>turn on computer
>open up CSGO
>get rekt in casul
>quit
>open r9k
>see same threads like i do everyday
>close tab
>go to youtube
>watch some cancer (Filthy Frank, h3h3, Pyro) because nothing else will fill that void
>run out of videos
>stare at wall for a bit
>come back to r9k
>make shitty thread
So how was your day fellow bots? Anything new and exciting happen, or just the same bullshit as every other day? Lay some feels on me if you want. All will be accepted in this thread.
I connected my xbox 360 to the internet for the first time in about ~5 years and they gave me a free month of gold.
I played MW2 and some swat on halo reach it was pretty fun.
Practiced my ollies. Still not getting it yet.
Learned to roll my r's and learned some Spanish.
>>29156392
>get rekt in casul
why don't you just play comp or faceit? casual is hardly enjoyable imo
spawned some of my oysters to straw today,contemplated why my life is still shitty even though I quit a lot of things. listened to radiohead and scrolled down r9k, continued to think about my life and tear up, look at this thread. I also ate some food
mario kart... need one more star
>>29156430
Get xbone and get MCC its actually fun
I just got bf4 for my xbox one and I got a bunch of kpins and a fifth of rum and am gonna get super fucked up. My drug dealer just came back into town and Im super happy. I just took 4mg and am pretty high at work and once I get off Im gonna drink until life is good.
>>29156430
Sounds like a fun day man
>>29156440
keep practicing you'll get them
>>29156445
i get laughed out of comp because im shit
im moving to a new city today
>be me
>go to meet with my 4 friends for last time
>say goodbyes
>come home and cry for an hour
>theyre the only friends i have
>feelsbadman.jpg
>im terrified of moving and being lonely again
>tfw
>play vidya
>get rekt in game
>come to 4chan
>get rekt in a thread
>>29156462
Why is your life shit fellow bot?
>>29156499
sounds like how it was when I left fro college
>have final gathering of friends at my house
>play games and pool and poker
>tfw it was the last enjoyable day of my lfie
>>29156499
I'm moving next year away from my 2 best friends to a new place. I'm trying to be optimistic and see it as a "fresh start" for someone who is otherwise socially inept, but I don't know how I am supposed to make new friends at this age.
>>29156501
what kind of vidya you play? i play a lot of souls and got into CS:GO recently. I'm pretty shit at CS though, even though i've been practicing in Bot matched
>>29156499
>tfw having no friends doesn't make me sad
>goodfeel
>>29156556
>tfw i've tricked myself into believing i like being alone
>>29156499
>4 friends
You were never a robot. Fuck off.
>>29156590
please reread the OP friendo.
>all will be accepted in this thread
>>29156533
yeah me too pretty much, especially feels bad because i need to probably socialise with strangers again instead of limiting it to just my small clique
>>29156602
>r9k
>tolerant of normies
Listen just because you made up a rule doesn't mean it applies. I can make a thread and say CP is allowed but that doesn't actually make it so.
>>>/soc/
>>29156533
>>29156615
maybe you guys can take some classes at the local community center and meet people. or go to a church, people are always inviting and nice there.
I played the new DLC for gta 5 today and was reminded why I stopped playing that game
The second you get in a helicopter, you get shot down by a heat seeking missle.
If you go anywhere near another player, they c4 your car. If I wanted to fight, at least use guns so its a little exciting
People driving around in bulletproof humvees with heavy machine gun, blowing up your vehicle then spawn killing you.
Go near someone with no weapon and try to ask them to do stuff together. Get shot with rpg.
Sick of this game. It's supposed to be about car chases and shit!
>get rekt on BF4
>get rekt on CSGO
>get rekt on Overwatch
>get rekt on GTAO
Who else /shitongames/ here
>>29156623
i'm not tolerant of normies most days, but i'm feeling generous tonight
>>29156590
>4 friends
2 are guys who are equaly socially inept. I met them because they were pstracozed in class too.
My other friend is this girl who's super sweet and the fourth one is just a friend of hers.
>>29156584
>thats very edgy of you anon
>also isnt there a pic that goes with that phrase?
I never had friends all my life and making them just makes me feel out of place. I like being alone because I can do whatever I want and having friends can sorta feel like a chore to me. Like I have to make them feel comfortable around me, impress them, or have to do things they want to do. I don't think I'm really that sad about it
>>29156653
i meant ostracized
>>29156392
replace CSGO with memewatch and Doto, and that's my day, every day
>>29156506
because I allow it to be. I just know in the back of my head I need to be doing something else other than wage working.
