>leaving the psych ward
>was there for mental health and drug issues
>rarely have problems with anger
>get home
>aware that mom has thrown out all the real drugs in my room, but also that she has left my weed alone
>feeling okay but not great, open up the drawer which should have my hash oil in it
>fucking gone
>ask her
>she threw it out because she didn't know what it was
>get mad
>roll up a cigarette and go outside to smoke it
>lighter which worked fine inside when I tested it completely dies
>crumple up cigarette and throw it on the ground
>kick a large stone, followed by a flower crate
>come back inside, pop some Seroquel, get back on my computer
Gee, I just love my life

>>29193187
>cigarette
wow now I really want one just reading the word but I quit a month ago so I can't.

if i had seroquel i would take it thats how mad i am.

I'm going to go run 4 miles just because i'm so angry

>>29193280
I barely even smoke, I just wanted one goddamn cigarette to celebrate being out of the loony bin, but after literally failing to smoke a cigarette once, I don't care enough to roll another, so I'm just puffing on my ecig. Coincidentally the same ecig I would've been able to smoke the oil in.

bump

because I'm still angry for no reason. I can't run right now because i fucked up my leg yesterday

>>29193127
I get the same thing, except with sadness or happiness out of nowhere.