Are you people actually as fucked as you claim to be?? Please tell me half this shit is just made up in your shit brains. Some of these stories and descriptions of your lives make me question reality. I mean fuck you dumb niggers just stop doing so much weird shit...why is that so hard?
>>29121968
we don't know what weird shit is, so we do it on accident
do you think we're autistic on purpose or something
what is weird for you?
Do not like to go out because you are bullied by your peers?
Not being loved? well that is usual for me.
>normies can't grasp the fact that different people live their lives on different ways
>what is mental illness
>what are personality disorders
Op here. I understand everyone is really fucking different and enjoys many different things and thats cool to each their own. but i am FAR from a fucking normie and i have a ton of bullshit in my own life whether its from other people or my own fuck ups but its not that fucking hard to learn from mistakes and stop mking things worse and start making them better. No one talked to me when i was fat so i took a fucking lap and now i feel great. it made things better so as new problems arise you should fucking deal with them and learn to fix them but instead you people seem to make it worse and learn nothing and do the same stupid shit repeatedly until you fucked everything up. Just sayin.
I'm old. That's important, because I paid VERY close attention along the way. You could actually learn from me, and somehow apply it to your own life to try to minimize the disappointments and maximize the rewards. I'm serious.
I am just like you. I'm a massive failure on many levels. All humans are. Im also quite a success story. We all are.
I was an uber-introverted BETA my entire childhood. But I found an ability to create an 'alter ego' of an ALPHA.. Its just part of the yin & yang. That ALPHA lays dormant in each of you. Its not hard to awaken it.
In life, you will NEVER accomplish 'it', whatever 'it' is, by NOT TRYING. The fastest way to not succeed is to give up. This self-defeatist is now A TRENDY FASHION STATEMENT.
How unfortunate, that at the EXACT time you needed advice like mine, failure became a cute trend. These are THE BEST years of your lives, I assure you.... Stop wasting them. Go get what you want out of life.
You're smart... Go out there and impress them. Open up. FAKE IT if you must. you'll still have plenty of 'self loathing' to do on your own time. Life will still suck. BUT AT LEAST YOU WOULD HAVE TRIED.
(self defeatism is VERY unattractive)
CONFIDENCE is what breeds success.
>>29122256
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One thing that seems readily apparent in here:
A majority of you don't seem to have had a father figure to demonstrate ALPHA...
or if you did, somebody wasn't paying attention.
This trendy beta shit is effeminate.
Its EXACTLY what chicks do NOT dig
Its exactly what gets people nowhere
>>29122308
METH AND
HETEROSEXUALITY
two topics that you have no knowledge of whatsoever
Think of it as little children crying for attention. But instead apply it to adults trying too hard to feel different, so they alienate themselves in such a way that is both attention seeking and isolating.
i constantly hear this bullshit excuse,"its not that easy" well mother fucker not a lot of shit in life is easy so if you arent willing to work hard toward anything just fucking get out now. Nobody is going to just hand you shit so if your excuse is "its not that easy" then stfu.
>>29122308
FACTOID FOR THE FATBOY:
while you mimmick and parrot misinformation about drugs, you cannot name even ONE way that 'occasionally being intoxicated' has effected me negatively... You have NO education in Internal Medicine, pharmacology, or psychology whatsoever... (I do)
I illustrated my first International magazine cover at the age of 12, the same here I painted my first Elvis Presley portrait for a celebrity... Jerry Lee Lewis, one of literally dozens of celebrities I have painted Elvis for.
Painting Elvis for celebrities is exactly what led me to being hired as ZZ Top's art director at Warner Brothers recording division... I got to work with some of the biggest names in the business... My paintings hang in celebrities homes, and I've illustrated album covers & did production design on music videos.
I've ALWAYS had a hot wife or gf since the day I lost my virginity. I have literally NOT been without a chick, and I never 'tried to get one'... They've all come to me.
If you had a leg to stand on, you would. But you have nothing. You bark out prepubescent, acne riddled accusations about subjects that you know absolutely NOTHING about.
HINT: that's a symptom of ignorance.
>>29122043
Make believe
The funniest part ?... Because you are so convinced you're intelligent (which you are) you're too busy to see what you DON'T know...
Lol @ an inexperienced, stunted development, ADMITTED cowardly failure Beta faggot thinking he's Smarter or Better than ME...
hahaha dude... I literally wipe my ass with guys like you... Creampuff... While you try to convince yourself of your 'worth', I'm busy blowing loads into chicks
(Yes, little boy.. My wife is bisexual, and we have a 19 year old girlfriend)
oddly, the opinion of my wife & our gf 'outweigh' yours...
