>tfw if one day you disappeared few people would be sad or even able to tell.
>tfw feels threads now a days are few and far between
>tfw don't like anything
>tfw can't cry
>tfw I have so little that I think of crying myself to sleep as a blessing because it's good for the psyche
>tfw bad at everything
>tfw even if the girl I like asked me out I would refuse because they're smarter than me and much more physically fit
>they don't even know I exist
>tfw have to live for so many years
>tfw scared
It hurts. It hurts pretty bad. Feels thread.
>>29159922
I know that's Bionicle language. What does it say?
>these are supposed to be the best years of my life
>it's only going to get worse from here on out
Literally, why even live
>i want to be an A&P mechanic
>too scared of failing
>dad will hate me
kill me
>>29160001
>What does it say?
wouldn't you like to know
>>29160001
>tfw no gf.
This is universal.
>>29159922
More feels.
>tfw forgetting more and more everday
>tfw if all of a sudden I could wish for anything, I wouldn't know what to wish for. I have no idea what will make me happy
>tfw I am afraid of women, mirrors, being alone, and the dark
>tfw I have made zero progress.
>tfw my reunion is in a few days
>tfw my classmates want me to go
>If I do they will see how much of a loser I am, If I don't they will get angry
>tfw the only girl I ever loved is married and has a kid
>tfw people give me compliments, since I am so autistic I can't tell if they are joking
>tfw because of this I always second guess myself
>tfw I managed to do well in a debate in college once, was forced to do it
>I get forced to do another one in front of an even larger group of people
>people are all expecting me to destroy enemy team
>I do okay at best, people all think the enemy team won, my team wins due to the grace of the judges, or pity
>tfw I am stupid
>tfw only child
>don't want to fail my parents and grandparents
>tfw I am a joke in almost every way
>tfw I missed out on so much and it was all my fault
>tfw I fucked up all my first impressions
Maybe I deserve it.
