>no sex drive for a week
>lie down to sleep
>penis becomes steel
Help, I'm desperate. I am so sick of this. I'm sick of jerking off alone and sad. I just want someone to be nice to me about me penis and care about helping me relieve myself.
I'm so alone. I need someone to be affectionate with me in some kind of intimate way.
Anyone else know this feeling?
>>29175044
No. You are alone.
>>29175044
Then stop being sad. Find something to do.
>>29175077
Nice doubles at least your 7 wasn't alone like me
>>29175102
I can't
The sex drive returned with a vengeance and I've gotta tell you it just sucks. Now I won't be able to sleep until I jerk off and I know if I jerk off I'm just going to feel sad and lonely once again.
I want off the wild ride.
>>29175044
Get a hooker or wait until 35.
>>29175044
Find a nice soft pillow and hump it until orgasm.
>>29175123
I don't want a hooker I don't have the money and it seems really dirty
>>29175133
I can get close with a pillow but I can never seem to cum. Do you have any tips? It does relieve the "I'm jerking off alone" feeling though.
>>29175044
Get a jee-eff, you feget.
>>29175168
That's easier said than done.
>>29175181
Only if you're ugly. Are you ugly?
>>29175206
No not really but I don't think I could realistically handle having a gf. The idea of being actually intimate frightens me and every woman who has ever been in my life has abandoned me abruptly.
I want to see your jerking off OP. Then maybe i'll be your intimate friend. Post steammmmm :v
>>29175151
With a nice thick pillow, you can pretend it's an ass and grope it.
Also thrusting deeply like you're going to impregnate it helps.
A lot of its mental desu.
>>29175267
>I want to see your jerking off
This arouses me a bit but I don't think I could do that. Ive never done something actually sexual with another person.
>>29175235
>I need someone to be affectionate with me in some kind of intimate way
>The idea of actually being intimate frightens me
What do you want, OP?
>>29175278
Am I supposed to be rubbing my dick inside the pillowcase, or what?
I'm thinking about trying this. I am desperate.
>>29175288
I want to but I feel like I can't or couldn't actually do it in reality. It's such a part of my life, the idea that "sexuality=alone". It's part of my perpetual struggle.
>>29175325
What do you mean by "sexuality=alone"?
>>29175404
I mean the idea of doing anything sexual with someone else is so foreign to me. Sexuality to me has always been "well now I'm alone/have alone time/there is no one around, so I can touch myself". That combined with never exposing my body to anyone, even doctors since I was a child, makes it extremely difficult.
>>29175306
It's usually hard to do inside the pillow case.
Just lie on back, fluff it up, and place it on top of you. Dick enveloped by bottom half of pillow.
Then place your hands on the upward-facing, bottom-half of pillow. Grip and gyrate the pillow as if it were an ass.
You might also like lying on top of it and just thrusting your hips into it, but this can get tiring.
If your mattress is soft enough, you can just hump the bed too. I've only been able to reach orgasm with hotel beds though.
>>29175446
Huh I see. I don't know much about sex positions and don't watch much porn so this is all good information. Thank you
>>29175429
So is that why you're afraid of intimacy? Because you've never been intimate with anyone before?
>>29175481
I guess so, that and insecurity.
>>29175500
So, in your mind, sex has always been closely connected to seclusion, and so your afraid to open up that part of yourself to another person because in your mind you would be making a private part of yourself open to judgment from another person?
>>29175581
Yeah exactly.
Now that you say it that way I guess most people have that fear, or at least I think they do. But it's very powerful.
>>29175284
Are you gay? We can share stuff and be friends. Just post a contact info,idk.
>>29175685
No but I suspect I'm bi. I don't know if I can do that anon, it's not you, it's just you've already heard all this stuff about me and I'm meant to be anonymous so if we start talking then you'll have a name for me and know that I'm that person. These thoughts are meant to be shared anonymously.
I know exactly how you feel OP. My boyfriend is on vacation and I haven't been physically intimate with anyone in over a week.... it is unbearably difficult. I wish I could cheat, but I know I'd just feel bad.
>>29175745
Just leave I know you're baiting and just a robot but it's not funny, you're just shitting up the board. This is my thread and you are not going to ruin it.
>>29175446
speaking of fucking pillows and such I've been doing it since I'm like 4 years old and could share a few cool things to do. Depending on how desperate you are you can prepare quite the treat for yourself. If you have a bedsheet, a plastic bag (wash it beforehand and avoid using ones that had raw meat in them) and some shower gel or anything that could work as a lube...
pour some lube into the plastic bag, put it on your dick, roll the sheet up and insert your dick into the hole in the centre. You can just hug it close your eyes and hump it ferociously. You can skip the plastic bag part but your dick will hurt like hell afterwards.
>>29175599
It is very powerful, I have that fear myself and I think you're right about everyone having it.
