>tfw you get cucked by dreams
How do i keep living?
>>29173937
Are you me?
>sleeping
>have a dream that my boyfriend goes over to a girls house and I come over later
>in the dream I come over and find them fucking
>he cums inside her
>I wake up in horror
>reach down in my underwear and find myself moist, despite being close to crying
Truly the definition of a cuck.
In most of my dreams I am part of a group trying to reach some kind of goal, and I'm the one who fails/dies/fucks up.
The most recent one:
>flying a fighter jet over an area of rolling farmland, looked like upstate New York.
>lot of other jets with me too, but we weren't in any kind of formation, just together in a huge group
>distinctly remember falling behind the group and being the first one hit
>feel myself falling and spinning until I come down right beside a road.
>remember standing beside my wrecked plane, looking up at the rest of the group fighting the enemy
>sky full of contrails and explosions
>remember a sense of feeling like an abject failure, standing outside my burning plane watching this thrilling fight from the ground
I can't even be the hero in my own dreams. But that's not it, there's this last part I feel is important. Make of it what you will.
>start walking along the road for some reason
>see one of those flashing road work signs, but instead of displaying a message it's just got that picture of Han Solo getting stabbed on it, pic related
>Harrison Ford dressed as the President from from Air Force One walks out from behind it
>wake up confused
>>29174133
i had a dream exactly like that... fuck it.
>>29174643
at least you died for a noble cause, right?
>>29174812
what do you do
im not even memeing you i'm thought about breaking up with him because i can't handle the feelsi wont though obviously
>>29174845
im too much of a pussy to do anything, so i cant really give you advice
>sometimes i masturbate to the dream
why my life turned like this
>>29174929
I fapped right after too, but not fantasizing about the dream, I was just so horny I had to get off
He told me not to worry but every time I think about the dream I want to kill myself, doesn't help that the girl's face is posted here occasionally.
>keep getting dreams where I fight someone
>suddenly I can't hit them and they beat the shit out of me
>dream pregnant ex friend asks me to marry her and make her an honest woman
>is insisting the baby is mine
>I'm a woman
>due to dream logic she presses my hand against her belly
>feel her wet little jelly fetus
>tiny fetal hand clasps my finger
>I fucking marry the lying slut anyway so babby will have a stable household to live in
>>29175262
fucking lesbian normies reeee
>>29175329
I'm not even a lesbian.
I just decided to become a sexless beta provider for literally no reason.
>>29173937
>>29174133
>>29174812
>>29174845
>neurons corresponding to "my mate has a high genetic capital" fire off during your slumber
>brain tries to piece together a narrative when this happens
>see your mate demonstrating value enough to get other women
>arousal follows
It's just a vestigial bit of evolutionary biology, you don't have to be a cuck if you don't want to.
>>29175559
You sound like my bf desu.
As though that somehow changes the fact that he should be out fucking attractive women and I should be shut away from the rest of society for being such a cuck.
