ITT: Feels
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Something simple to cure what's ailin' ya. Just feel free to let out all those feels you been bottlin' up.
>tfw seeing my friend who's on my level have a gf and has made more content than me
>tfw nearly every person I know has a job or has moved out (or both)
>tfw 19 and fast on my way to being a basement-dwelling virgin who doesn't want to put in the effort to leave
Feels bad m80s
>tfw my 14 year old son posts on 4chan
He mainly sticks to /v/, though. I haven't confronted him about it.
>>29135374
Damn dude. Did he learn it from watching you?
If I was rich I'd strongly consider paying a girl to be my part time girflriend. Like hangout with me at least one day a week and pretend to care about me. Not even so much for loneliness, but so when people ask me how my life is I have something to say. I'd take pictures with her so it's somewhat believable.
>>29135464
No idea, but I keep my 4chan browsing on the down-low, so it's unlikely that he got my little habit.
I guess it's just a natural progression. He started off on reddit and twitch, two years ago. I've only just noticed him on 4chan, starting from a week and a half ago. It's weird to think that you may be baiting your own goddamn son.
>>29135721
That is kinda fuckin' weird.
>tfw married at 19
>tfw each others first everything
>tfw divorced after a year
>left her for someone new
>new girl is hopelessly in love with me
>can't see myself being with her for very long
>haven't finalized divorced
>she's met someone new who 10 years older than me and has his own place
>Don't even know how to drive yet
>I want her back so bad guys
I don't expect you guys to relate but I needed this off my chest
>>29136581
>married
>at 19
>19>fucking 19
I'm sorry about that man. Get on the fucking driving thing as soon as possible, you wouldn't believe how freeing it is.
>>29136581
you got with this new chick and that caused the divorce? or the divorce is unrelated?
All my friends are in or have been in successful relationships. Right now I'm forcing myself to give up any shot at romantic relationships, as girls directly talk to me about how much they hate short guys. (I've been told I would be attractive if I wasn't short, and a girl stopped talking to me after she complained about my height, as well as a group of girls cheering at the hatred of my body.) I get insanely jealous when I read about relationships, even failed ones because at least they were given a chance. They had a shot.
>>29135721
Pretty soon he will be jerking off to furry scat porn, or maybe he already does.
Pray he turns to /pol/ and acknowledges that such degeneracy must be purged.
>stayed up until six a.m yet another night
>this time i couldn't even get to sleep so i got out of bed and started browsing /r9k again
i'm a mental wreck
bumping this thread. Too much shitposting for this to hit page 10
>tfw laying in bed listening to music while thinking of her
> tfw I don't have my own apartment
> tfw still living at home at the age of 27
I hope that second job helps me out of this rut.
>>29135721
you do realize you have the oportunity of personaly getting of the cancer that plagues this board. Also do you really want him to turn into a robot? Why are you even allowing him on the computer man
I have to give up half my life to a shit job just to sustain a life i dont want. I think about suicide day and night, but my religion keeps me from acting on it. Ive gotten therapy and meds and it helps alot but not enough to give me any shred of happiness. The worst part is i know people are worse off than me and i feel like an entitled prick.
I got my first job this summer. It's only part-time and unrelated to what I want to do with my career>implying I have a career planbut it's something to give to employers to say, "hey, I'm not a complete fuck-up!" That is, assuming I can keep this job.
Other than that, I'm crushing on a girl that I know I shouldn't be crushing on. I've talked about it before but if anyone wants more details I'll go into it.
And I'm all out of alcohol, and I don't get paid for another week or so, and my friend won't pay me the money he owes me, so that's cool.
ALSO MY FUCKING LAPTOP BROKE, it wasnt even me who broke it but i still pay for it. Fuck...
>>29135346
>about to graduate
>have non-glamorous job in field that pays well
>did not get into any grad/med schools
>extended family already ready to shit on me since their other adult children have failed and they're done shitting over each other for that
>final year long project presentation ruined by dumb cunt literally saying "shit" on stage in front of several professors
>classmates trying to blame me for presentation's failure despite the fact I wasn't the one cursing onstage.
There's a department graduation "celebration" (not the real graduation ceremony) this Friday. Considering how shit these last 2 weeks were I'm considering not going since it's mainly for my graduating class although I want to be respectful to my professors who I have never had any quarrel with.
Wat do?
>>29137976
>I'm crushing on a girl that I know I shouldn't be crushing on. I've talked about it before but if anyone wants more details I'll go into it.
Let's hear it then.
>tfw if you never message someone first nobody ever messages you
The worst part about this feel, is that I will never understand it, how do normies communicate? Are there secret beta normies who are the ones who message people first and I just never run into them because I'm not alpha?
>tfw turning 22 in 2 days
>tfw normies keep telling me it gets better
>tfw it is actually worse as time goes on
>>29138153
Sometimes a person will message me first, and I'll be really confused.
It really is almost completely at random.
>>29137976
I tried to get my first job this summer but I ficked up all my interviews and resumes and I wanna die bc no job
>>29135346
>tfw every time I close my eyes I see her face.
She was perfect/10. and now I'll never see her again. or love again.
FUCK why dose life take so long
>>29138168
It honestly makes me feel like my existence is a burden on everyone who knows me. Also,
>tfw disabling normiebook for your birthdays
If your only reason for talking to me in 365 days is my birthday then these so called friends can all fuck right off
>>29137880
Just because others have it worse than you doesn't make your problems are invalid, anon.