So why do you think it is that you feel like sex is a private part of your identity and nothing more? Sex is for procreation, right? And procreation requires two people opening themselves up to one another. So sex is essentially meant to be an act between two people. Yet you have used it to sink deeper into yourself, making it more and more difficult to ever come out of your self-made prison. Would you say that's accurate?
>>29175777
>This is my thread and you are not going to ruin it.
Troll invitation!
>>29175077
Underrated feel
>>29175780
I am tempted. This sounds so good.
>>29175786
I am glad it isn't just me.
I feel this way because I'm just not meant to share it. My fantasies are weird, they are somewhat submissive (not peg my ass submissive but definitely not rough sex stuff), I am a man and to be submissive sexually as a man feels like a failure. I don't even want full on intercourse because that is way too intimate. I fantasize almost exclusively of loving handjobs but I know those aren't possible because I'm insecure about my penis so I couldn't let someone else handle it and trust they weren't just laughing interally at it.
>>29175917
I thought this would be some kind of anime girl erp thread but your shit is pretty fucked up OP sorry
>>29175917
Use the softest plastic bag you can find but also thick enough so it doesn't rip.
And I think sub fantasies kinda show you are dominant in a way. I remember seeing movies where politicians go to those bdsm dom places to get dominated by women to contrast the high amount of control they have in their normal life. It could be that subconsciously you're just feeling somewhat in control as hard as it is to believe.
>>29175917
That's the thing about masturbation, you don't have to accept the other person's imperfections as in real sex, all of the girls in porn or in your fantasies cater to your whim, which, as I said, sinks you deeper and deeper into your own mind, and makes it harder to open yourself up to another.
You are comfortable jerking off because it involves no risk since it all takes place in your mind, and therefore it is under your control. The real world however is the opposite; there is always risk and none of it is under your coltrol.
>>29176010
It's not that bad don't worry.
>>29176074
I just found one, going to try this soon my dong is going to kill me from this constant hardness.
Thanks, and you may be right. I think a lot of it just comes from not having any emotional/sweet affection growing up since I had no real mom, so I compensate by looking for it sexually.
>>29176120
That's exactly it.
To be in a situation where I actually am not safe and do not have control and am not sure what the other participant is thinking of the experience or of me, it sounds like hell honestly. I'm not a control freak it just scares me. But at the same time all I want is that true acceptance and affection when it comes to sexual matters.
Think I'm stuck like this. I know I could get therapy or try to take risks to get a gf/bf but I don't know if I could do things sexually in reality.
>>29176177
I looked back in the thread and saw that you said you never had a real mother. Could you elaborate? Do you think that could have something to do with this?
>>29176287
I'd rather not go into too much detail but when I was 1 my mom went away to prison and I never had any other female figure in my life even up to this point.
My fantasies are about very gentle, loving, caring handjobs or along those lines (not incest though) because, or at least I believe, I never got any of that attention or affection as a kid.
Also has left me with an inability to trust women mean what they are saying and that they actually care about me, which I've learned is true from my few female friendships where they've told me how important I am to them then they stop talking to me altogether days later for no reason.
>>29176177
You also said that every woman in your life abandoned you?
>>29176373
Yep, I cover most of that in this post>>29176343
Again this fear of emotional closeness and intimacy even scares me now. The fact you or other anons can look and see all this stuff about my sexuality, my beliefs, insecurities, is honestly embarrassing and a little nervewrackinf to me.
>>29175044
go pay a slut to fuck you, there problem solved.
>>29176454
I couldn't anon. Sex is way to valuable for that. It's a special thing.
>>29176473
>Sex is way to valuable for that
>It's a special thing.
you're a virgin.
>>29176538
You're right I am and that's not a bad thing. Get out of here normie.
>>29176580
listen man, sex ain't a magical thing, just a thing to liberate chemicals and feel good, if masturbation isn't working it's time to step a level above, what's the worst could happen anon?
>>29176626
We don't see eye to eye. Sex is a magical and special thing and it is to be saved for the mother of your children, your wife.
>>29176651
man, that's horseshit and deep inside you know it.
>>29176538
I'm not a virgin and I feel that way too. You're just a cuck anon
>>29176343
>>29176410
Well I'm sorry to hear that, it sounds like your mother was very cold didn't care about you very much if she risked your future by doing something that resulted in her going to prison (you don't have to say what she did, though I am curious). Your mother was untrustworthy, and so you can't even conceive of trusting a woman enough to be sexually intimate with her. Your mother was basically the opposite of what a mother should be. Therefore it sounds like you have adopted a lopsided thought process by overly protecting yourself from external threats; protection and providing resources for self-sufficiency being the fatherly role in a family. Ironically however this results in feminine behaviors in fear of risk and need for control and safety. This is all speculation though. Would you say this is at all accurate?
>>29176700
Nope, deep inside I know it's true. I used to think like you but I had a bit of a revelation, both from statistics and something inside of me. It's worth more than you think.
>>29176710
>>29176651
ok, this seems a little extreme though
>>29175900
It was the cruelest thing I could think of.
