>What are you addicted to?
>How much damage/cost has it brought to you?
>>29126687
*caused you
>poker
>~2,500$
weed
10-30 pound (currency, not weight yet) a day, usually just 2g
its hit 4.5 a few times but i had to have the day off after to get back to 'normal'
this has been two and a half years now, its affected my relationships with others massively and how i am as a person
>>29126748
Mine would be weed too if I had the money. Think I should get a job just for the weed.
I spent over $4000 on lottery tickets. Have 9 for today's mega millions draw, how much more should I buy at 7-11 before draw closes?
>>29126708
it affects me by making my mood swing even more than it already does. When I'm doing well I'm on top of the world, when I drop down even a little bit..I become depressed. and now ive been down a lot
>Coffee
No idea, about 10euros a month
>Cutting
Nothing but the chance to ever wear t-shirts outside, swim and the chance to ever get a gf.
>>29126835
women cut themselves more than men, so join some cutters anonymous group and get yourself a gf as disfigured as you are
>>29126835
is that your picture anon?
you also are at risk of infection
>>29126748
>how i am as a person
What do you mean?
Porn and masturbation
It cost me the one gf I was ever able to get. She had an Asian fetish so even though I was below her league she didn't care. It was a great setup.
But during my lonely no gf years I had gotten so addicted to porn and masturbating. I masturbated so much, even by robot standards.
So even when I got a gf I wasn't able to kick the habit, cause it was too entrenched. And I lost her cause of it.
Even if kick the habit I won't ever be able to pull a girl like her again.
>>29126942
damn idiot. you just take a damn shower like a normal person
>>29126980
I did. But she suspected and confronted me about it, and she could see the answer on my face cause I'm a terrible liar.
So I said I'd try to stop. But of course I didn't. I didn't jerk off AS much, but I couldn't stop looking at porn. I cleared my history so I felt I was safe but she had been monitoring my computer from hers as it turns out and saw what I was looking at.
Repeat 2 more times of promising to quit and getting caught again and she said she had enough.
>>29126687
I'm addicted to marijuana heh
I have a vaporizer and I use a quarter ounce every month, this is vaporizing two 0.1 gram bowls with my Vapir NO2 every night. So it wouldn't be expensive if I had a job. But then I would probably use more if I had a job.
My dispensary offers some lower quality marijuana for $75 an ounce, I think I am going to get that and some single skin papers to roll some 100 small joints. The reason is with my particular vaporizer you are sitting there for 30 minutes until the weed stops giving you vapor, and sometimes you just want to smoke weed as it is quicker.
>>29126748
Same here my brother. It feels like weed opened up doors in my perception and changed both my view of the world and myself, and in some ways I'm happy about that, but it has truly changed my interests and personality. I just can't seem to relate with people the same way anymore, people I have known my whole life really. Most feel superficial and care about equally superficial goals or objects and derive their own self worth based on what they do, have and what others think of them and also judge others based on those standards. It's like I have transcended societys conditioning about what life truly is about, and now I feel trapped in the mundane everyday lifestyle humanity has taken on, when all I desire is exploration, new experiences and adventure. There is nothing that excites me anymore, it's like the fire stopped burning and the candle is all that remains. Thanks for reading my blog, sincerely Anon.
Buying old music on CD. Not kidding.
Tens of thousands of dollars.
>>29126687
Tools, I do buy lots and lots of tools.
I guess it's because the happy feel you get once you have mastered the use of a particular tool and then you can bend matter in new and improved ways.
Probably like 2000 U$D, but I could sell all that in a very short time since I do always buy quality tools and you can always resell tools.
Damage? hmm I guess i spend like 50% more that the cost of the repair buying the tool the first time, but then it's free.
(Mostly wood tools, metal machining tools (small lathe) and accessories.)
>masturbation
It costs me a lot of time, and I've also spent maybe $30 over the years on clips of obscure Swedish and Japanese fetish porn.
>Arizona iced tea
$2 a day, every day. $730 a year. Not even joking.
>>29126748
>2g
>10-30 pounds
does no one in the UK buy in bulk?
Playing video games and browsing internet too much, instead of socializing (in high school). Still a kissless virgin
>coffee
>overeating
>masturbation
>tfw mommy and daddy but all the beans, food, and internet I can pig out on
I'd probably still be a mentally ill retard, but I'd weigh about 100 pounds less if I wasn't such a shit.
>>29126687
The only thing that I am addicted to is sedatives before bed.
It used to be alcohol, which got really bad-- waking up hung over was the norm, would often drink 10+ beers or half a bottle of whiskey or 2+ bottles of wine.
