>you're now thinking about "her"
What's her name, r9k?
Stupid ass frog, how'd you know I was thinking about a girl? But you're right :'(
>always think about her
>dont want to say her name in threads like these because she visits a variety of boards and has a very unique name that will surely blow my cover
>>29212440
>What's her name, r9k?
Britannia
I'm so pathetic that I don't even have a "her." I'm not even important enough to a girl to pathetically orbit her.
>implaying I even now women IRL to think about
I don't know how you guys even get to know women to fall in love with.
I had women in my class during school. But they ignored me and I ignored them. I never talkek to them.
And now I'm sitting here and wonder how you guys get to even know them. You just don't fall in 'love' by just looking at a girl for 5 seconds
>>29212440
I used to have a "Her", her name is Alexis and she is beautiful. I gave up, though. I thought I would never get over not having her, but I did.
I've been completely numb for a while now. I guess I can feel "reaction" feelings, but longer term feelings like love and depression are completely gone, I don't know what to do
used to be Emilia, before I gave up
>>29212467
Initials, anon?
Yvonne
>>29212440
Her initials are W. W.
>>29212698
A.K
also I like oranges, they are alright. Just saying that because I need to be original.
Christina Grimmie.
>>29212440
Carolyn.
Rachel. My best friend at the time cucked me with her though.
Natasha/Natalia Jones
Elizabeth.
I've tried so hard to be as Chad as possible and then I fall in love with a lesbian.
>>29212563
I fell in love with her at school, seeing her everyday, hearing her talk was enough, no need to actually have conversations.(though we did have some)
If "she" tried to talk to me I would knock her the fuck out
>>29212440
Initials are A.J.
Fuck I see her when I close my eyes
>>29212486
Can't bear typing out her name.
Her initials are A. H. Pic related.
>tfw she died tragically
>tfw you'll never forgive the ones who took her from you
>>29212870
Rachel for me too
Tina, but we split because of distance just this morning. Been crying like a faggot all day.
>>29212440
You cruel person. Now I am thinking of her.
>tfw when you realize she isn't as great as you thought she would be
>>29212440
Doepfer.
>tfw no enormous rack full of analog synthesizer modules
>>29212440
her initials are M. Q so annoying because she would constantly talk to me but she told me she was never interested yet I was the only one she constantly spoke to
"She" was a huge bitch to me after she broke up with me.
And now she has burned her bridges with all of her friends, and now is all alone in the toxic environment that is her parents house.
So, I feel a little bad for her, but slightly smug as well.
Karen. Hot af, smart, postgrad degree in STEM, hell of a cook, crazy nice. Dumb bitch got preggers with a fucking alcoholic bum.
She could've done so much better, I feel bad for her.
Kikuchi Makoto.
I love her so much.
>>29212440
moni
>>29213405
>She could've done so much better
No, she couldn't. That's why she didn't. This kind of phrase is the most annoying thing.
>>29212440
her name is too unique
>>29212440
G.G.
I loved her until she turned out to be an even bigger autist than i was. i just stopped talking to her when i found out she already had a younger, even more autistic boyfriend
Kelly
Original
>>29213426
same here
if may i ask also from poland?
G. i love you even thought you are not into men.
>>29213454
>No, she couldn't. That's why she didn't.
What do you mean? Had she left that bum while I hung around, odds are I'd be a to-be-father right about now. Not that it would've been my choice, but still.
I got over that bitch a long time ago and since then she lost her best friend because she is a psycho bitch.
>tfw she will probably kill herself since she has nobody left
> josefine
god damn i miss you
Sydnie
>Shadynasty
She left me for my older brother
And drugs
Julia
She was genuinely nice to me and I missed all the signs.
SHANIQUA Y U LEAVE ME
>>29212440
Elisa
Never talked to her once in my life
>>29213790
Last name begin with S?
12. Cal Shotgun
Here's a question to anyone posting in this thread.
Hypothetically, imagine you're transported back in time, to when you could influence the outcome of how things went between you and this girl.
How would you do things differently?
>>29213197
iktf
original content ;_;
OREGANO CANTATE FFS
Crispy
commento originale
>>29213856
It was always hopeless. Maybe I'll roll better on my next life.
A. Y.
>tfw it's not going to happen
feels bad man
>>29213856
I wouldn't tell her about wanting to kill myself.
>>29213856
Honestly I would just never speak to her, because I'm >>29212932
>>29213856
I'd tough it out by staying with my abusive father instead of leaving to go live with my mother.
>>29212440
taylor
I finally gathered the courage to message her on fb last night but after a couple short replies she just stopped responding
What do??
