>>29148088
All emotions good or bad are fleeting give them enough time and they will pass. When ever you reach a point where they become to much all you must do is meditate for a moment . To meditate you must clear your mind and focus on nothing but your breathing just do this untill your emotions fade away like a fire starved of oxygen.

Heroin tbqh

Distract yourself with constant coach activities like video games, junk food, and movies.

after that you'll eventually end it all

>>29148088
antidepressants famapi

>>29149425
If things get that bad that you must use drugs as a cruch please try opium as an alternative to heroin and even booze before that. Opiums still dangerously addictive if your not careful but over all it's much safer then heroin. Just remember before taking any drug to thoroughly research how to do so without fucking your shit up.

>>29148088
Develop severe depression
Just give up on everything and lay in your room all day reminding yourself that you will never become anything and that you're no more than a burden on everyone who cares about you (or that noone does), make sure to also avoid anything that promotes "well-being"