My friend convinced me to take a day off of drinking and I felt great. I can now just have a glass of wine or a beer in a night without feeling the need to keep drinking.
Unfortunately, I now take nighttime sleep aids. My favorite is 30-45mg of diphenhydramine syrup mixed with Sprite.
4chan
drugs
videogames
pornography
being a lazy piece of shit who doesn't finish what he started
staying inside all day feeling sorry for myself
reading up on things i shouldn't be
the cost:
a metric fuckton of wasted potential
>>29127669
For real, if I were smoking 2 grams a day I would be buying in pounds, or in kilos.
>>29127740
I would recommend an adderall prescription for the overeating thing, but I can't really do that in good conscience because you say that you are mentally ill and masturbate a lot, which amphetamine will exacerbate.
>>29127811
I was thinking more along the lines of ounces or QP/HP, but still
i used to be addicted to heros of newearth (its kind of a moba which is just dead now)
and i got a shit rep within my family since i was just an addict to a video game and rarely got out of the house. i also got really fat and stuff since i did nothing but play a god damn video game
>>29127846
I'd take adderall if I knew where to get it.
I had a bunch my senior year of high school so I could complete everything I needed to for graduation and it felt so fucking good.
>>29127428
i feel like i need this cds in my house
btw is that an Alice cooper potrait on top of you closet?
>>29127799
>mentions drugs
>doesn't say what drugs
What drugs?
>>29127983
just weed. does coffee count?
benzos
used to be bad, was taking 12mg etizolam a day
lost all my friends, people I knew since I was 13 dropped me
now seeing a psychiatrist and got switched to Valium, now I'm down to about 20mg Valium per day
feels bretty gud, still no friends but I prefer it this way desu. comfy NEET
be careful with benzos brobots
Pleasure in general. So, dopamine, I guess. I never had a problem with any particular drug (except benzos, which I'm just over a month clean from, but that was purely physical), I've always cycled through and never really had a drug of choice, but I have very little self-control (and what I do have, I don't care to exert). The result is that if you put any drugs in front of me, I'll keep doing them until they're gone, then I'll switch to food or sugary drinks or masturbating. I'm just so wired for instant gratification, I'm like the embodiment of Western fast-food culture, except I'm not fat.
Overall I'm pretty satisfied with my barely-restrainted hedonistic lifestyle.
I think because, rather than inspite of, my constant novelty seeking, I've never found it difficult to stop taking even drugs considered very addictive, like meth and opiates. I actually found weed harder to quit.
>>29128047
GL with the benzos bro. It took me 1.5 y but I did it without a doctor and couldn't get small enough doses of Valium to taper for a while.
It's a weird withdrawal. The intensity of the withdrawals doesn't fall steadily like you'd expect. One day it might be as intense as ever and the next day, gone.
WHY CAN'T I GET HIGH OFF DIPHENHYDRAMINE?
WHY? WHY? WHY?
valium, some other drugs
pretty much failed university (don't know if i get to do exam resits) due to crippling withdrawals and not caring about other things/rebound anxiety
>>29128391
Take a tolerance break, /del/bro. When dph can't get me high I usually switch to dxm for a couple of weeks and alternate every 2 or so
>Weed
I smoke less than 2g a week currently but it's only because I'm on the N33tbux.
When I am working I usually smoke about 6-8g a week which is like 60-100 pounds a week in the UK.
I literally cant stop myself if I have the money, it's the only thing that makes me feel good these days.
>What are you addicted to?Japanese shit
>How much damage/cost has it brought to you?More than you can possibly imagine
>>29129784
i took 750mg my first time and didn't feel a thing
didn't even make me tired
>>29126687
I just recently started replacing my old autismware from the times I shopped with my mom.
Actually buying and wearing clothes others do too has become addictive.
I think I'm gonna spend tons on clothes and shopping this year alone.
Seeing how good I look in that shit is nice.
>>29126687
>Buying Military Surplus
i know its sounds ridiculous but i could supply an army, i spend all my money to things i don't even need
>What are you addicted to
Nicotine, caffeine
>How much cost has it brought to you?
At first, nothing, then slowly it escalated to anywhere from $100-$200/mo depending on how much free time I have.
>>29129875
Dafuq
When did you take it? How much do you weigh? Did you eat beforehand?
>>29126687
Beat my addiction to caffeine, nicotine, and benzos but I can't fucking stop drinking and collecting porn.
>porn
costs me nothing but my dignity and self-respect
>alcohol
At least $10 every other day for the last 6 years, God fucking help me and my liver.
>>29130166
after work, 150lbs, no
>>29130248
Oh and I nearly forgot, I'm addicted to four medications I'm prescribed that if I stop taking for a week may actually kill me. I get them all for free, though.
