>always was the skinniest/smallest kid
>bullied at every school
>manlet
>ugly
>poor eyesight
>severe acne
>girls avoid me
>get called ugly at work
>parents divorce
>0 friends
>think about suicide everyday
i'm amazed how unfair and rude real life is, no balance and people treat me like shit for something i can't control. I've tried to work and do a lot of effort so things could get better but it seems like i've fallen to a bad meme again.
>>29213447
how much of a manlet are we talking here?
>>29213499
5'9"
could be worse
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>effort without results
Honestly I think about 50% of us here are robots for this reason. I used to run and lift every day but my gains were way slower than everyone else's. I put a lot of effort into my appearance only to be rejected all the time anyways. I tried working on my personality to be more alpha but it backfired and I became a manipulative asshole.
How do normans do it?
>>29213648
They learn it as kids and build up from there, why do you think your gains came slower?
>>29214404
I'm still a skelly after 3 years, max bench is 160.
It could be because I have this awful unexplainable constant nausea that keeps me from eating sufficiently. I can literally only eat like a normal person after smoking weed which I try to only do in weekends.
>>29213447
Reminder that suicide is for the weak
>>29214454
hmm yeah diet seems to be the most important part of fitness apart from doing the actual exercises, you should really go to a doctor for that