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Help me stop ruining my life
2016-06-11 17:09:22 Post No. 29211045
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Help me stop ruining my life
Anonymous
2016-06-11 17:09:22
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I try to make everything perfect, like in a movie, and it's ruining my life.
If I'm doing something I have a perfect vision of how it should play out and then I try my best to make it reality. I listen to fitting music before and during, I look at exactly the right thinks, I move in a certain way, I think certain thoughts, I say certain things and try my hardest to feel a certain way.
This would be fine if it worked out well most of the time but it never does. People respond in the wrong way, my emotions are wrong, the weather is wrong etc. I am left feeling like I failed and ruined a once in a lifetime moment to form a perfect memory. I also never enjoy anything while I'm doing this.
I have no idea why I do this but I kinda feel forced to. Like if I don't make it perfect I will regret it in the future when I look back. Or I just watch way to many movies. It all started when I wanted to make my high school graduation the perfect day.
Please help me. Can anyone relate?