>>29156653
>friends with a girl
FUCK OFF YOURE NOT ONE OF US!!!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>29156653
>friends with a girl
ok at first i was thinking you were friends with some other basement dwellers and you all sat around playing D&D all night, eating cheetos and shit. but that's too far man. you need to leave
>>29156658
the thing about (genuine) friends is that they usually accept you for who you are, and can understand if youre uncomfortable. If you're friends with chad or stacey then you have a superficial friendship, and only then do you have to keep impressing them to keep the friendship alive
>>29156637
desu, im only good at Dark Souls anymore
>tfw i spend my days learnign how to speedrun and got my time down to 2 hours
>>29156677
is memewatch even good? it looks pretty meh to me
>>29156691
desu, im the same way. It's pretty much self-fulling prophesies or some shit. I just think "i'm making my own life shit", and lo and behold it turns to shit
Hahaha normies are so shallow and vapid amirite lol
Who's laughing now, NEET?
>>29156734
But i'm not a NEET. I'm in college for a shitty History degree. In 2 more years i'll be NEET though
>>29156695
the thing is i was a complete basement dweller for like 3 years. Only last year did i make a conscious effort to make friends. took like 7 months to make 4 man.
>>29156733
That's not bad, my times in ds and ds2 are both around 1:15 for any%
>>29156802
serious question. have these friends brought you any happiness to your dull life?
>>29156724
I just lose interest in the friendship in time. I get bored and just want to do my own things without talking to them similar to how I need to water plants every day. The majority of people I attempted to make friends with were like "chad/stacey."(I fucking hate those people). But even the others that weren't like that I still didn't stick with it.
Maybe its cause I never developed early on and just made my environment an anti social one so that's how I function now.
>>29156499
i know that feel
>knew some friends brothers for years
>they use to come over my house because they went to their father's house so they came over
>they would do this for years
>i got a job and would see them
>i would start going to their moms house
>i would do that every weekend
>on mothers day three years ago i got into a car accident
>they moved on me being a robot made no friends
>weekends are just annoying with parents home
>>29156837
I struggled with depression for like 2 years, but started making a slight recovery when I re-entered school. One day I decided I didn't want to live like this, and consciously tried to improve myself socially. after I had a few friends, it was like something mattered in my life again, and we had some great times. It helped a LOT with my depression and for my social retardation. While i think im still a long ways off from 'normie' levels, i would definitely say that this has improved my life a lot.
>>29156636
thats why i play terraria, no stupid bullshit
>>29157008
sounds pretty nice anon. pretty nice indeed it does
>>29156636
kek thats cause thats the only fun thing to do overtime when you exhaust that
>>29156392
>tfw every thread you make falls straight in the 404 hell with zero replies
>>29156733
Overwatch is fun, but nothing amazing.
I think it's a little bit expensive for that it is but if you have nothing else to play it's worth picking up.
Likeable characters and lots of room to improve.
Also I get the feeling it's gonna be the next big thing, so at least I'm part of something for once
>>29157075
>tfw i've only ever made 2 threads that have broken 100 posts
and i've been posting on this shithole for 3 years now goddamnit. 2 threads out of literally 100s. It's probably because I don't want to spam bait threads all the time
>>29157115
I started posting almost seven years ago and I make something like one thread every two weeks, just to see it die.
The only successful threads I make are generals on /vg/.
>losing in CS:GO casual
lad status: wew
Give me a Tec-9 or a Five-Seven and I will tear a casual match to bits. Bitch ass punk.
>>29157171
no bully please.i've only got 20 hours in the game
>get rekt in cod
>>29157352
Holy fuck, I haven't seen that fatty in decades.
Leonida's face also makes me nostalgic.
>>29157171
Try me faggot I will wreck your ass.
>get up at 1:30
>eat corndogs
>go on r9k
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>scroll
>click
>click
>refresh
>>29156392
>getting upset about the outcome in casual
Dude, casual is for fucking around and trying out different guns, don't sweat it
>study for exams for 9 hours
I adopted a cat, her name is Neko.
>>29156392
whats it like being 16???
>>29157603
You'll know in a few years anon
>>29157603
I wish I was still 16. Life was a lot more simpler back then compared to now.
>woke up
>mom's tells me to get a job
>go looking for job
>no avail
>mom yells at me
>plat some warframe
>feel like shit
>turn game off
>state at a fucking tv
>end up here
That's my day. Always the same thing every day
>wake up
>smoke
>look through pixiv and jap twitters
>smoke
>play scribblenauts for a bit
>smoke
>eat lunch while playing pokemon black
>smoke
>eat dinner of ramen and apple juice
>smoke
I can't wait to go back to wageslaving tomorrow.