>Truth without compassion is brutality
>>29175044
Get a job Aly
>>29176715
Yeah it sounds accurate, and those are about the conclusions of come to by myself. Thank you for the sympathy by the way. Good analysis and I agree completely, however the feminine behaviors I just can't seem to do anything about. I couldn't bring myself to mention them in therapy, as it's too personal, and when I have gotten close to women they've just confirmed my suspicions. They don't really seem to care much beyond what I can do for them as an emotional tampon. I don't know. It's all silliness anyways.
>>29176710
>cuck for having sex
yeah sure man, it seems that word doesn't even have a meaning anymore, just a buzzword to feel you're insulting someone, and beign a cuck it's pretty much a gringo thing, so yeah, not happening anytime soon here in mex.
>>29176768
I have no clue who Aly is but if you mean ally thanks I guess.
>>29176731
no man, sex is just an urge from your body, just like the need to reproduce.
>>29176805
I never say cuck, so I actually mean it when I say it. what I meant is if you're fucking sluts they're going to be fucking other people too, just develop a relationship
>>29176834
Sex is the urge to reproduce, but who you reproduce with is the biggest and most important decision we will make in our lives. Sex is not something to be played with. I don't care how safe you think you're being, you're risking creating an entire human life to make your pee pee feel good. It's not just some little thing to pay a hooker for.
>>29176853
i fuck sluts cuz it's cheaper and less trouble than having a gf, fucking needy bitches anon, i tell ya.
>>29176869
that urge it's also saciated when you have sex, so there's that
>you're risking creating an entire human life to make your pee pee feel good
what are condoms anon?
>>29176908
*satiated
Condoms can break. Like I said, I don't care how safe you think you're being, unless you go full on vasectomy or she gets her eggs removed (even those can be messed up operations) you are gambling with human life because it makes your pee pee feel good.
You can rationalize it and justify it all you want but that's how it is when it comes down to it, no matter how much you hate to hear it.
>>29176799
Well I'm impressed you came to those conclusions yourself; most people are not that introspective. I hope you remain a thoughtful and sensitive person, Anon. And I hope you find someone who you respect enough to open yourself up to the risk of trusting them.
>>29176823
Wups, no thought you were my IRL robot friend.
But anyway a job is a good way to meet girls.
>>29176972
Thank you very much, and I appreciate the talk a lot. I wouldn't shower me in praise though, when you have so much alone time you tend to get introspective. Thank you again and I hope you find happiness soon too my man.
>>29176974
Oh it's okay, thanks for the tip but I am in between semesters of university right now so I'd rather not work.
>>29176966
>Condoms can break
wow anon, paranoid a bit much
>how much you hate to hear it.
i'm honestly feelng sad for you anon, all this excuses to not have sex, are you afraid of female interaction by any chance? i know this part of 4chens contains the most lowtest betas of the internet (well excluding wizzardch0n) but everytime you post an excuse to not get laid it's making me wonder if you're trolling anon.
Crack head confession anyone
>>29177083
Those aren't my excuses, they are my reasons why I feel sex is more important and special than "just getting laid".
Yes I fear intimacy with women, but that's not why I hold these beliefs. I've always had that fear but these beliefs were developed through research and personal revelation. We can have different opinions, I don't care if you want to fuck sluts, but you can't prove what I said wrong so pretending like you pity me and looking down on me is just a manipulative way for you to avoid the facts of what I just said.
Op is master cuck.
>>29177148
those aren't facts anon, that's your opinions, facts are backed by some hard data an evidence, like the rising rate of virgins comiting suicide, i really do feel bad for you anon, i hope in the end you get through your fear of women and find someone to care and love.
>>29177148
> We can have different opinions, I don't care if you want to fuck sluts,
False
>but you can't prove what I said wrong so pretending like you pity me and looking down on me is just a manipulative way for you to avoid the facts of what I just said.
You brought up things that worry you. This is neither right nor wrong, you just want your worries to plague others the way they do you. You want your avoidance to be seen as virtue and you want to be applauded for it as reassurance.
>>29177253
They are facts. If you don't think flukes or accidents can occur with sex, you are factually. You could be using 17 different forms of birth control- there is still a (incredibly minute) chance of pregnancy.
Deny all you want but you know I am correct which is why you try to resort to manipulative "oh I pity you I hope you can get over this It's so terrible for you" methods of trying to look like you are right, when in fact you are wrong.
>>29177284
If that's how you see it, fine. I'm talking about the simple fact that no form of vaginal intercourse is 100% going to stop a pregnancy. Deny facts all you want, the simple fact is you are always rolling the dice.
I'm done replying though, you clearly don't want to understand this or accept it.
Goodnight every one.
>>29177299
sigh, welp, seems like i'm done, good luck with your life anon.
>>29177328
No we definitely accept it, just aren't deterred from sex
Relationships are dangerous, call a hooker and be safe.
>>29176966
>you are gambling with human life because it makes your pee pee feel good.
You're also gambling with human life when you ride a vehicle, or consume medication.