Ditch your job, live in your car while travelling the country. Take odd jobs along the that you can use your skill for sustenance. It will be a hell of a ride.
>>29138117
>final year long project presentation ruined by dumb cunt literally saying "shit" on stage in front of several professors
Oh shit I remember you
You should go, try and clear things up. Sorry about your cunt friend.
Funny enough, I did something similar during my last high school choir class.
>last day
>I'd planned to do Piano Man as my final song (had been doing the harmonica part for a while, actually fairly easy)
>my pianist has only played the song like twice, so he goes really slow
>I fuck up a couple times
>at one point I literally just look down and without thinking say "shit"
>the class fucking erupts in laughter
>I take it on the chin and continue
>no one ever speaks of it again beyond a couple scattered mumblings.
Feels good m8
>>29138148
Alright, it's not too interesting but whatever.
A couple years ago was my freshman year of college. I was lucky enough to meet a couple of people that would be my friends since that point. One guy friend had a female friend from high school (we'll call her E) that also goes to our college, so we ended up being around each other a decent amount of time. This girl was ridiculously hot, I'm talking solid 9/10, so I figured I didn't have a chance with her. But she seemed really interested in me, and she would always act really excited when she saw me, give me a big hug, all that stuff. We had really similar personalities too, it seemed. Eventually I got really drunk, thought she was hitting on me, and tried to kiss her. Turns out she wasn't interested in me like that at all, and even though she says it's fine and she understands it, she hasn't been the same with me since then, and I understand that.
The same day I met E, I also met her friend who we'll call M. I didn't think much of M the first time I met her since I didn't think she was as hot as E and E had a personality type that was more like mine anyway. Last year, I had a class with M so I ended up seeing M a lot more often, and we started talking a little bit. She's the complete opposite of me, always happy, speaks her mind no matter how dumb her thoughts are, and is just extroverted in general. M is also out of my league, probably about a 7/10, but I like her personality so much more. I never thought I would be into a girl like her but I am. We haven't really talked since the semester ended, but she'll send me a generic snapchat or something every now and again. I know the type of guy that she goes for, I even know a few of the guys she's fucked, and based on that I know she's not interested in me, but she's one of the only people that I'm genuinely just happy to be around, and I know I like her more than as a friend.
>>29138261
Since I didn't make it anywhere, I will be working in the project advisor's (who was in the audience) lab for the next year or so. He's sympathetic and generally laid back, but I don't know how well he'll take me not coming considering how he helped plan the event.
I'm obviously pissed about how people are trying to blame me, but there's precious little I can do since my class wouldn't want to listen to me anyways. After all, it's such an excellent way to bond their ingroup against an outgroup. They're already glorifying the dumb cunt so someone else has to take the blame, and there's no consequences for them anyways since we're all graduating.
It almost makes me want to cancel my intention to graduate form and delay graduation for a year since I feel ashamed to be associated with this year's graduating class. But then again if I do that my family will have yet another reason to shit on me.
>>29138334
Ah I getcha. I was expecting something dramatic like you literally should not want to date them but no I think I can understand that feel.
>>29138176
Where did you apply?
>>29138437
Yeah I realized right after posting that that part was pretty vague and made it seem more interesting than it is.
>>29138399
In the end I think you gotta put your needs first here.
If you feel like it's gonna be better for you in the long run to graduate a year later, do it and block your family from your phone. What's the worst they can do?
>>29138503
That's why I said "almost". There's no easy way I can delay for another year since I'm pretty much maxed out of units to take, not to mention the family would make me pay tuition in full for that wasted year.
The big question now is do I go to the department ceremony or not?
>have asked out girls before, not a lot (maybe like 5), but it's a lot for me cause crippling anxiety
>either reject me or don't even answer, don't even know why
>start becoming jaded
>don't even want to bother with women anymore if it is like my previous tries, see them as just a hassle and not worth it
>little bro graduates highschool, mother tries to talk to me when we're sitting at the procession and says stuff like "hey, that girls pretty cute huh anon?"
>just reply with a "yea, I guess" in an unenthusiastic manner, she can tell
>get back home, hear her talking to my dad thinking i might be gay
I just want off this ride.
>>29138459
I had 2 interviews for camp counselor positions, also submitted about 20 applications for summer jobs in retail
My poor social skills eventually ruin everything rip
>>29135346
>sexually assualted my sister during our childhood
>finally got confronted by my parents over a year later
>felt worse than I ever have, or likely ever will again
>we resolved it to a degree later on
>I can now forget for months at a time
>then, sudden flash back to the day I got confronted
>ruins my whole day
>have just come to accept/ignore it and move on
>still miss the days when my sister and I connected
>now I feel like there's some basic disconnect at all times, nothing major, just enough to make me notice it
>fuck me
>tfw I read red pill content for 6 hours today
anyone have any blue pill stories?
>>29138596
Did you try fast food? I got rejected from everywhere I worked until I sucked it up and applied for a McJob. It's been horrible, they made me come in multiple times to keep filling out forms, the training videos were mindless and boring, the supervisors don't do much supervising and are flat out gone half the time, but I get a paycheck and can bond with my coworkers in our hatred of the job.
>>29138629
If you're the type to read and invest six hours of time into red pill content then you're probably dead set on believing it.
>friend keeps saying I could totally get a gf
>ask girl out
>get told I'm a creep
what was I expecting?
>>29138629
what are robots' stance on red pill?
>>29137582
>already figured out about 4chan
>will always come back to it no matter what
its too late
