I think i might be a pedophile /r9k/.
So i've always been atracted to girls my age and older and this never even ocured to me until a couple of days earlier. I was looking at a picture of a 8-10 year old girl and i got a full erection and now i can't get the idea out of my head that i might be a pedophile. The very thought of having sex with a girl that age and that i might be a monster makes me sick to the stomach and i'm considering suicide right now. i'm a 19 yo hkv and this has never happened to me before. Thoughts?
i also would like to add that i've never been sexualy abused as a child which is strange considering that that's what supposeddly makes most pedophiles
common guys it's not like i can talk to my parents about this i need your help
reported to the F.B.I. enjoy your time in jail jagoff
Fap away your troubles OP
>>29147399
i haven't done anything illegal you fucking idiot
If this was a one time thing then don't worry. You're just getting obsessed because you're afraid. You still like girls your age, right?
>>29147136
does this make you excited, OP?
Whatever fuck you people i don't know i expected from this shithole anyway. I'm going to killmyself next weekend and do this world a favor. This is the last fucking straw to all the problem i've these past four years and i can't fucking deal with it anymore
>>29147459
yeah i do but aparently some pedophiles can be atracted to both ages
>>29147136
Just don't think about. As long as you NEVER EVER act upon your feelings I'm fine with you, it's the same with fags: I'd want to kill you if I found out how you feel, so don't let anyone know.
Also, don't be tempted to watch anything to do with child porn, the jail time is long and never forgot that children are suffering.
>>29147515
Calm down you fucking sperg
>>29147547
i'm sorry i'm just really fucking depressed right now. I can deal with most of the shit that's going on in my life but not this
>>29147485
nah, too old
>>29147231
lol that doesn't "make most" pedophiles. Probably more often makes child molesters
A lot of dudes have attraction to young girls and won't admit it to themselves or anyone else.
>>29147136
there is nothing wrong in that as long as you dont hurt anybody.
Also; I had a pretty long episode similiar to this too now Im completely straight. Maybe it will come off with time (and improving your life and contacts with women your age)
>>29147136
see a psychologist, find one that has a reputation of not being biased against pedophiles. unfortunately, people are conditioned to hate pedos, so it is difficult for them to get treatment
remember pedophile =/= molester
molesters are the scum, pedophiles only unfortunate people
don't act upon it
>>29147581
youre not a pedophile if youre this disgusted with yourself. calm the fuck down this isnt even a big deal
>>29147136
I am also 19 and have the same issue. There's nothing wrong with it (cause you're not able to change it), unless you act on your instincts. Keep strong. Dont stare, dont fap to, etc
Just enjoy it.
It's a wonderful thing to be able to enjoy a wide spectrum of beauty.
You're now seeing in technicolour whereas before you were only able to see in black and white.
So stop being so melodramatic. It's not like you're going to accidentally lose control and rape a child.
I mean come on you've been sexually attracted to adult women for your whole life and you haven't attempted to rape any of them, have you ?
>>29147136
okay
1- you're fine dude take a step back don't kill yourself you didn't molest anyone nothing to worry about
2- it's your brain, can't do anything about it but you should really really keep it to yourself or find some other dudes to talk to in the same situation
3-try to be with a younger looking girl atleast then you can ageplay
good luck dude
a few hundert years ago it was normal for a girl to marry at 9-12 and have kids
don't let modern feminism trick you into hating yourself for feelings god gave to you
just never act on your desires since it's illegal anyway
get yourself a young looking gf
good luck
>>29147663
How young? I am attracted to females like 14 yo or so, but that doesn't make me a pedo
>>29147485
not anymore than a girl my age would. She looks 15-16 to me so i'm not sure if that's a bad thing
>>29147680
yeah that's what i was hoping seeing as i've had a pretty normal sexuality up until now
>>29147136
>pedophilia
>wrong
When will this Jeduo-Christian meme die off? I want to go back to the old days in Athens when grown men could court young boys/girls
Don't worry OP. This is just a symptom of OCD.
