How did it all come to this, robots? Why am I condemned to live this underlife? Am I really this bad? What did I do wrong? Do I deserve it?
I don't think I'm a bad person, I'm not good neither, but definetely not bad. Why can't I have the same things that everybody has? I'm not asking for fame, wealth and this kind of stuff. I just wanted friends, hobbies, someone who loves me. It's not that much.
The list of people karma forgot keep getting longer..
>>29127182
I believe we did something really horrible in our previous lives and now have to pay for it.
>>29127149
You're just another case of "young male teen who got into porn and videogames too much".
Your negative thinking combined with your circumstances has produced exactly the kind of person you are right now.
>>29127149
But that's wrong. Why would we be punished for something we did in our previous life? It was them, not us. We're a completely different person.
Whatever I did, I'm sorry.
>>29127224
actually it is not. I just finished college and then there was a big nothing. I have a job, but it feels like its only purpose is to keep me living and suffering more. I have money and I have nothing I want to spend on. I have no one to talk. I don't "chat" in weeks
In my experience there are two types of people: those who invest in life and those who seek to detach themselves from it.
The former group represent the majority of people, though in varying degrees, the most common being the type of individual who seeks to subscribe to as many cultural and ideological beliefs as they can in order to feel existentially secure and confident about the way they talk and behave. The most successful of this group are those who do whatever it takes to impress other people and / or to dominate them. The external world exists as something to manipulate and impose one's will on.
The latter group, which I count myself among, withdraw from the external world and seek comfort and solace in our imaginations and in isolation, free from external influences and a social environment which tends to overwhelm us. Sensory experience isn't considered all that important and routine is preferred, often a routine which involves a very basic and outwardly boring set of actions, performed without strenuous labour, which allow us to spend whatever free time available alone immersed in our own perspectives and imagined realities. Whereas the former group see the external world as something to master and dominate, the latter group views the internal world as something to master and dominate, valuing a detailed memory, an expanded imagination, and a large number of personal principles and convictions.
>>29127380
Is this the extrovert/introvert dichotomy?
>>29127222
It's not karma my friend. Most peoples lifes are extremely superficial and mundane, simply trying to make ends meet and survive another day of suffering. We keep ourselves busy by the means of superficial entertainment (escapism) and striving for goals of no real value. It's not the works of some divine intervention condemning us to a life of suffering, It is the work of evil selfish beings, creating and sustaining a corrupt system where the minority live in true freedom and let the majority live under the illusion of it, only for us to contribute to the perfection of that hopeless system by the means of paying taxes. We are slaves of the most sivilized form. Our home our cell, our job our slavery and society our handler. We are really just self sustained slaves, the best kind that is and most are oblivious to that fact. I truly envy those individuals, I truly do. There is absolutely nothing wrong with any one of you, your sadness and suffering are just sideeffects of our current reality. Do not for a moment believe it's you that is the problem.
It probably has something to do with the fact that you spend all day jacking off to cartoons.