>>29213856
I'd have avoided getting close to her altogether. Instead i'd have had time for other shit that I needed to focus on at the time. If I did that, if I never became more than acquaintances with her then I reckon life for me would overall be better.
Shit, I ironically probably would've ended up fucking some slut and losing my virginity that way instead of remaining a virgin.
Andrea.
>I told her how I feel.
>She was kind, but gave me the friend speech.
>Used the rejection as motivation to finally move on.
>Feelings start to fade.
>She starts flirting and being touchy with me.
God damn it why
Not gonna post her name. She's got one of those unique ones. But I don't actually miss her, because she is nothing like the girl I fell in love with now. Instead I miss what she was and what we were. In a way it's worse because I know there's no way to ever go back to that. Even if we got back together, the her I'd want to be with is dead.
Another question, sorry.
What steps, if any, have you all taken to improving yourself?
If the answer is nothing, why not?
>tfw there's probably a qt reclusive introverted neet girl somewhere that I could get along with but I'll never find her
I haven't had feelings for anyone for years now because I've come to the conclusion that most people are either just too different to me or completely out of my league.
>>29214172
I'd improve myself by not getting close to her at all because I'm >>29214053
I guess the improvement is I wouldn't have a broken hand from her clingy ex so there's that.At least it wasn't my right handI'd have saved myself probably.. months? of injury.
>>29214108
you are in the same exact situation as me
>>29214242
Sorry for bringing it all up, man. Your situation sounds rough, but I feel like a lot of us here can relate to those feelings of hopelessness and isolation from society in general. I know I can.
Have you two stayed friends?
>>29214317
Sure but distantly, I went back to my home town after graduating, we occasionally talk and that's about it. We didn't really leave on a bad note. She probably didn't even know I liked her since I self-friendzoned myself multiple times (her ex just overreacted, he's apparently done this to random guys she's spoken to just fucking once like a groceries dude). Guess she probably suspected it though. It's been.. more than a year since all of this, about two now actually.
I'm not much of a shut-in, admittedly, I still go out for beers with the lads and I enjoy a lot of normie things like sports. My main "odd" issue is my virginity remaining, but it doesn't matter to me that much.
>>29214172
Getting /fit/ and getting my Masters. I'm an older guy and don't really want to die alone but don't want to settle either. Gotta be the best I can.
>>29214172
I work my ass off. Landed a position in a top tier firm recently. Other than that, I just waste my money on booze and food. It sounds strange, but I feel stuck.
Clara
^not oregano, it would appear
Cindy
Even when she dumped me I'm still thinking of her
She doesn't have one because I'm not a stupid fucking failed normalfaggot
>>29212964
why dat senpai? gibs story
>>29213856
be born in finland i guess
>tfw
>>29212440
try again faggot, I don't think about her anymore
>>29213903
>you will never be her friendly neighborhood spiderman
>>29212773
Woodrow Wilson?
Willy Wonka?
>>29212440
>What's her name
Sophie
she's my closest friend's gf and they fuck all the time
then again i've ghosted the past 6 months and haven't seen either
>>29214483
Don't say Clara, I'm Clara.
>>29214577
This place sucks, pick Norway instead. Everything's super expensive and the pay is shit.
Rent in the city starts at $900/mo, maintaining a car costs $400/mo minimum and the average software engineer net salary $3k/mo. To make $90k/yr is to be in the top 5%. Oh, and the cheapest 3-series BMW starts at $45k.
>>29213856
I know that she was into me for a while and I would have approached sooner if I knew she'd lose interest so quickly.
>>29212440
Her name was Victoria, but she's not terribly important to me anymore.though I do think of her every day
>>29215395
Walter White?
#4948495914848
Michelle, im wondering if I have the time to play games cus thats what shes doing. Weve done stuff but now she's acting dumb so im probably gonna give her the cold shoulder for a week or so
>>29212440
My gf, she's on vacation with a friend and I miss her.
>>29215706
Ha! You got me!
Heather, Celeste. Goddamn the asses on those girls though
>>29213487
nah friendo. short for monica.
Her name is lauren
Hannah M
Feels bad.
>>29216467
rip hannah montana
>>29216570
Buried in the Nevada desert for attempting to resist rape.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKdcjJoXeEY
Denisse.
She's a friend of mine, I think she liked me but I lost my chance like the beta that I am and now she has a bf.
Her name's Ophelia. Been years, but it never hurts any less, not having her around.