Now run along and tell yourself you're a 'barfight beta' hahaha
*blows a hit of pot smoke at you and you fall down*
>>29122614
i am not even the guy who you are talking but why do you come here? to say to us come out and play with girls?
do you not think we already did that? i already did that several times, always failed, but the real problem is that i do not want to pump and dump, i want love. i want to feel.
and the only thing i can feel is anger and orgasms.
you are telling to me i do not try?
mate i could care less about your life or lack of but at least try to be reasonable, most people here already tried the alpha thing and did not work out.
>>29122718
So giving up and slinking down into a dark hole and dying young from obesity is better?
op here. I dont give a shit if you want to sit in the basement and get fat that wasnt the point of this thread. But just because you dont go outside and do things with other people doesnt mean you should play with your own shit or jerk off to kiddie porn. thats the weirdness you people need to rethink.
>>29121968
Shittiest thread on the catalog right now. Good job, OP
>>29122586
READY ?
I'm going to give you tens of thousands of dollars worth of 'psychology' training for free:
The actual terminology is important.. Very important so strive to get it correct. The terminology is 'organic psychiatric disorder', as opposed to a chemically-induced psychosis... They're not called mental illnesses, there's no such thing as 'crazy' or 'insane'.
There are only TWO actual organic psychiatric disorders on Earth : BIPOLAR (spectrum) & SCHIZOAFFECTIVE (spectrum) disorders.
With the exception of 'autism', a term continually misused in here, bipolar & schizo are THE ONLY REAL PSYCHIATRIC DISORDERS .. Everything else is a behavioral disorder.
Affective = a persons mood
Bipolar & schizo are both mood disorders.
Bipolar = more extreme levels of emotional range, more energy, highly intelligent
Schizo= the perception that some 'external force' is controlling your existence
BEHAVIORAL DISORDERS: manifesting odd behavior to compensate and or deal with unresolved issues from the past
ATYPICAL ANTIPSYCHOTICS: the classification of Hocus Pocus witch doctor medicine usually developed to treat schizophrenia, but all too often off labelled for bipolar and even for ppl without organic psychiatric disorders.
DO NOT TAKE ATYPICAL ANTIPSYCHOTICS
AGAIN: DO NOT
They 'change your core personality', meaning YOU WILL NO LONGER BE 'YOU'. They figure this is better than being an' irritating schizophrenic'.
Any questions?
>>29122718
Classic Self-Defeatism... Thank you for proving my point
this has quickly turned into true shit posting
>>29122828
ACTUALLY, THIS IS THE ONLY RELEVANT THREAD...
but how 'untrendy' it would be for you to suddenly stop being a wimp
>>29122884
RE: SHIT POSTS
to me, people who justify their failures by falsely reassuring each other 'they never would've succeeded in the first place' is the shitposting.
If only you knew HOW MANY times I've been faced with a brick wall and managed to turn it into a red carpet.
Similarly, I've had many red carpets turn into walls. It goes with the territory. I'm outside right now, with my wife. The wind is blowing. It feels great to be alive to witness all of this. The good AND bad...
Snap out of it.
>>29123003
You feeling okay there, champ?
>>29123003
I'm 80% sure you are sitting in the computer lab of a mental hospital somewhere and hopefully your slotted computer time is about to run up so the the orderly can come get you and drag you back to the padded room and sedate you until your computer time tomorrow.
>>29122718
By the way case you are unaware... My comment was directed towards a particular person, and not specifically about to this thread... It was a prepubescent acne faced PC baby who was suggesting that because I occasionally choose to become slightly intoxicated, that my life experiences have no value for the younger people in here to actually learn from...
I was simply explaining that no drug Ever made me stupid, betray my friends or myself, and if anything they were actually HELPFUL in my career as a professional illustrator...
My comment had very little to do with the cowardice of BETA, and everything you do with the misconception that if somebody gets high they are bad and their opinions are irrelevant. He didn't realize I had long since surpassed any level of 'success' that he will ever achieve in his entire life.
I was simply clarifying the obvious:
It was HIS opinions which carried absolutely no weight whatsoever
( let me know the next time Aaron Paul the actor who played Jesse on Breaking Bad asks you to paint a portrait for him, THEN tell me drugs kept me from succeeding )
I don't see you doing any drugs you, nor do I see you accomplishing anything with your life... What exactly is YOUR excuse?
>>29123196
You might as well replace everything you've written here today with "REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" cause that's all I'm getting from it
>>29123035
Feeling fanfuckingtastic ! Thanks for asking.... Just sharing a little harsh reality with some Trendy Emo Girls, who are all disguised as young adult males
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>>29123273
doesn't even know how to use a tripfag. Absolutely disgusting
>>29123273
>not wanting to be emoe
Why? Life's end goal is to be moe, senpai.