Still playing xbox 360 because poorfag who can't afford an xbox one. I'm not complaining, 360 is the best console ever, but still. Anyway, friend texts me this morning, says a friend of his is selling a slightly used xbox one for 180 euros only. That I can afford, it'll be in the mail tomorrow. So today was decent.
Been playing Heroes of the Storm since my buddy got me into it. Been having fun as the Butcher, but I kinda suck at it. Or at least, everyone on the other teams consistently gangs up on me, and my teammates always split up instead of grouping.
Went to community college class, dissected a Ethernet cable
Visited a friend to do some construction work, saw kittens
Went home, did some pedantic boring time consuming homework exercises for the class
That's pretty much been it
Same except I'm god tier at Csgo cuz that's what I spend all my time on.
id post but no one would reply, so fuck all of you
>>29156392
Playing wow sometimes?
>>29156392
Try some indie games that are really easy to get into. It's a blast and there are lots of experiences out there. Even if you play only a few hours and drop it.
it's a few hours of fun. Try brawlhalla or starbreak they're both free and online.
brawlhalla 1v1 is fun and don't worry starting in bronze.
Searching for music is good too. look into genres you wouldn't normally
And as 'normie' as it sounds. Find something to do outside
Even walking at night is really enjoyable. throw in some earbuds and just enjoy what's around you.
If you don't mind being judged long boarding is surprisingly chill and nice to cruise. It probably takes no longer than an hour to get used to as well.
I lift now and takes out an hour of my day and I have to make a meal after so that's another hour.
Try making something as well. Some simple wood working etc.
I'm kind of getting into music production too which is interesting but it's really helping me that I have a friend who knows how to play instruments.
If you haven't tried it yet weed will make a day more enjoyable but if you aren't careful you could do nothing with the rest of your life.
>>29156392
>wake up
>go to school (18 and senior year because i had to repeat 8th grade)
>talk to my only 3 friends
>skate for 2 minutes
>go to therapy
>go to store
>buy snacks
>go home
>rewatch evangelion episodes
>play cs source
>browse /x/ and /r9k/
>go to bed
>browse /r9k/ on phone because I don't want to drag my whole fucking desktop into bed
Feels good man
>>29156440
I skate and I've been practicing kickflips lately : ^ )
>>29158591
This is currently my second season trying to skate but i'm a nervous wreck so I don't think i'll be able to do it.
I freeze up just trying to drop in or land a moving ollie.
>>29158591
>tfw i want to try skating
>can't even put my two feet on the board.
>>29158627
If you're completely new to stepping onto a board it's much better to start by pushing then stepping onto the board
Also make your trucks a little tighter to start.
>woke up
>put on generic-looking clothes
>got in generic car
>sat through 3.5 hours of class
>came home
>drank three beers
>smoked a bowl
>began shitposting
Feels... wasteful, man. I'm better than this.
>>29158618
I started skating in December and it's pretty enjoyable when you actually have the energy and motivation to do it. It took me about 3-4 weeks to learn to ollie. I'm currently learning to kickflip and heelflip and i got the flick down but I keep landing with one foot on the board.
>listen to this song, over and over and over and over.
>it's how i feel about life.
>inb4 philosophical fag
inb4 everything greentext
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sREAwS7rlW4
>>29156636
I don't even bother with the mullti player, if you have it on pc, the SP mods have given me over 500 hours of enjoyment
>>29156499
Went through that shit when I was 14. Fuckin 14, man. Hardest thing I did in my life, still believe it's what fucked me up.
>>29156637
Got rekt on Gear of War 3 multiplayer but I played against people who haven't stopped playing it since it came out.
>>29158649
I skate with loose trucks because it slightly decreases the weight of the board and makes it easier to pop and flick.
>>29156499
>;-;
how come your moving?
>>29158698
>grew up in country on gravel road
>no opportunity to ever learn to skate
Oh well
>>29158618
Btw hesitation always fucks you up when you skate. So many slams that have happened to me and that I've seen were because of hesitation.
>>29157115
>first thread I ever made reached bump limit
>>29158763
I grew up in a rural ass area where the only place smooth enough to skate were sidewalks and basketball and tennis courts. I moved into a city later so there were lots of good spots to skate. I skated to school sometimes too.
>>29158865
are you the artist of these pics?
>>29158927
Lol no, I just have a lot of the artist's work saved. His name is Leon Karssen.
