Who here just /gave up/?
I've accepted the fact that I will die alone.
When did you realize you were unfit for other people?
>>29166307
I'm not though and even if I find myself alone, I'll just live in solitude, shitposting on 4chan. If it ever gets too bad, I'll just kill myself. Things could be a lot worse, you know. There's always a way out.
Im not giving up yet. Im trying to focus and better myself for now by weightlifting/meditation/college. Once I have peaked im hoping that success and people will just come my way.
>>29166418
getting /fit/ won't help you in the least if you're still a sperg
>>29166418
I forgot to mention, the most important aspect is to make the most outbof being alone and stop valuing yourself based on others
>>29166439
Its a confidence booster, seeing progress helps morale, and its used as stress reliever
>>29166307
I gave up. I've accepted the fact that I will die alone.
However I still dream about girls: this morning I was looking at mail order bribes. But I know it's useless going with it, it's just a scam.
I've given up. I have no idea what gets me out of bed in the morning. Wake up at fucking 0500 to drag my sorry ass to the gym before my classes start.
No idea why.
Sit in the library and do my schoolwork and try for decent grades... for no apparent reason...
Sitting on the train home, I fantasize about a crazed shooter taking me out while I agree out the window.
Sit t home and shitpost until it's time to go to bed...
Crawl into bed and decide which deity to beg to kill me in my sleep...
Wake up at 0500 and drag my sorry ass to the gym...
All I want is to not wake up one day...
>>29166630
>All I want is to not wake up one day...
this desu faml
I tried, I honestly did. I forced myself to leave the house and make friends, I even found some borderline normies who I thought would be autistic enough to be my friends. Boy was I wrong.
>went to a party with them
>it's just them sitting around and playing a drinking """"game""""
>play this shifty game with them and drink
>start to feel comfortable, nothen having fun but I think I like these guys
>must have been the alcohol
>one guy goes over to some roastie
>hear her say "which one is anon again?"
>my so called friend says I'm the high pitched loud one
>feel so defeated I walked home
It was almost a 2 hour walk, but I couldn'tbe there any longer after that. They haven't sent any calls or texts since then. This was about 6 months ago.
>never liked
>just tolerated until my autism is not funny anymore
I should honestly just kill myself, nobody likes me in real life because I'm too robot, but nobody on this board would like me because I don't believe black people are subhuman. It's an abstract kind of hell.
>>29166677
I mean it. That's the strongest desire I have.
I want a new guitar, I'll enjoy spending time on that.
Oh hey that game looks fun... that'll help spend time.
Girls are simply out of the question. They don't like me. There's something intangibly wrong with me that I can't grasp. Everyone else sees it. It's like I have something in my teeth and no one will tell me.
Anyway, I'm gonna die eventually, and nothing important will really happen between now and then. Kinda wondering why I'm bother to wait and see.
Accepted it around the age of 20.
24 now and learning that has made life much easier after the initial shock. I still feel lonely at times, but it passes. I feel much more free now that Im not so caught up with the whole "I HAVE TO GET A GF" idea.
When I was outed as a perverted porn-addict pedophile.
Since then I only pee and shit myself like a caged monkey.
Nothing I ever did and work towards will matter, I will be regarded as scum for the rest of my life.
No reincarnation please
IM SICK OF FEELING
IS THERE NOTHING YOU CAN SAY
>>29166799
It kinda sucks when you run out of distractors though.
>>29166307
Giving up actually helped me a lot. My anxiety has subsided and I feel content by doing absolutely nothing.
I don't really care about dying alone, I'm indifferent on most matters.
