>the depression is back
>tfw
>>29140908
>The depression never left
>>29140908
i blame the niggers living under my bed
>the manic episode ends
>>29140908
You just adopted the depression, anon. I was born in it, molded by it.
![crying-kid[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/JnhLF4D.jpg "crying-kid[1].jpg")
>get depressed
>look at cat i rescued from neglectful home
>she was covered in matted fur, walked around hissing all the time, got scared and scratched you if you tried to pet her
>feel her bump into me as she comes to sleep near me
>she'll roll around on the floor and start purring when i pet her
>>29141101
Stuff like this just makes me feel so weird, like I can just look at a cat and it is completely happy with life and loves you just because you give it home and attention it makes me wish I could be a cat
>it's one of those days
>it's always one of those days
>>29141051
Nice with an interesting depth, saved.
>>29140908
go for some meds senpai
>>29141124
I used to think that way, but I don't think animals can fully appreciate anything the way people do. Not sure if I would want to give that up.
>be me
>18
>muh miild depression
>muh sucidial thoughts
>guns in house
>Go to therapist and get meds
>10mg for two weeks
>shit still blows
>20mg for next two weeks
>meh
>at 40mg right now
>No more voices inside my head = better
>mrw I still have no motivation to do the simplest shit regularly.
>save for a couple of blowjobs, was a robot until I was 23
>had severe depression
>obese
>always thought about how I was cursed
>start to get into guns heavily
>find out I'm not depressed when shooting guns
>get back into vidya some
>get into lifting
>get into enjoying outdoors shit
>depression gone
>happy life
There's still those fleeting moments when I wake up and remember some Stacy that got away or some shit but that's it. Seriously, robots. You're suffering is partially self induced.
>>29140908
It's inevitable ;_;
(Orig)
I'm least depressed when I ignore reality and escape completely or live in denial.
Then the reality of my life eventually hits me like a ton of bricks. Which is especially painful because pretty much everything wrong with me isn't my fault.
I get depressed every summer when I see those sluttily dressed sluts. Creeper caming them just makes me feel like a cuck since Chad actually gets to fuck them. There's no escape
>>29140908
>your self diagnosis and excuses is back
>>29142164
I have been diagnosed by 10 people, all experts in their fields.
>"are you ok anon?"
>"yeah I'm just tired"
I say I'm tired every single day, they must think I have a sleeping disorder or something by now
>tfw you know the depression would stay gone if you stopped abusing party drugs
>make the same stupid decision every weekend, only to hate yourself all of the next week
>>29143100
That's withdrawal you fucking normalfag, not depression