>go to work, at retail bank
>region operations officer surprise visit to audit (she's one of my boss' boss, focused on operation performance)
>audit is gonna take 5 hours so we are on edge in the meantime
>conference call
>I'm part of the off site events team, basically every branch has one person dedicated to going out of the bank and getting more business
>no new numbers to show, preparing BS to say
>I'm cool with the store manager that runs it so he doesn't even ask me to talk, when he calls my name he just goes "okay anon... you're good don't worry about it, let's move on to next person"
>some new members asking really basic questions
>after conference call send an email to all team members and their supervisors some tips for off site events answering the basic questions
>get some "awesome stuff Anon great work you are a monster nice impact on the region you are a mentor" material replies from upper management (more of my boss' bosses)
>forward them to mom so she has something to be happy about
>audit ends, we pass, low key highfives
All around great day at work. Didn't really boost my numbers but my credibility with upper management went up a couple of points.
>>29158943
Not the samefag but thanks for sharing, his stuff is great
>>29156623
Who says this guy is a normie? Maybe YOURE the normie? Afterall, fuck you faggot.
>>29159112
No problem famalam
>Boot up pc
>Launch tf2
>Pc crashes after an hour of play
>Boot up pc again
>Launch skyrim
>crashes instantly
>Boot up pc
>Launch garrysmod
>Crashes after 5 minutes
>Boot up pc
>Come onto 4chan and youtube while I play doom
I need a new fucking power supply.
>>29159254
You'll need a new PC if you keep doing that shit with a dying PSU
>woke up
>had a smoke
>came back inside and started thinking about what I'm going to do with my life
>have a panic attack
>have two more smokes
>now here
I don't want to live anymore, I'm scared of being alive.
Actually had a pleasant surprise today.
>finish Dark Souls 3 a couple of days ago after being absorbed in it
>want another game I can really get into and invest a lot of time in
>decide to play Virtue's Last Reward since the next game in the series is coming out soon
>want to play it on my PSTV
>since my brother lied to me and pawned my PS3, controller, and games off last year I need to buy a new controller for the PSTV
>decide to get a PS4 controller
>really don't want to spend $25 on VLR though
>decide to check my PS account since I remember adding money to it years ago
>has exactly $25 on it
Feels pretty good. Ordered my PS4 controller from Amazon and will get to start playing on Friday.
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
>>29156430
I have never seen another poster on any board before that also enjoys Team Swat on Halo Reach, holy shit
It is objectively the best halo gametype
>wake up stare at ceiling
>remember wasting teen years and early 20's
>stand up clean self
>go to community college to get degree and go to PI school later to get suspicious pricks of my back when hunting missing persons
>arrive at college
>no classes today for some shitty reason
>go home
>lurk in 4chan
Better luck tomorrow, i guess.
>>29159254
Don't fuck around with your power supply
>my good power supply finally died
>bought a bargain bin $10 PSU to hold me over until I could afford a better one in a few weeks
>days after buying the shit PSU it catches on fire while I'm fapping
>immediately order good PSU
>fapping is no longer a fire hazard
>>29156590
>oh wow, the poster mentioned he had friends
>better tell him he's not a robot quick xD
For God's sake stop trying to fit in by spouting this meme.
>>29156392
>mom gets up early in the morning to go to work
>i'm a very light sleeper so i always wake up and can't sleep again after that
>turn on computer
>go to uni's website to see what i need to study for my exam on Monday
>quite literally have attended 0 lectures of the upcoming exam
>already failed the first exam (obviously grades won't be out till July but I only got 2 out of 7 questions)
>start studying
>after a while pc distracts me
>realize it's already been 2 hours of me just browsing the internet instead of studying
>i just know that through procrastination and probable pc addiction I won't have studied at all for Monday's exam
That's what happened with the first one too. I've already failed 3 out of 5 classes last semester but I just don't give care for some reason
>>29156637
>tfw when normies, who have little time to play games compared to you, still manage to rek u. :^(
>>29159708
Hey man you are alone! I still have PTSD from swat. I'm so twitchy turning a corner now.
>Leave security shift an hour early like I always do
>Set scheduled SMS to make it seem like I signed off from duty at the correct time
>Go home
>Get stoned and watch lets plays for an hour
>Text message comes in
>It's just dispatch acknowledging my sign off
>Watch youtube/surf net for another three hours
>Go to sleep
>Wake up at 8pm, two hours until work
>Dick around online until then
>Now I'm here
The 2-3 hours where I get high, watch youtube videos, and fap is pretty much all I live for these days.
>>29160565
This was me a few months ago when I had a job. Eating, smoking, playing metal gear 5 and watching movies after work felt like a reward.
>that map in TF2 nobody plays anymore
What was her name guys?
