Paranoia Thread
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I was told by a therapist that it would be a good idea to vent and hear other people's stories on paranoia. This happened about a year ago, things haven't gotten better.
>be total paranoid sperg
>concealed carry at all times
>1911 under pillow and shotgun leaning against nightstand
>deadbolt on bedroom door
>afraid people will break into my house when I'm away
>whenever I get back home, I unholster my gun and clear the house before doing anything
>barred off attic door because that's a weak spot in my defenses
>get gf after years of alone
>doesn't care about extreme paranoia
>feel comfortable around her
>two years after meeting, she moves in
>realizes what a faggot I am
>becomes full liberal, tells me to get rid of guns or her
>freak out
>she leaves me because I won't let go of my paranoia that easily
>haven't interacted with human beings as friends since
>all I do is eat, go to work, clear my house, and shit
>my life is empty
What has your paranoia done to you, r9k?
>>29136860
Youll probably only live to be 50 with all that stress.
>>29136860
Only time Ive actually been paranoid is when I smoked weed a few years ago. I kept checking my window to see if people would break in cause they knew I was high and defenseless, then I thought some van was the FBI trying to get me something I didn't do. I was pretty scared, it seemed real, but I got over it once I wasnt high.
I suffer too from paranoia
Once during psychosis I was clutching a knife for my life because I thought my parents had been switched
Constantly thought people literally wanted to kill me.
Ended up going to hospital
Constantly think think the nurses can read my mind. Thought I was in a nazi death camp.
Still think today people hate me and out to make my life hell.
Schizophrenia isn't fun, guys.
>>29137008
>LOL GUYS IM TOTALLY CRAZY LIKE I SAW NAZIS TRYING TO KILL ME OMG LOL
kys faggot
>>29137008
OP here, I had a similar experience with parents as a kid. I've also never thought anybody was telling the truth to me, and every time I got an emotional reaction out of somebody that wasn't hate I called them out on their bullshit. Looking back on it now, I think a girl actually liked me until I said she was lying. I still have problems believing that people actually talk about me or even acknowledge my existence when I'm not around.