Looking at her social media stuff. No money, but it has cost me my sanity and a big chunk of my heart.
>>29127341
Weed I suppose. I smoke a gram a day, buy $40 quarters weekly. Aside from the $40 a week, it hasn't hurt my life too bad I think? I go to school and keep up with all that stuff, but I'm not at all social and spend my free time just stoned and playing vidya I guess. I don't like people is my justification but I could just be saying that because I'm stoned all the time. Fuck if I know.
>>29126812
You know the lottery is called an idiot tax for a reason, right?
binge food and wine.
3 years man. I have no idea how much $$$ I have spent doing this disgusting shit, and don't want to even think about it.
I just lose my sense of reality, go to the supermarket and buy a lot of expensive food and wine (in a box, because I'm trash), then I sit in my computer while browsing 4chan and start eating everything.
My stomach hurts. Go upstairs and throw up everything for hours. Then I get the wine boxes and start drinking while crying.
I'm so dead inside, I just feel ashamed of myself and that's all
>>29126687
Caffine, I can't go a single day without needing to drink several cups of tea.
>>29126687
internet
probably 90% of my life
Prostitutes.
Around $1200 so far this year.
>>29126687
>Alcohol and to a much lesser extent marijuana
>Alcohol will definitely take it's toll on me. I quit smoking because my fear of heart disease that runs in my family. Alcohol could be just as bad. I wish I could pick up the pipe more often than the bottle cause I like it better and I can actually do stuff but ma hates pot and I'm still living here with her. If I could wake and bake I could actually do something rather than sulk until I can get drunk. I hate my life so much, OP. Just end me.
>>29126687
>cigarettes
>thousands of dollars
>horrid lung capacity, etc.
>alcohol
>thousands of dollars
>numerous broken friendships
>assaults
>horrid memories
>cocaine
>thousands of dollars
>broken friendships
>lying, thieving, assaults
>horrid memories
>was a "hustler" (read: male prostitute) for a while
>>29126942
Looks like more of a gain to me than a loss, wouldn't want a paranoid hoe who rejects masturbation
>sex and porn
seriously not kidding. can't hold relationship because I'll end up cheating/sexting another girl.
Heroin, cocaine, marijuana, sports betting, sex, tobacco
At least 6 figures, all my romantic relationships, my family, school, a few jobs, my health, a decade of my life
Weed and food.
I gained back the 60lbs I lost and also spend like $250+ a month on weed alone.
Im addicted to self destruction
I've destroyed everything in my own life
>>29126687
Comfortable shyness.
Never asked out the girl I should have because I thought she would say no, as it turns out she liked me.
But when I found that out it was a few months too late, the magic was gone.
Gay Porn
Thought I was straight but everytime I watch porn now, I have a habit of staring at the dicks and end up switching to gay porn. Everyday I can't stop thinking about dick and I have trouble paying attention in class. I feel so miserable.
league of legends ruined my gpa
almost cost me my relationship but we cool :)
>>29126687
I guess shopping in general. I've spent money on toys, shoes and clothes that could have been spent for something better.
>>29126687
Sex. I'm not kidding. I have a stable girl who isn't really my girlfriend officially but pretty much is at the same time. I love her and she's a damn awesome girl, killer in bed too, but I just can't keep my dick in my pants for some reason.
And yet I'll I jump on Tinder, find girls and go for drinks and fuck them. I love it, I can't get enough of it. I love women and I love pleasuring them in so many ways.
Was very addicted to cigarettes ~15 rollies a day for 4 years. And weed, maybe a gram a day depending on much money / stash I had.
I quit all that. With weed I just slowly weened myself off by smoking tiny one hit bowls and practiced meditation before bed.
Cigs were really difficult, I didn't mind the physical withdrawal so much as the hopeless and desperation that persists for weeks afterwards.
Alcohol I'd like to give up to, but it's hard when my parents always offer it on the weekend.
>>29126812
>lotto tickets
This too I guess, ever since the billion dollar powerball I've had this tug that this is the only way out. Will probably buy one for tomorrows drawing. Was going to get one today, but anxiety.
And internet of course.
>>29132088
Download grindr and bedone with it. No point spend your life running away from desire.
Cigarrets.
About 200 dolars. I don't smoke that much.
>>29127962
The magazine on top of the shelf picturesTiny Tim
Camwhores
Spent over $1k on it by now. I just really like having a girl do whatever I ask and interacting with me.
I'm disgusted everytime I do it. I'm trying to stop doing it, but I always end up coming back.
>>29126687
clonopin
and im withdrawing bad