>>29156430
Suddenly NOSTALGIA
I connected mine for the first time in maybe three about a year back but didn't get anything. Bought a month of Reach, played it for two weeks then let the membership die out
Reach should've been on PC too man
>>29156392
I do about the same think now im off uni for a month, I really want to buy overwatch, to pass the time, but I dont think my cpu/gpu can handle it
(i7 920 / HD6950)
>>29161302
thing*
insert robot text here
>>29158742
man i dont skate but loosening some screws doesnt make something lighter, had to break it to you.
>>29161134
pipeline
egypt
>>29161302
Holy shit are you me? I'm off uni for a month as well (using this time to go job searching, I will fail most likely + go back to fapping my days away) and I don't have enough money to build a computer to play Overwatch and other games.
>>29156392
My day was the same as the thousands upon thousands before it. It will be the same for the thousands to come. Why do I even bother posting? I don't know. I gave up on everything but listening to music. Everything else became boring. Music is boring too but it's better than silence. So I listen to music every waking and sleeping moment. 20+ hours per session. Never leave my bed unless it's to go to the bathroom or the kitchen. Every day is just a ticking time bomb counting down until the emptiness becomes unbearable and the void can no longer be filled with hedonistic distractions. When I'm finally tired enough to fall asleep I get to escape. Then I wake up and the cycle repeats itself. I haven't left the apartment in years. I don't plan on leaving ever again. It's not any better anywhere else. I'm already dead. Just a ghost. This room has become like a casket to me, the apartment a graveyard. I can't feel anything but indifference. I daydream about a stranger walking in here with a shotgun and blowing my brains out. I don't want to die and I don't want to live. This is why I have to fill the silence with music, because I have to escape these thoughts. The same thought trails that just repeat over and over like I'm stuck in a fucking time loop. It's a black hole. I am tired now. Goodnight.
>>29156392
>wake up
>hang out with friends
>get anxious around friends ive had for years and go home
>symptoms go away and i feel better
>play league with other friends
>symptoms come back and i feel like im going to have a stroke again
>stop playing league
>lay in bed and wonder how fast my body is dying
pretty normal i'd say
My day was kind of stressful.
Why can I only have negative, contentious interactions with people that eventually destroy all my relationships and isolate me further? It's just an automatic thing. I realize almost as I'm doing it than I'm hurting myself and should stop, but I can't.
>>29156392
How about you go to the museum. Or free art venue?
Or a street fest?
Science museum is always great fun.
Did you considered to play an instrument?
Read a book, Gaunts ghost is bretty good and bloody.
Try to chat in an online chat.
Try to deepthroad a banana withou cumming with no hands.
Take arty pictures.
Go for a city hike.
Try to pick up girls.
Social retard? Go to a shop and ask question about a product, those people have to deal with you, so you can chat with qts.
>>29162312
If you would blog I'd regularly read. Good stuf
>Wake up
>Feel a bit melancholic
>Listen to fitting music
>Indulge in a bit of self harm
>Have a smoke afterwards
>Feels incredibly good man
>Check whats going on online
>Shitpost on /r9k/ while waiting for my coffee to get ready so I can start playing videogames
>>29156440
Hay que ser retrasado para que te guste hacer sk8 todavia. Eres menor de edad, no?
>>29163037
Where exactly did you cut, I can't see in pic
>>29163037
I've never drawn that much blood when cutting, but it's never a conscious decision
>>29156392
>turn on computer
>install AOE2
>computer runs at 80C when AOE2 is open
>install tpfan because laptop manfs can't do anything right and I'm a faggot without a desktop
>play some campaign missions on easy
>get rekt
>brother comes over
>leaves abruptly
>watch videos of people pearling missions on the hardest difficulty
>welp that's that
>listen to music
>>29156392
>woke up at 5:30
>brushed, flossed, put on some pants, t-shirt, and a flannel
>go outside to smoke a bowl out of the new bubbler
>get coffee at Pete's, stay for a few hours.
>it's an early weekday morning and everyone who's coming in is either camping out or just getting coffee to go
>there's a table in the way back that you can't even see from the front of the store, enjoy coffee and high in peace.
Rest of the day was boring. Practiced chess, ate food, worked out, vidya and 4chan.
>wake up fairly early
>turn on monitors, grab a glass of milk
>mail wont be here yet, too early
>nothing on twitch, dont feel like playing anything
>go back to sleep for a few hours
>get up, get mail
>get another glass
>watch some twitch
>gta new update shit all day
>alternate twitch and music during gta
>new glass when i run out
>no mods since new update, ClearVictor.jpg in 95% of pissing matches
>everyone i was playing with gets off
>after farming a guy that only flew jets, got off too
>twitch, youtube, and this since
.. grabbing a glass.
