>dropped out of college a few months ago
>too depressed and lazy to go back
>mfw i have just realised that I'll never be the intellectual I wanted to be
>I'll never have a smart qt gf
>I'll always be a useless uneducated scum
Should I neck myself, r9k?
>>29168319
No, you should see a doctor then go back to school.
Do you have money? Can you grab some shells and shotgun? I can think of some fun ways to cheer you up.
https://youtu.be/r52y3JoRYkE?t=11s
>>29168553
This OP. Find a good shrink. Beware of anybody who tells you that pills are a longterm solution. Maybe for, like a month or two, but mostly don't trust pill pushers.
Teach yourself how to work. It's boring, but it's not hard. Learn to like it. Don't kill yourself. Don't think about killing yourself. The world needs whites and whites need you. What you do in this life, and how you act, matters.
Get your shit together and get back to work. Take care of yourself.
Shotgun still seems like a good idea...
>>29168810
Will pills help me make friends m8?
That was one of my mai reasons for dropping out.
>>29168319
Lostallhope.com
Make sure you research suicide methods. A failed suicide will make you even more ebarassed about your life. The "painless" methods have the highest failure rate. Dying is going to hurt but you can do it quickly.