>>29122860
until this post i was skeptical, but now i am enthralled, please continue.
>>29123104
metaphorically, perhaps. But then again, that would eloquently describe your plight as well.
Much to your dismay, I'm actually sitting in the park, with an unseasonable breeze blowing, listening to birds chirp as my lovely wife edits videos on her dalvik device... Meanwhile, I'm just sitting here laughing inside at how many ppl just like you I got to walk past, as I cut in line and gained backstage entry in this concert called LIFE.
Bravo @ your masculinity attempt.
blow me, since you're not going to be bedding any women any time soon.
(You can convince yourself you're not gay AFTERWARDS)
>>29122769
i am not obese
>>29122881
self-defeatism? i was defeated by socieaty not by myself.
>>29123196
i could care less what you do with your free time, but if you keep assuming most people should keep trying the same thing when said thing fails everytime they do it, the stupid one is not the one who stops trying.
i am not even trying to hate you, but if you could not grasp that it is because you live in a different world from ours and could not understand, and i envy you for that.
>>29123392
You are probably the biggest faggot I have ever seen here and I say probably because I didn't even bother to read your posts
Look....
I'm NOT against you... None of you. In fact I COMPLETELY RELATE... I have never used labels because that's where communication meets walls.
But if you're going to insist on mimmickry and trendy labelling, I'm BETA... I'm also ALPHA. I'm quite sure I'm a mixture of ALL the catchphrases of the month, while simultaneously NONE of them at all.
I'm simply trying to convey a message I feel everyone's missing in here: this behavioral pattern isn't new. But it IS epidemic right now.
Too bad. Its always led to only one thing:
Not being able to say you fought the good fight. To admit that you ALLOWED defeat...
My father blew the top of his head & his face off with a .357... my stepfather jumped off a building in Memphis when I was a kid. I had ALL KINDS of reasons to behave like you, and I DID behave like you.
But it didn't define me.
There's a middle ground, and its not something you want to say you 'tried' but gave up.... Its FUN...
life is FUN... it really is... And I'm the first one to box myself in front of a computer and isolate. I'm a complete isolationist, who happens to be married, and although I hate the human race, I really REALLY enjoy interacting and finding the good in things.
>>29123604
Does your wife walk through walls and tell you to kill people?
>>29123604
I taught myself how to model, sequence and render full blown 16 million color 3D animation on the early Commodore Amigas. I am a TOTAL computer loser from wayyyy back. Yes, your 'plight' existed long before you thought it did.
I'm an ardent technophile, and have a lot more reason to crawl into a shell than you do... However I stopped my 'woe is me' crap, and tried my best to attain whatever I could out of this life...
I have no apologies, and I'm often amazed that MY lowly level of success sometimes seems stellar compared to many ppl I meet...
Actually proud of myself
>>29123526
RE: FAGGOT
odd choice if words... Especially considering that you are in a premature, self imposed sexual downward spiral, and I'm the one with a woman who readily invests her life and body into my existence...
Isn't that odd how reality does that ?...
It reaches out and bitchslaps you
>>29123604
i did not use any of those words.
life is fun? life is fun if you can handle it.
if you cannot you will have a bad time.
i cannot enjoy interacting with people, but i want to, and i tried and it really did not help.
as i said before life is fun if you can handle, and by handle i mean know how to aproach people and enjoy yourself, i never learn that. i think you are trying to relate but your relatives deathes is not something you could use to relate mostly because similar experiences can have a wide variaty of effects on people, i never had someone close to me death,well my grandmother if it counts for something, but the problem is not the reason about what leads us here but how can we get out even after we tried.
what is the next? paying for escorts and scam artists on internet to teach me how to talk to people?
IM A FUCKING ALPHAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
WITNESS ME
>>29123730
Not yet, but that would be great...
Until then, she simply MET ME ONLINE, saw something CONFIDENT in me, and TRAVELLED FROM CALIFORNIA TO GEORGIA to invest her life in me...
Yours ?
>>29123934
you give yourself any worth because you think a women loves you.
i am not saying she does not love you let me put that straight.
and yet we are the losers, you talk a lot but i really do not see any thing more than "man up"
"just try ask a girl out" but how to do those things? i am glad you found love and meaning for you but do not say everyone can do it with generalization.
>>29121968
S U M M E R
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3 more months of this shit
>>29123945
Correct....
Absolutely correct...
