>Want to cry
>Can't
how do I cry /r9k/
>tfw the other night i actually sat in silence in the dark thinking about a spree shooting and suicide
the ride keeps getting wilder than i ever dreamed
>>29122091
Is this not normal? I've fantasized about murder/suicide almost daily since I was 12/13ish.
I mean I hate that it's so depressing but I thought it was normal to think about?
>>29122137
i mean ive always thought of it in passing, but i actually sat down just for the purpose of thinking about it, contemplating it, where i would do it
i would hit a high school prom. i didn't get to go.
>>29122137
>>29122155
or even better, a graduation ceremony. didnt go to that either
>>29122155
That's pretty much my nightly thing. Sometimes I lay down and nap during the day just to think a bit.
I would never kill anybody, but I do like to imagine the set up/their reactions/what I would say.
Suicide is a more non intention thought. It just seems to flash in my head. I just see images of me bleeding out of hanging from a ceiling.
>>29122065
>listen to love song
>visualise killing myself while listening to it
>cry
>>29122137
OP here fleeting thoughts of doing so are normal but I too like you have these feels daily, it just feels like killing people would give my life some kind of direction and release
ITT edgy autistic summerfags with no friends
>>29122265
Hey now buddy I joined in April.
>>29122265
i'm 19 and i've been here on this board for five years
>>29122265
NORMIE LEAVE
LEAVE
LEAVE
LEAVE
LEAVE
>>29122277
ITT edgy autistic retards with no friends*
Better?
>>29122265
>Anyone whose thought I can't comprehend must be edgy
pls >>>/out/ do you think I want to feel the ways I do I am just speaking the truth of my feelings
>>29122301
>edgy
Nah, I just like the power fantasy of murder/suicide and very rarely find places where it's okay to talk about.
>autistic
Lol, since when is this an insult here?
>retards
Probably.
>no friends
Well no shit.
rate my comfy spot
there's a pond behind all the trees
>>29122502
shit wrong thread
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>>29122502
Its pretty comfy looking anon
Don't know man sometimes when I yawn I can make myself cry if I let my eyes shake enough
https://clyp.it/hd5rm3px
>>29122502
What do you do out there anon? Just stand around?
>>29122607
I can make myself cry in a way by just not blinking and letting my eyes get irritated but its just like putting on a fake smile it doesn't actually change the way you feel
The yuru yuri episode 'the akari who leapt through time' always makes me cry.
>>29123264
Anime has made me cry before but its crying for other peoples pains not your own which is what I really need
