King Diamond time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGC2iP5ss6E
I made this punch way too strong
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGDuhSHzPyE
>tfw have to make a comment to the cashier about having a party or friends over tonight
>tfw all the bottles will be drank alone while depressed and surfing the internet
>>29217943
I've never actually had a seizure, but I've had times during withdrawal after a long bender that I was positive it was going to happen, I even got on the ground to brace myself for it. Scary shit
>>29219818
>you become a regular
>Cashier remarks "Wow, you have a lot of parties, must be pretty popular"
>>29219818
Yeah I mentioned to a cashier last night I was getting whiskey for fathers day. Went back down to get some beer later and pulled out a hip flask instead of my wallet. I try to alternate between stores.
>>29220014
>>29220036
Ya I regularly rotate 4-5 different stores in my town so I don't go to one more than once a week. When I was in college there was one right next to where I lived and I felt so shitty getting the sympathetic looks from the cashier when they see you there all the time, or multiple times in one day
>>29220036
>>29220066
I was pretty drunk one time and walked a mile through a blizzard to a gas station to buy more beer. When checking out the cashier said "I can tell this isn't going to end well...but it's not my place to say". So I told him not to fucking say it then, ruined my night
>>29220114
>ruined my night
Then you clearly weren't drinking hard enough.
I am virgin alcoholic junkie we are a rare breed.
Doctor said liver disease I say I am a virgin, wow okay.. never mind then. Dont worry bout it.
>>29220138
I was happy drunk up until that moment, then it turned to depression drinking
>>29220114
I trekked through a blizzard for a bottle cheap whiskey once.
>>29217257
Yeah I would happily drink beer until falling asleep while browsing r9k in this cold lonely beautiful sathurday night. But I kind of quit alcohol, I only drink like once every 3 weeks if I'm with friends, don't wanna drink alone anymore, for now.
however Im addicted to sweets, no joke, for every chocolate bar I eat I want more.
>>29217943
>same shit
more like 3947859384 times worse my good mate.
How long and how much? benzos are hell, hope you taper off soon and good luck
>>29219818
>>29220014
this is why I try to get enough for at least 2 days, and usually don't buy from the same store twice in a row