>>29163687
WOW YOURE SO GOOD AT GTA BRO IM IMPRESSED BY YOUR SHOW OF SKILL AND DOMINATION OF OTHER MALES CAN I SUCK YOUR DICK
>>29156392
>Can't find my wallet this morning. I hope I haven't lost it
>boss call me this morning to have a "talk" tomorrow.
>fucking tired.
>thinking about random Stacies/whore
>lurk on 4chan
>the site is fucking frozen and nobody can post
what a shit day.
>>29156392
You cant be older than 15 im guessing
my boyfriend broke up with me a couple days ago because I'm needy and insecure and incapable of securely dating another human, and i fully recognize that I'm never going to find someone else because I basically ignored the few friends I had and I'm incapable of making friends on my own so I woke up feeling terrible and have spent the rest of the morning scrolling through /r9k/ and staring at the wall
On the bright side my cat started being nice to me again and I keep finding her hair in my tea
>>29163880
if you're a girl can you be my girlfriend ? I find timid girls cute
>>29162312
I know that feel robotbro
I'm 33 and you just explained my life for the last 12 years
There's no hope left for me, only the promise of the sweet release of death
>>29163971
Yes please. Nobody finds timid girls cute, I mean they think they like them till they find out they're just awkward and boring. It takes me forever to open up to anyone, it took me around a year to get actually comfortable with my ex and knowing I have to start all over with someone is unbearable.
The only people who take the initiative to talk to me IRL are normies. I always see decent posters on here being like "I'm dying alone and have no gf" and I'm Iike "how" where are these people and why have I met none of them and why is everyone irl so mediocre
>>29164054
I'm one of them. I never got a girlfriend because I'm too insecure (I'm not ugly, nor a Chad)
but the thing is we are the same as you: We stay at home and fall in love with fucking normies/stacy whores whe you fall in love with random Chad that'll dump you in a week.
It's an endless circle.
>>29164054
>>29163880
Funny thing. I just broke up with my gf 3 weeks ago and she was the timid one and I tried my hardest to support her and be by her side when she needed me but apparently this is what made us break up. Now for the past few days I've been feeling like shit asking myself if I was the reason we broke up and what do I really want from life. My first gf ever was full on normie, it didn't last 1 month but she was in the same city as me. The relationship with the shy girl was a long distance one and we've only met 3 times but it lasted 5 months. A friend of mine told me "don't find a girl like you, find a girl that completes you" but I'm an absolute retard and I have no idea what he meant, I mean yeah, I want to find someone with the same interest as me but what if thats not what I really want. Shits fucked up man.
>did an oximetry last night at home because I sleep 12 hours a day and I'm always tired
>get call from doc
>I have a big fucking problem, really bad sleep apnea
>he basically tells me I have been fighting to stay alive every night
>he is sending an assistant to bring me the oxygen machine
>will have to sleep with a mask from now on
>will have to do a proper test at the hospital in a few days
Terrible day.
>>29164208
Right?? I don't know what to do, the only thing that could make me feel better is getting into a new hobby or forum or meeting someone new, but I can't because I halfass everything I do now because I'm always thinking about him.
I dated him for 1.5 years till this happened, he was my first boyfriend. He basically said he didn't like talking to me online anymore, which freaked me out (I would've much rather him say he wanted to hang out IRL less than talk OL less), so we broke up. I don't think he was a normie, he used to go on /g/ and facepunch regularly, so he wasn't completely removed from the internet or anything. He's still a lot more socially adjusted than I ever was though, so I imagine he's taking the breakup a lot better.
>I want to find someone with the same interest as me but what if thats not what I really want
I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes I wonder if it would've gone better if I dated a normie who was emotionally stable enough to compensate for my lack of stability. The problem is I never wouldve been that romantically interested in them in the first place then.
>>29164123
That's the thing though, I don't want to go around picking chads, it's just that they're the only people who ever approach me and I don't have the balls to approach people who I think might be non-chads, because they're shy themselves and if two shy people ever get together it's just awkwardness and silence.
>>29156392
>Wake up, look at alarm clock
>it's blinking, there was a power outage
>lay in bed looking at the clock
>another power outage that lasts maybe 30 sec
>followed by yet another around 10min later
>get up
>turn on pc
>go to shitter and do disgusting things to it
>make myself a drink
>browse internets
>play vidya
>power outage
>go to kitchen and eat disgusting food
>come back, power is back
>browse internets
4 hours and I already hate today
>>29164407
I don't know if I should consider myself lucky but so far I've only had 2 gfs. One was full normie and the other was the one I talked about earlier and she even went on 4chan so I can say she was the /r9k/ tier. So I have experienced 2 extremes so my only guess is that I need someone in the middle. But it's so fucking hard to start up a conversation with a new girl and know each other. It just feels wierd for me to start talking with a girl I've never met before and I have no idea about. And right now I don't even know how a girl in the middle of these 2 looks like or acts like so its even harder for me. I know this phase will soon fade but until then it's gonna be hell for me. Who know what will happen in the future, I met both my past gfs in the most random moments.
