Do you laugh often?
>>29114966
yes actuallly teebeeatch
>>29114966
yes. but only when i am alone, and i do it very loudly and obnoxiously
>>29114966
Yeah, my friends make me laugh all the time when I'm around them. Doesn't stop the soul crushing despair and loneliness I get when I'm by myself though.
>>29114966
i laugh a lot.
i even laughed at the amount of 'o's in that filename
>>29115007
Holy shit are you me? I literally would laugh so hard when Im alone just because I can. I dont know whats wrong with me.
I can't laugh around people. I can just do a little chuckle and smile. When I'm by myself I can laugh a lot though. I need help.
Almost never, and only ever when I'm alone. Even then it's extremely rare, and almost always at something terrible. I also can never remember what I laughed at, even minutes later. I saw a comedy movie a few weeks ago and remembered laughing at it which in and of itself was a miracle but by the time it was over I couldn't even remember what it was. Meanwhile, I remember everything that makes me miserable and causes me pain in excruciating detail and would give anything to forget.
I never smile, either.
I don't think I'm capable of happiness.
>>29114966
Yes. Humoring myself has become my favorite passtime.It's all I really have anyways.
So much that I get tension headaches.
>>29115007
This. Laughing in front of someone is a vulnerability. Can't be risked.:(
>>29114966
>wake up laughing hysterically in my sleep
What the fuck senpai? What was I even laughing at.
>>29115354
I experienced that too. I couldnteven remember what I was laughing at. Just thinking about it is making me laugh.
>>29115387
It wasn't happy laughing though, it was like laughing out of desperation but it didn't even feel like real desperation it felt like it was fake.
>>29115432
I have PTSD and laugh like that sometimes. Sometimes when I gettriggeredI have this involuntary laugh that I guess my brain tries to use to defuse a situation.
I didn't laugh for 6 years, but I started to for a little bit. I still don't smile in public though.
> used to laugh at my inner monologue constantly, brain always coming up wifh/reacting to situationsee with goofy thoughts
> laugh out loud to myself frequently, thoroughly enjoy it, gets me through the day
> hear coworkers talking about me, saying I'm schizophrenic and how they're afraid I might hurt them
> have never once thought about hurting random people
> haven't smiled once since then
> that was 8 months ago
I can't wait to turn 21 so I can blow my fucking brains out
>>29115540
I don't feel much anymore, but damn this hit me. I can't really relate on a personal level (even though I do the same hilarious scenarios in my head and laugh to myself), but I'm sorry about your coworkers doing that shit over something harmless.
No but I "snrk" and "pffft" a lot.
It takes a lot to make me laugh out loud, not even tickling works.
I think I laugh too much actually. When I had friends they said that I always had smile on my resting face. Didn't matter in the end though.
I usually laugh to myself when I'm acting melodramatic
>>29115540
My coworker is legit schizo and does this constantly. He also talks to imaginary people. He giggles for 8 hours straight and occasionally breaks out into full blown laughter, like that of a serial killer. A few people have quit because of him, he makes everyone uneasy.
Sorry you were humiliated but it's really fucking annoying and unsettling to hear someone laugh constantly.