>Manlet
>Never had a gf in my adulthood
>Ugly
>Depressed
>Own a car but too afraid to drive
>Obsessed with music and existentialist novels
>Never declared my love to any woman even when I have really strong feelings for them
>Anxious for no reason
>Avoid social situations
>Most of friends are women
Should I kill myself already?
What are your reasons, betabots?
>>29103448
Stop posting here and just fucking do it already.
>>29103448
>Be me
>Go to grandmas house
>cousin is watching tv
>Ask him what he's watching
> Its Dragon Ball ZI never stood a chance
>manlet
>baby face
>frail upper half
>beta hair to cover receding hairline
>was scared of girls until 16 shooting down their advances because I would get literal panic attacks
>this crippled me socially
>still somewhat still afraid of girls
I was also bulimic for 5 years and think I am generally underdeveloped
>was scared of girls until 16 shooting down their advances because I would get literal panic attacks
I know this feel all to well Anon-san
>>29103448
>>Own a car but too afraid to drive
of all the things you just listed this is the one that makes me think you are doomed
>>29103829
OP here, me too, I think I'm not capable to this life at all.
>>29103829
That's perfectly reasonable. Cars can kill you.
>>29103944
But I'm not afraid of driving 'cause it'd kill me, just because I'm afraid of doing it wrong.
I'm really obsessive compulsive desu
>never had gf ever or even kiss
>no self-awareness until after highschool
>ugly
>can't drive
>oneitis only used me to hang with Chad friend
>>29103944
thats only a valid reason to a high-functioning autistic who is doomed. case in point.
>>29103448
>youngest sibling in the family
>my older siblings always bullied me
>gained massive self-esteem issues from childhood
>lack of socializing with other people during childhood due to parents neglecting me as a child
Aside from those reasons everything else is self-inflicted.