>wake up at 2 or 3 p.m
>go to toilet and take a piss
>go back to room, start computer and sit down in the computer chair
>login on discord, no one is online
>start steam to see if anything is new or if I get the sudden urge to play some vidya
>don't feel like playing vidya
>start chrome, check /r9k/, /v/, /pol/ or /wsg/ for some nice thread
>it's the same shit or unfunny stuff
>tear up because I waste my life at doing this daily
>don't know what to do, feels like my life has stopped
>repeat few times until day is over
>go to bed
This seems to be my life now.
I fixed my dryer so I can wash my clothes now
>>29156392
Started playing Halo 3l2 Vista multiplayer again, Project Cartographer is reviving. Brings back good times, plus I get to hack a flying warthog for kicks
You should make a wagecuck thread, those always seem to cheer up the NEETs.
>>29164946
>start chrome
There's your problem.
Google already has your soul.
>>29166383
But chrome is the best browser.
>inb4 use firefox
Everyday is exactly the same.
>wake up
>eat mac n cheese
>go to work
>feel like shit
>browse boards
>check POF or tinder and find no responses and usually zero views
>come home
>eat unhealthy shit
>play vidya
>'bate at least once
>stare at my guns for a while
>back to dreamland
I've not felt excited about anything in years. I'm just waiting on death.
Got sick of pizza
>wake up
>feed cat
>eat
>browse r9k
>watch some videos
>listen to music
>eat
>feed cat
>browse r9k
>sleep
living the life
so what the fuck do we even do man, risk life and sell drugs?
everyday is the same shit dude and i just managed to fuck up instant noodles i cant take this anymore i need a purpose
most of my problems stem from money and i'm getting older and its just ruining my life man i'm sick of seeing my mother cry
i wake up everyday at 2am to go work my shit job and then leave at like 8am to go home and be worthless, i can't even play vidya anymore cause all i can think of is how i am wasting my time, making music brings the same feelings
i need an action plan. i'm slowly going insane and depression is about to be the end of me. i cant even think straight anymore
>>29156477
>microshill begging for sales
>>29158281
Here's a (You).
Try directing your post at somebody to get a reply and not just a general statement.
>>29156392
I'm chronically ill for the last 4 months
>wake up
>open r9k
>eat oats while watching dr phil
>play vidya
>lurk reddit and 4chan for 6 hours straight
>get depressed that im not studying for exams
>get depresed that im going to fail uni
>get depressed that im sick and can't talk to girls
>get depressed that im still a virgin at 19 and cant do anything about it because im sick
>get depressed that im a good looking 6"3 guy who still cant get laid
What the fuck is wrong with me
>>29164223
I really hope that you'll make it through ok anon. Best wishes.
>>29162312
What stuff are you listening to?
>>29156637
>Who else /shitongames/ here
INFP retard reporting in. Same shit. Can't learn proper way to play some shit game like LoL. Dropped CSGO because it's shit, filled with meme-cancer and kids. Despsie CSGO because it killed 1.6 and basically overrated nowadays. And those customization items piss me off. Forgot to mention that CSGO killed glorious fun-to-play TF2. Fucking cancer, hope they bankrupt.
>>29161134
Hydro
>>29156733
>desu
Stay away from overwatch
I desu dont need desu people like you desu in my desu community desu kill yourself desu desu desu desu desu
>>29168726
neofolk, jazz, dark jazz, ambient, dark ambient, delta blues, psychedelic rock, noise rock, shoegaze, dream pop, noise pop, drone metal, black metal, post-rock, slowcore, classical, minimalism, freak folk, psychedelic folk, dark folk, post-punk, darkwave, ethereal wave, electronic, ambient techno, idm, breakcore, industrial, lo-fi, field recordings, sound collage, avant/free jazz/folk, outsider music
anything i find really
>>29164223
Are you fat? If so, try to lose some weight, helps with sleep apnea,
>wake up 11am
>eat cereals while watching TV
>tell mommy I want a mountain bike for exercices
>ok
>waiting for mommy with mountain bike since
>wake up from a shitty dream
>hip hurts
>move around a bit
>keeps happening the whole night
>girl besides me takes too much space in the bed
>the sun rises
>she wakes up
>wakes me up even though I'm just pretending to be asleep
>make out
>try taking her clothes off
>too hungover for sex though
>go back to cuddling
>make breakfast
>lay in the couch with her
>talk about nothing for a few hours
>she leaves
>buy beer and cigarettes
>drink some beer
>smoke some cigarettes
>have canned tuna for lunch
>about to go cut my hair
I feel so normie right now. Life as a normalfag rules. Don't give up on it, robots, the life you're living is not worth it.
