hold me robots, I know a lot of you are gonna spout the ree normie meme for having a girlfriend but i'm ready to fucking die even when I know it's all my fault.
I've been with her for 5 years and I thought she would be the one to prove you guys wrong, but she was just another roastie in the end.
5 years of work and love down the drain, all with the belief that we'd have sex when we married because she's catholic.
just for her to call me today and say that we need to be completely honest, and lay out everything we've done since we were long distance for a year, and let me tell you it's a fucking ride.
anyone want details?
sorry man. please gibe details op
>>29177878
basically we've known each other since middle school and always been best friends until I decided to leave the friend zone my senior year.
things were great most of the time, with an occasional hiccup but we maintained and love flourished. there was one incident but we kept on going, until recently where we've had a bad few weeks because of my depression and her home life on top of the distance.
>>29178011
not being a roastie enabler, but doesnt sound too bad so far
is there more? just sounds like conflicting situations so far. i might pass out because im fucking tired but ill leave thread open and read when i wake up
basically just tell me your story and ill read it asap but thread might be archived by then. my condolences in advance for what youre going through
>>29177145
I'm listening OP, and I can't sleep. Got Elliott Smith on and everything
>>29178130
>she tells me that it's okay if I did anything with any girls
>I really haven't
>she tells me she was with 4 other guys from different places
>one came in her
>she tells me she still loves me
hold on lads, im slow but its coming
>>29177145
I feel your feel, i was dumped because "we lived too far away". i knew it was bullshit but frankly, i stopped caring. i got a new gf and it been great, you had a gf so obviously you have at least some capacity to some x chromosomes, but for now you need to heal.
>>29179988
this mang, I know I should leave her but we just had facetime sex and it was the first time in a while I actually squirted cum and didn't deathgrip
we made up and I feel like a fucking cuck for doing it, but I can't get over her anon
I genuinely love her but i'm scared of becoming a member of Louis CK's posse
>>29178940
heres the long version now that I have time to type, posting this so you know I haven't forgotten
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>>29180352
>be 17
>second year with her
>we could not be more in love
>I am a beta but so comfy around her I can act alpha
>we do all the normie movie romance things\
>lots of dancing and cuddling
>no worries about cheating since neither of us are 10/10's or been hit on seriously
>gradually use /r9k/ less and less realizing the red pill was just more crabs in a barrel mentality
>we have plans for marriage and children farther down the line
>she gives the kind of head that would expand a faggot's dong
>we have very volatile mental issues so we clash sometimes but it's always resolved
>gets to the point where we don't know how to live without each other
>then came the year of long distance
>relationship is slowly becoming strained once we grasp how bad it is not to be able to hold hands and just cuddle
>we talk but as time goes on i'm less and less interested to the point where I ignore her
>we always make up and near the end we're better than ever
>visit her once and we have foreplay of every kind like animals
>a year of jerking and slowly hitting the degeneracy limit in porn
>deathgrip makes it so I can't cum from blowjobs
>she takes it personal, upset I watched porn instead of calling her
>also upset because she has low self esteem and thinks I can't cum because of her
cont in a sec, getting water
>>29180332
A nice dinner (not fancy) might be a good setting to find some even ground. Provided you can get there and have the wageBUX to do so.
>>29180510
well let me get your opinion, she justified it saying I wasn't available and that she could only go so long without actually seeing me.
I've had thoughts of cheating for these same reasons but haven't done it, is she dead wrong or what?
we don't like having these kind of talks in formal places, we usually just sit in the park or something
>>29180498
>we get past this rift slowly, it takes her time to feel comfortable with me again
>a year passes
>6 more months of distance that is still ongoing
>get angry easily because i need to be intimate and hold her so bad
>stuck living off mommy's money in California
>she tells me that if i don't go soon i'll lose her and it'll be my fault
>flashes of the many cuckold stories from here flash in my head
>ask her if shes cheating on me
>that was this morning
>she's taken 2 dicks and done some stuff with the other 2 guys
>It's been going on for months
>she was scared i would leave her if she told
>noshit.jpg
>we talk it out and i accuse her for being a roastie whore
>still can't forget the memories we had
>cry knowing she lost her virginity
>i saved myself and turned away other girls for this
>see all of the thing's she made for me and remember why we've stuck for so long
>we talk it out, agree to fool around with other people for a while and see if it helps
>think it's great cause i can finally get my dick wet
>realize that she's going to fool with other guys
>conflicted
>had phone sex
>she's on facetime right now snoring in the cutest way
i'm happy to tell you stories about us or something else if you want
>>29180737
Eh? you worded it kinda weird, mind rephrasing it for me.
>>29180890
she justified her cheating by saying it's my fault, basically that i never called and wasn't physically where she lives
I've also thought of using that as a reason to cheat but i restrained myself.
is she wrong senpai?
>>29180944
If you thinks she right welcome to KEKdom, like i said you need to redo the foundation of the relationship and find of common ground, otherwise the whole thing will fall down. You may need to entertain the idea of throwing this all into the "fuck it bucket".
>>29180944
If phone talk was so important to her, what was stopping her from calling you?
Why were you two no longer in the same area?
>>29181052
i don't know mang, its a lot to throw away but if this happened again i'd do it within a heartbeat
>>29181138
she called constantly, i was usually busy but sometimes i was so stressed i ignored it or made an excuse. i wanted to talk to her but i would take out my frustration when we talked and she wanted phone sex every day which tired me.
i had to move to California with my mother, better college here and a better job for her. i don't see myself being able to move back any time soon
>>29181209
You tell her whats going on?
Welcome to being a cuck, my friend. I have an ldr gf and if she told me she cheated with even one guy I would sever her off immediately.
