I don't feel well roachies
How are you doing?
>>29181587
I bet you think I'm going to make a comment on that thumbnail. What a roach you are.
>>29181629
but you did (:
I'm not in the mood for flinging roach, post your feels then go.
>>29181587
Awful.
For the past few months I've been constantly looking back on my past and regretting everything. My choices during highschool, my education, my eating habits (though I work out and am fairly healthy, I eat junk food constantly), my family relationships, everything. To the point of actually coming on here once in awhile, just to browse. Awful. There's literally no enjoyment in anything I do. I can't even bitch about it to the people I'm close to, I can just fake my smile and my laughs. At this point, I feel like I'm toying with everyone I have any sort of relationship with. It all feels fake. A web of cleverly weaved lies. I feel like garbage.
>>29182414
that's what alcohol, weed, porn, and ANIME are for! They will make the pain go away
I have an important test in 15 hours. Do you know how I can focus on studying Mr. master of strings
>>29182437
I stopped watching anime after I couldn't take the retarded high pitched voices and shit a couple years ago, I already drink, and I haven't felt inclined to smoke anything other than tobacco shit or masturbate in awhile.
>>29182414
do you even know who you really are?
it sounds like their is a disconnect between who you are and how you act?
Just my opinion familama as I went through something similar and realized I didnt know much about myself and was actually just acting to please people (not be alone) I stopped and started doing things just for me ( which happens to be trying a lot of new things) and feel the best I have in a long time although now I am alone.
anywho best wishes
>>29182443
Whatever you do
DON'T string things together in a logical, but completely bullshit way
Don't take caffeine
MAKE SURE TO STARE AT GIRLS
Haha jk all this advice wasCOMPLETELY OPPOSITE
>tfw only person awake in r9k
good its time to get down to work
they wont see it coming
>>29181587
Je suis ecouter Harry Potter en francais
elementary French, pretentious college student, feels good listening to something I do not understand yet
Wondering if the audiobook is honestly Harry Potter or not.
fucking with my French Tarot cards, they are nightmare fuel accurate tonight
thinking about coffee
my penmanship is "on fleek"
something about e-civility
>>29182443
for your situation I would prescribe you a lethal dose of morphine
I'm doing ok, OP.
There's not shit anyone will do, no matter how much I believe someone will step in and want to be in my life. That's how I am doing.
