Ehy are mood swings so fucking annoying?
>Be happy in one moment
>Turn into a 16y old emo teen in the next
JUST
Underage b&&&&and
I know that feel. Severely bipolar. Was happy all day, then laid down in bed and now I want to literally tear myself limb from limb and end my life.
>>29175611
Made me laugh anon
>imb4 mods take it serious
>have mood swings
>get high
>no more mood swings, unless i run out
drugs are gods gift
>>29175589
I feel you OP
>Be happy, excited, looking forward to simple things, getting things done
>Suddenly get extremely tired and want to die
>Suddenly want to kill everyone in the entire world, plagued with visions of brutally murdering friends and family
>Back to neutral, not feeling much at all
And it starts again.
Sometimes a particular mood will stick for a few days, and sometimes I'll cycle multiple times in a day.
>>29175638
Music helps but when i have stuff to do and cant focus only on music then it start to get worse, or just one single thing can change everything.
>>29175650
Weed maked ur current mood stronger
>>29175674
>plagued with visions of brutally murdering friends and family
edgy
>>29175682
welp
try getting drunk
>>29175682
Its different for everyone, but there's another way to end all your problems
>>29175682
I listen to a lot of music but most of it tends to be slow quiet and sad, I just don't like loud enthusiastic music.
I just want to feel like I'm not the worst human on the planet. I should have taken my Seroquel.
>>29175731
Alc is a shit drug
>>29175736
What if things get better?
What if therw is nothing after dead?
>>29175760
I listen to germanrap to boost my ego since i dont really have one and hate myself.
>Seroquel
At least u get meds, all i can do is getting drugs and waiting for the appointment at the mental hospital i have in 12 days.
>Tfw in 15h i will have weed again
>teeth got removed and smoking could cause a painfull infection
JUSTthe wordt part is, is seeing other people having a good time at life
>>29175947
Things get better if you make them get better, it's pretty much up to you to have a good life or a shit one
also getting drunk is shit but it's all shit so pick one fgt
>>29175990
But i suck and fail at everything
>>29175731
>edgy
I know, I don't like it
>>29176132
Then stop being edgy and seek help at the church
Being edgy 16y emo teen is fun
>>29176482
Maybe for you but not for a lot other people
>>29176063
if you are the worst at everything, you become #1 in failing, which means you are the best at it
>>29176132
it's okay anon. i feel the same way sometimes, just without the absolute cutting edge to it
i go from happy and carefree to self-hating and miserable over just simple shit, it's pretty bad man
>>29176345
jesus christ is my lord and savior and i approve this message
>>29176554
Of course, if normal people see your cuts they will call you a psycho
I know that feel. Except I don't turn 16 year old emo, I just start trying to figure out what's wrong with me and over analyzing everything that's happening.
>>29176613
>I know that feel
It looks like that you dont
>>29176644
I wonder what the word "mood swing" means.
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/mood%20swing
Oh neat. I'm right.
>>29176598
>dad thinks i cut myself because of drugs
>mom knows it is cause i flip out sometimes and she get stressed when she sees them
>little brother dont know how to react and trys to be funny
>>29176681
I meant that you dont know the turning into 16y emo teen part
>>29176695
Cuts are cute
>>29176747
>cuts are cute
you must be into some kinky shit, anon
the reasoning behind cuts is not that cute, dude
>>29176765
I know that reasoning behind them is fucked, but I like the feel of themand arms look really nice with lots of them
>>29176765
he is a fetishfag
>>29176879
lm not
>>29176747
OP said mood swings, using turning into a 16 year old emo as an example.
I clearly said "except" before giving my example.
>>29176923
alright, whatever, dont want to argue with you
Better than feeling like shit all the time.
>>29176981
Not better at all
worst mood swings are when you feel sad and suddenly uncontrollably angry, but never happy
>>29176846
it doesn't look nice, but it does activate my savior-complex when i see it
i want to save that person somehow, which is incredibly retarded. i can't even save myself desu
>>29176879
wew das gross man
>>29177049
Same with me, I want to help, but I cant help myselfthey still look nice
also
see >>29176914
>>29177088
nice dubsi used to burn my arms with cigarettes, those circle scars look sorta nice to me
glad you're not a fetishfag though, that's just fucked
>>29177049
>wew das gross man
how about you tell us your fetishes
>>29177231
nope.jpg
it's such degenerate shit i couldn't bear to ever tell anyone else
>>29177121
Burns look nice, but its way too painful for me. I cant take it
>>29177322
I think I agree, and it might be the point of why I chose that method
took me out of whatever I was feeling at that exact moment I put a cigarette down on my skin, and felt pretty good afterward except for dealing with the blister
>>29177322
>I like pain
>too painful
ok
>>29177599
I never said I like pain, maybe I like it, but cigs are really painful
sometimes i feel on top of the world and i am assure that i will end up feeling fulfilled and happy in my life
but at the same time i am often over taken with an immense fear that my life will be unfulfilling and truly meaningless and i am possessed by a madness that eats away at the insides of a man
these periods of despair can last from mere hours to occasionally days and sometimes they won't come for a few a couple days at most
typically it just happens a couple times a day
back and forth, back and forth, it just keeps coming
the worst is a feel like there should have happened when i was younger, but i am 19 and turing 20 soon and its happening now
why am i such a twat
i don't know if this counts but i guess its like a mood swing
>>29177663
but you want pain while saying that is 2much 4 u
>>29178786
He doesn't personally want the pain, cutters want other people to feel bad for them.
>>29178786
Cuts and cig pain is different
Cutting myself feels better. I like sting after that too
Cig burns are just too much
>>29178805
I never go and seek attention with my cuts
>>29178805
I just flip out desu
>>29179064
This. Anger gets so bad I want to stab myself
>>29179098
try to use a elastic band around your hands and use that "for pain"
>>29179760
Cebbu, cutting is more fun. What is this elastic shit you offering
>>29179806
I know that emogirls who wear them stretch them a lot so they get pain without cutting themself
>>29179883
You know lots of stuff :o
>>29179924
girls tried to be my friend in my school time, 2 were emos and 1 a weeb
>>29179929
>tfw was already too mentally special to make contact with people that lead me to skip school
>>29179963
>ruining ur life thanks that
stop