>>29213030
ayy lmaoest
>>29212563
A girl started greeting me with a smile and wave whenever we walked past eachother at our JC campus. I don't know why, the only time she's seen me was back in high school, and all I did there was sleep. She later started bumping into me when I was on my way to leave and not in a hurry, so we started talking, sometimes even for an hour. Eventually she started hugging me with her greeting. Finally I worked up the courage to ask her out one day, and then she said she "wasn't good enough for a relationship". I haven't seen her since. I'm not sure if she honestly has that bad of self esteem (admittedly she wasn't fit and said all she did at home was watch anime, and only seemed to have one friend, which is uncommon for girls), or was just trying to reject me nicely. Either way, it hurts to think about her but I feel like calling her wouldn't turn out well.
>>29213723
Kek
Alyssa. Huge rack, beta, submissive, nerdy, kinda cute, shorter than me, plays vidya...perfect, really.
>>29212440
Fuck you this is why no one likes this shit board. My jimmies have been rustled OP
Archana
>never falling for asian qts again
>>29212440
I don't even have a name.
How do you guys get their names?
Jessi-bear
Seeing my name in this thread makes me feel smug, even though I know it isn't me
>>29212440
So since this is now 4chad, i figure I ask for some advice as I want to finally get my first gf.
>work in a small office
>we got a new hire yesterday, and I was the lucky one to show her around and train her for the day
>both of our parents were born in the same country so we got along really well.
>I kept messing with her and making jokes and she seemed to get along pretty quick with me.
>I asked for her number just so "she can inform of me of her schedule so I can keep training her"
>now I am head over heels for this girl and I really want to date her.
I need help as I really want to hangout with her and eventually go on my first date with her as it seems she is single, but can't confirm yet but I wanted to know how long I should wait before I ask her out or should i just do it as soon as possible before some chad asks her out at her
M.G
4 and a half years. 4 and a half fucking years and I'm still too pussy to tell her my feelings. She's the only friend I have left and I've admired her for almost half a decade now. I'm afraid that if she says no, there goes my life. I've been attached to her like a tick and I feel like it'll destroy me if she doesn't like me. I'm already considering suicide because I have never adapted to change very well and I don't want to keep regressing to my own mind like I've been doing. I feel like her "no" would push me further.
Fuck, I didn't ask to feel like this.
>mfw I'll never understand this "her" and "oneitis" shit
How do I manage to be more "robot" than any of you and yet I'll never be anywhere near as pathetic? Jesus christ you guys are losers
I've never had a "her".
Nicole, too bad she has a boyfriend.
Mary Jane
unmute everyday
BEATRICEEEEEEEEAAAUUUUUUU!!!!!!!
>>29212870
Same here.
Rachel C. to be exact, guess her last name correctly and I'll give you an album.
>>29212440
Casey, and I am always thinking about her. Miss you, poptart.
Emily
she's so perfect, robots. I could never even speak to her.
Misaki
I think of hee throughout the day, see her when I close my eyes, voluntarily summon her into my dreams almost every night, and recite/talk to her constantly.
She has become inseperable from my life, she is the sun, the moon, and the stars of my life.
she's the only person i've met with the name so i'd rather not say it
Jordan and megan two girls i met when i was going threw physical therapy
>>29220616
Same, pal. Same.
>>29212486
2nd Reich
Lydia.
It's been nearly a decade since I've thought of her. The span of a robot's infatuation lasts months; a wizard's reaches back years.
The summer I met her was the year Tom Waits released his "Alice" and "Blood Money" albums simultaneously. I listened to the former with her quite a few times. "Alice" will always have a sort of sad magic for me. But, let's be honest. All of a wizard's magic is sad.
Maybe that's the reason I both hate and love the summer. It reminds me of a time when I actually believed I had some hope of becoming human, and was also the time when I learned that hope was in vain.
Well, I'll never have Lydia and never could. Such is life or, at least, such is life for men like me.
For what it's worth, I'll always have "Alice".
>>29221016
>3rd Reich
>>29220881
Initials, senpai
>>29221051
Do you think the reason why you are a wizard is because you're in love with Lydia? Do you still talk to her, or is she just a memory now?
Elya.
>notoriginal
Xbox One.
Breanna. I'm so sorry I was too weak to be able to be there for you during the hardest times of your life, I'm sorry I blamed you, however lightly, for not being you for my own hardships, you were my only friend and I let it all become fucked up, I had one job... I'd kill just to see you one last time ;_;
Paige G.
Back in HS we used to occasionally chat. After a while we just quit talking to each other. She has a kid now, and if anything, it makes me want to be with her more. Am I cuck?
>>29218602
Don't. You will seem creepy, it's work so you're taking a big risk there. Unless she shows some really obvious signs that she's interested - I wouldn't hit that.