>>29169948
working sounds like a pain in the ass desu senpai
>>29169414
My nigger. You like Jandek?
>>29170120
Who said anything about working?
You can be a NEET and a normie at the same time. It's harder on paper, but considering all the time you have on your hands you can make much more progress if you really put your mind to it.
Working on yourself is a pain in the ass but it pays off.
>got wrecked by some level 9s in 20XX Melee
>played a little Secret of Mana
>made some funny tweets
>going to work
Pretty ok. I hope I can git gud soon
>>29157466
>click
>scroll
>refresh
No wonder were called robots
>wake up
>drink coffee
>listen to music and play Leap Day
>shitpost
>eat lunch
>sleep
>listen to more music
>watch some anime
>take a dog for a walk
>listen to more music
>shitpost
>go to sleep
you know everyday the same
>>29156392
>>open up CSGO
>>watch some cancer (Filthy Frank, h3h3, Pyro) because nothing else will fill that void
I didn't realize that people lived their lives ironically
You can't handle the epic bantz 24/7, reserved to anime imageboards only
>hook up with a random chubby girl on Craigslist
>she's my age, 20, cute, real, basically everything I was looking for
>everything is set up
>she's willing to fuck me tomorrow
>shaking with autistic arousal
>sweating intensely
>try to mentally prepare myself to fuck a stranger
>stop abruptly
>dissect the word "stranger" in my head
>realize this is completely impersonal
>realize I didn't say I was a virgin and I won't be able to give her what she's looking for effectively
>realize this girl has had several dicks in her due to context clues from her ad
>realize I don't want to lose my virginity this way
>email her that I'm sorry for wasting her time but I have to back out
>she's completely cool about it
>now sitting here in "I just turned down sex" purgatory
>open up r9k
>>29156392
Went out walking with my dog, sat in the garden reading.
I've gone a week without crying from depression... I think I'm making progress guys. I actually feel more of a desire to go outside and socialise now. But I've no friends.
I made a pipe for smoking weed out of a highlighter and some tin foil
>>29170516
Fat girls are fun to fuck and all sex is impersonal. you made a mistake anon. Luckily it doesn't matter
>>29170516
Something similar happened to me, you'll deeply regret it
>>29170620
Why doesn't it matter?
>I need a confidence boost
>I have an above average body
>what the fuck do I have to lose
>go to /soc/ and post pics
>a couple (I would like to believe that they were) girls post compliments
>instantly get anxious
>close the thread, close pc and lie down on my bed sweating
>>29170199
yeah i love jandek, i've listened to all of his stuff
>>29170625
Regret backing out you mean?
I woke up at 5pm. I know the family is reminded how worthless I am every time they see me wake up after 10am because that's 'sleeping all day' to them, so I avoid them and sneak into the kitchen to make a coffee and take my anti depressants.
After slinking back to my room I watched YouTube and played starbreak while I uploaded another video.
Went back to bed at 12ish and I've been here on my phone browsing r9k and YouTube since, occasionally considering fapping but then dismissing it because it's too much effort and my sex drive is so low at this point.
It's now 5am and I haven't moved.
Probably repeat the day exactly the same tomorrow.
>wake up
>make sushi to bring for lunch
>go to work
>flirt with qt coworker
>browsing r9k at work
>see depressing thread of a loser
My day is going pretty typical
>>29170873
You could just walk up to a fat girl and say "Let's fuck" these days especially if she's SJW or drunk
>>29156440
Wanna practice that spanish my negro amigo?
for some reason really want to move to finland
>tfw no finnish
>tfw no way to get there
:(
>get paid to sit in my own office and bot runescape while I shitpost on r9k (sysadmin lel)
>nap on lunch
>go home at 5
>smoke weed
>make some sort of shitty dish out of remaining groceries
>make shitty sad music about my oneitis and drink/cry until I pass out
then repeat
it's a comfortable hell
>>29173004
This is hilarious. I'm also a sysadmin, remote to my home machine and afk RS on the job. Go home, smoke and drink.
>>29162575
what the fuck sometimes i feel anxious when im high but you might have a serious problem.
>>29157589
I've been thinking about naming my second cat that
>>29158281
Fuck (You), too fermalerm