If I were your father, I'd tell you keep fighting. There is no winner, but there ARE those who lose more gracefully than others.
Again, I'm ON YOUR SIDE
I like you people... A lot...
I admire you. If I didn't, I wouldn't be offering the advice.
No, the deaths in my family, or being molested, or having my family shattered or being over administered anesthesia and dying on an operating table WERE NOT the facets that made your lives, just mine... But they DO serve as an arbitrary example of the type things that serve as negative barriers, much more powerful than simple laws of nature, like girls being attracted to confidence.
Its up to each of us to grab our shoestraps and trudge forth.
>Some of these stories and descriptions of your lives make me question reality.
Can you provide some examples?
I dont claim to be "fucked".
I do some weird things though, much like anyone else. Other people just dont open up about them. For example I like self harm because it feels nice and I often bottle up my own blood and store it untill it becomes this nearly jelly like stuff. Somehow it feels good.
Normies are into other weird shit like getting married or having kids. THAT is true insanity and something only a true looney would do.
That anon with the meme backbag though, he is fucked up. What the fuck m8.
>>29123995
georgia is a shithole
kys my man
>>29124066
Yet 90% of the threads discuss why girls are this way or that way, or why they choose this or that....
I'm not saying EVERYONE CAN DO EVERYTHING... I am far too intelligent to assume that I can speak in generalizations and have it apply to everybody...
Yet if even one of you finds even a sliver of a reason to TRY from seeing that a beta isolationistic weirdo ugly creep like ME can still find a happy middle ground, I will feel that I have succeeded
>>29124175
Check the post below you
>>29124268
It certainly IS...
I was stuck here on terms of my release from prison
(Some big old redneck half my age was punching hack_blastard's mom in the face, so I beat his head in with a metal pipe and got shipped to prison)
But that's over, and now we are headed to California
>>29124265
Thank you for proving my point, sir.
You're being fooled into emulating the behavior of a teenage female
>>29124376
california is a shithole
kys my man
>>29124270
all you say is you and your wife and how a good example for us you are, but the only thing i learn is you are an expection of the rule nothing more than that, and good job getting a girl going for you knowning her on the internet, but that is something most people do not get.
i want really good help on tatics on get good at connecting to people not just how to get da pussy, not how to lure women on the internet, i could care less, i want to feel all kind of love but i cannot feel.
you indeed succeeded, and now leave this place before you fall over. Come again if your girl left you.
>>29122256
So i should fake it till i make it ok i'll do it thanks
meth head looking guy
>>29125478
Exactly, pussy wimp looking loser guy with a predetermined failure waiting to be displayed under your belt
Faking worked at least 33% of the time, compared to your 'sagely' 0%
Lifecuck fagboy
You're missing my whole point... I'm NOT here to confront you. I'm not here waving my arms yelling "look at me ! Look at what a success I am!"
Because I'm a failure.. We all are...
I'm actually here waving my arms yelling "look at what a success YOU could be!"
Or at least in some aspects.
Life will still suck, but I guarantee the islands of contentment and accomplishments you create will make the ocean of disappointment less miserable.
It can't hurt to practice your optimism skills... You're going to need them.
(Life's only going to continue to decay and shatter more and more. It doesn't get better)
>>29121968
It's the consequence of the "no exact reposts" rule here. Over time people had to make up stories weirder and more extravagant until people came and thought it was real
The LAST THING I have ever been was 'a normie'... AGAIN: I was an isolationist 'beta' back in the 70s when I was a kid.. I was actually OBSESSED with suicidal thoughts my whole life, even as a small child.
I have woken up in Emergency Rooms, having my stomach pumped from intentional overdoses.
I was the king of unhappiness.
Guess what REALLY made me start enjoying life ?...
1: the birth of my kids
2: a surgery where THEY killed me on the operating table
Yes they defribulated me. I survived. But the simple fact THEY did it and my death wasn't in MY control seemed to make me value life.
I hope you guys don't have to reach that horrific point to finally start enjoying your lives the way I did. You still have a chance to do it cleanly
It's strange that I'm trying to offer helpful advice and people seem to perceive it as me attacking them
>>29124066
Apply it any way you'd like. It works.
Find the one that you want and make sure it's the very best.
Approach with CALM RELAXED CONFIDENCE
Do not behave in a way they will find shaky or questionable
Find the place inside yourself that has known them their entire lives, and become that person
Do not create a connection... Find the connection that already existed. Simply stop Self-Defeating.
Be personable intelligent insightful funny sarcastic jaded but most importantly be CONFIDENT in your vulnerability
>>29126324
Normie, you can fuck off now.
Seasons greetings.