>>29221653
her name starts with a letter in the 2nd half of the alphabet
ellie......................................................
end me
>>29213856
I still have time to influence things, and I plan to do so. She's a coworker and I'm this next week is my last on the job. I plan on asking her out to coffee towards the end of the week. Wish me luck, anons.
Arturia Pendragon.
Original comment.
>Clair
She told me she had a STD. She supposedly doesn't do anything.
I loved her but shit online shit never goes well especially if it carries on for like 3 years.
She browses r9k and has a somewhat uncommon name so I won't give her the satisfaction of knowing she's on my mind still
Your momma
>>29214172
I used her as a means of motivation: got /fit/, started taking education seriously, got a part time job and learned to love life. Once it all went sour I self destructed and got into substance abuse, gained weight and spiraled into a deep depression. The lesson here is to improve yourself for your own sake and not others.
Alicia. And Tabitha.
Both exes. Tabitha and I broke up a couple months ago. Alicia and I broke up two years ago, but we're still as close as best friends.
>we both found ourselves pretending to be in a terrible marriage with one another
>after it died I said "hahaha we make a pretty good married couple."
>"I guess so anon, haha"
>"If in five years we both find ourselves single and lonely we should go for it desu"
>"I can't tell if you're serious or not."
I haven't replied back, robots. That was two hours ago
my computer because something is seriously wrong with me
>>29212741
Kerry?
>>29215870
my shining star...
hannah. it was an online thing but we would skype for hours everyday. i was a neet but one summer i busted my ass mowing to get a ticket to see her. i was 22 she said she was 18, turns out she was 16, i decided not to go see an underage girl and we kinda fell apart. 1.5 years later she texted me out of the blue and we start connecting again. things are going good, then one of the darkest days of my life. she told me she started to date another guy and worst of all she was pregnant. i still remember sitting on the side of my bed with my face in my hands just saying fuck over and over again, the women i loved died that day and the dreams about being together did as well. i havn't talked to her in 2 years. i have an irl girlfriend i have been dating for 2 years but i still think of hannah all the time and the life we could of had
>>29212440
Milf Ranma.
Now I am lamenting that the odds of finding and getting with a woman that looks even half like this is going to be next to impossible.
I just want her to fart in my face, and let me eat her pussy and fondle her breasts!
Imagination.
Fuck you, I was having a nice night until now, now I'm sad.
>>29223044
I was checking out this busty japanese MILF in a parking lot and she noticed and gave me a grin.
>>29212440
Shanna M.
>>29212486
>Our queen, Elizabeth II
>>29212440
Katie, op. I'm a sucker for that thin, petite pale brunette type. I get her to do that cute lil laugh every time we talk, is that a good sign?
>>29219494
It's because a lot of this cucks don't know how to ignore and move on.
>>29212870
>>29220526
>>29213077
>ctrl+f for rachel
>reeeee leave my waifu alone etc.
>destinee
She is only 18, im willing to go young but not that young. Shit i have a chance too, shes into the punk scene and weird as fuck. She confuses me, which is unusual. I dont understand her but i want to.
She's probably on this board, heck she's probably reading this thread rnLynne
Her American name is Morgan.
I miss you, bebe...
Josefa.
she was tomoko tier and liked to spend almost all her time watching anime/yaoi, playing pokemon and shitposting, so theres a chance that she will read this.
Another Rachel here
Christine Nguyen
>>29212440
taylor swift ;-;; :P{
>>29225406
I met her while vacationing in Vietnam, I want to go back
I'm not even sure that's her real name
Karla Lara; middleschool, I adored her with watery brown eyes, fucking loved every last nib of her body and mind. Gave her a cheeze as fuck tedibear from Walmart on valentines and I didnt give a fuck. Learned she whent out with this mathiew fag in highschool, later married with some dude; fucking bombed
I wish I had somebody to sulk over...
Guess I'll just go back to hopeless melancholia
>>29225430
Christi is one of the most common female Viet names and Nguyen is the most common surname. Good luck finding her pal.
>>29212440
I don't know what her name
but she looks like afaggotto me
>>29225469
Fucking kill me
She will never be mine
Chloe East
I will have you, my little pale goddess.
>>29212440
I thought this board didn't allow unoriginal posts.
Rianna
>>29222135
best of luck anon
>>29225354
Bebe's name is Morgan? Wtf
>>29213856
Initiating conversation more would be nice.
We're both quiet and shy, it would've been nice to talk more then. I worry that I came off as not wanting to.
Whenever I try now it just seems like she never wants to, like I'm annoying.
Tanja
How do i talk to her? To her im just a stranger, we dont have common friends so i would have to approach her on the street or on her workplace.