>>29147136
I mean, the way you describe it, you're not a pedophile. If you're so aware that you would be a monster if you were to do that, and seem to have a pretty realistic grasp of things, I'd say you're just a human being. In general, the male lusts for women, at an age in which they have a "sensual" body. Pedophiles simply want to ravage kids from their innocence by the only way they know; sex. I wouldn't consider you a pedophile, but I would suggest trying to see a psychiatrist- or not. Really, this isn't a big deal. A lot of people know they wouldn't harm a kid, but they are also turned on by that. It's not about if you're a attracted or not, it's about how far you would go to actually trying to get underage poontang. Other than that, you're good.
>>29147426
They're still gonna search your computer, FBI tip submitted.
There's really nothing wrong with being attracted to children. At least I can't think of anything.
Actually doing anything with them is a whole different story. Also don't support child pornography as most of it is 100% against the child's will or they don't know what they're doing.
>>29147720
MUUHHH DIIKKKK FUAAAK HOW CAN PEOPLE STILL HATE ON US WHEN GIRLS LIKE THIS EXIST I DON'T UNDERSTAND
>>29147720
yeah well i can't just enjoy it i feel disgusted by the very thought of feeling sexual atracted to young girls
>>29147743
thanks
>>29147136
>the very thought of having sex with a girl that age and that i might be a monster makes me sick to the stomach
That's retarded man, your brain isn't going to crawl out of your body and thought rape a little girl to death.
We came from savage times, and we have hundreds of thousands of errant thoughts a day. Everyone has antisocial thoughts, many of them sexual, you're going to have to think about fucking kids, animals, men, your own mother, etc, until you die. Focusing on thoughts you consider traumatic could develop an unhealthy disorder akin to OCD where you'll constantly be thinking of fucking kids and then hating yourself.
If it disgusts you, it means you're a nice guy and you won't do it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jca4o3UbqHY
>>29147795
i don't even own a computer right now and i don't live in the us. Why the fuck would you even do that i'm just trying to look for help here because there's nowhere else i can fucking go
That's why the great japanese artists blessed us with lolis, OP. It's a way to indulge our fantasies without getting raped and killed in a jail somewhere for being a pedo.
>>29147881
yeah you have a point a guess. I already have Ocd which is probably why i'm feeling like this right now
>>29147851
You're just being emo and melodramatic, causing a scene.
Are you causing any harm just by looking and enjoying?
>>29147515
Anon your attraction to minors is not a good thing at all, its a bad thing to have obviously. But you shouldnt kill yourself over it, you dont deserve to die and this is coming from someone that was sexualy abused as a kid. I dont have your problem so I dont know what you are supposed to do, just never ever harm a kid and try to work on your problems and be a good person. Dont kill yourself over it for fucks sake
>>29147931
i just want to be a normal sane person and lead a normal sane life. It makes it very difficult to be like that with this
cute and or sexy young girls are important
>>29147997
I think people who are attracted to minions should kill themselves
Anyway thanks guys. I don't really feel much better but some of the things you've said have made me see this in a bit of a different perspective. I guess i'll go to a psychiatrist and try to sort this shit out somehow
>>29148146
do that. good luck :)
>>29148146
careful about that, anon. Psychiatrists are legally obligated to report you to authorities if they believe you are a threat to yourself or others.
>>29149564
There might be some Freudian shill faggot who'd think Anon was a pedo, but basically any psych knows that everybody gets weird boners, any cognitive behavioral therapist would just work with anon on thinking about different shit.
>>29147136
(You have been muted for 2 secinds because your comment was unoriginal)
>>29147136
>>29147231
look, being sexualy atracted to a minor is kinda creepy, yes
many pedophiles are atracted to minors because they basicaly missed out on all the "action" in theire youth
you're just reflecting the "what could have ben" part of your sexual evelopment but you're so far down the rabbit hole that you go for even younger girls
that might be sickening for you, as a realisation for the atraction, but don't beat your self up over it
you can overcome it, just accept that you're a beta virgin faggot who had no chance getting laid in your teens, live for the future not the past
and get that trap's penis hard
>>29149707
>implying it's against the law having a sexual preference that does not involve race
>implying OP actualy stated that he hurt a minor
>implying he stated he would consider/planing on doing it
fucking newfag, i hate sumer
Chemical castration sounds fun
go with the suicide option OP
>>29147581
>>29147515
>this is how insecure people are about natural feelings
>>29147136
You're not a pedo, calm down.