On modern society it seems to be a taboo to have a conversation with strangers unless alcohol is involved. Cant even wait for her to get drunk since she doesnt drink alcohol.
>>29213856
Punch myself in the mouth before I did anything else, or at the moment I realized I liked her. I lost her the moment I realized this and would prefer being friends than the mess we are now.
Not this again. I told u once and nobody cared. Why would i do it again. Stop pretending you care faggot.
madisson
>>29212440
Her name is Nicole
She loved me once, but I slept on it and before long she was gone
Casey, shes such a qt omg
Stephanie
I actually thought she'd be perfect for me. Too bad I'm not good enough for her.Or anyone for that matter.
>>29226175
overweight
awful facial aesthetics
awful fashion sense
poor dietary habits
just terrible taste all-around.
your waifu a shit.
Kalee. About 4 years.
>>29226800
You forgot her hair.
Sarah.
I've talked to a lot of people here who have a Sarah in their life too. The one that got away. There's a lot of Sarahs in this world.
>>29212440
Aly ;-; she already has a boyfriend, but she calls me cute and shit when he's not talking with her.
I know she won't be good for me if we do get together but I keep seeing her face, I can't escape her, I can't get over her fully.
>>29226810
oops, thanks for the reminder
I wish I had never known you, you succubus whore.
>>29226800
I couldnt care less at this point
I just want somebody who gives a fuck about me like she did
We had an online relationship off and on for a few years. I kept breaking off with her because I was scared of intimacy. Now she's got a husband and he told her never to speak with me again because he saw some flirty messages she was sending me.
I miss her. Looking back, I think she was the only person who's ever really loved me.
his name is Nathan
>>29226954
I can tell. I can tell.
>>29212440
>having a oneits
failed normalfags(AKA cyborgs) need to get the fuck outta my board
>>29226828
she got away but she was lesbian too
i guess it was nothing personnel kid
atleast
> Tfw my friends gf is messaging me right now
What does it mean? Ofc im not going for her. Never had a gf shardy though
Pick up the phone Holly PICK UP THE FUCKING PHONE
There was a cute girl in my econ class that sat next to me. We had good chemistry and sometimes her friend would imply that we should date or whatever.
I don't really bother asking out girls so I didn't really care too much.
> tfw she's seeing a total chad now
>>29226828
>tfw the Sarah in my life is a ginger tranny addicted to heroin
He was so fucking cool and funny before he transitioned and I miss his wacky friendship.
In some ways he is the one that got away, there was only one fantastically weird Erik, but there are infinite dumb whore Saras.
>>29212440
Kaitlyn
She is an awesome girl just emotionally unavailable and so fucking independent... maybe one day we'll try again but I'm not holding my breathe.
Mejra. My unrequited Serbian waifu.
Rachel. I began my work with her, we where both clueless yet had so much fun. Actually had a real connection, she even asked for my Facebook but I told I her I don't use it. Should of asked for her number but pussied out, my biggest mistake ever. Got different work shifts and only occasionally see her if I'm in the shop buying something then it's usually only a smile. It's been a year and I still check her shift times on the wall to see what time she might be in.
She's beautiful and I know she's somewhat overstated in me but I'm anxious around her, I don't know what to talk about and I feel like she's too good for a loser like me. I really want to grow closer but I fear she will eventually move on. Sucks to suck at life senpai
>>29227842
Somewhat interested*
oneitis name is S, i finally told her i really like her. she didnt reciprocate but would like me to still be as her good friend. i told her i would rather end it all and move on without contact. her last words were 'dude... why? :( '
feels good man
>>29227944
Good job, man. Better to be alone than some beta orbiter bitch.
For the last 20 years it's been Fiona..
K. B.
I will fucking continue stalking you, sending you gifts and planing that kidnapping until you start loving me again, you fucking tranny.
>>29212440
Dannielle
>>29212440
>now
>Not constantly
Bitch pls.Serah
>>29212440
Kelsey. I can't even decide if I love her or hate her at this point, considering she fucked me around a fair bit.
Angelika. God she's a fucking slut but I fell for that bitch.
K.K. Too bad she has a boyfriend and I'm just an orbiter ;_;
>>29212870
"""""""Best""""" """""friend""""
He a fuck nigga
T.R ... it's too late to do anything now. Hold me.
>>29212440
Jassmine
I made my facebook account just to stalk her everyday
>Sarah
Just had a dream where I was back in middle school and we have the last class of the day together and she and I would ride the bus home together. But then one day I had to stay after to talk to the professor and she didn't wait up, instead choosing to ride the bus with another guy.
>>29212440
Kaleia.
