I'm a faggot who has managed to master empathy. If you've had suicidal thoughts recently, tell me how fucked up your life is (give me as much relevant information as possible), why you want to kill yourself and I'll tell you in a scale of 0 to 10 if you should really kill yourself or not.
My life isn't fucked up at all, I could have everything I need. Yet I want to die, because I'm not able to cope with life and its giving me a feeling of despair and anxiety.
>>29094642
1. my parents are bipolar and shout at me 24/7
2. I have an ugly face
3. I lost my phone which has a bunch of personal shit on it
I'm a 21 year old high school dropout who has never had a job
>>29094661
This
A string of failures and self and other-loathing despite having a top tier comfy life
Plus I bought the matrix/cultist meme before I was ready for the red pill. My mind is full of so much fuck I don't feel like me anymore anyway. I want to scrap it, but at the same time, it would be kind of a waste. I just need to cool off or something but I keep seeing "signs" everywhere that remind me I'm in hell so moments of internal peace are few and far between.
I give myself about a 3.
>>29094661
Like you said your actual life is probably quite fine and developed already, but you're unable to comfortably live in this modern society. Typically when other people feel like this it just tends to be a temporary or seasonal mood. I would say 3/10 at the very least (if I had more information, it could go over 4/10 depending on for long you've been suffering of this, or how severe the thoughts are), if you're not able to get used to it in the future you should go for it. There's no reason to feel like this forever.
>>29094663
Not much available information for this one but I can tell that you have shitty parents you're still living with and shitty genetics. The flaws from the latter can't really be fixed unless you have a good amount of cash, so it's going to be a depressing burden for a long time. The lost phone is an issue too, but fortunately only a relatively minor short-term financial loss you should be able to recover from sometime.
I could go with a 5/10 or 6/10 for this one, despite that your life could potentially still be fixable it looks like its potential has been hindered due to this.
>>29094695
Typically this means you're very fucked up but you're only 21 years old, which is your saving grace. It's still painful to live like this so I could go with a 5/10 depending on how much willpower and ambition you have to improve your situation. If you do have this in a few years you could be somewhat good off, potentially also removing any suicidal thoughts due to having a shitty life.
>>29094791
Like with >>29094661, you're right. 3/10 at least, depending on how severe these thoughts are. Don't rush any suicide attempts yet if you can help it, after some time if you still feel like shit despite trying to help yourself, go for it.
>>29094801
>depending on how much willpower and ambition you have to improve your situation
It wavers a lot, probably need to see a therapist desu
>>29094838
Getting a HS degree is a relatively easy task, if you can face it ASAP, you'll definitely move forward in life. Try to do this by yourself if possible, mental health specialists might try to hook you up on meds that can make you feel good initially but then make you feel like utter shit, which can worsen any feelings of despair.
Then in a few years you can try to get some sort of higher education, and by age 22-24 have a decent degree. This is not a lot of time.
If you want or have to get a job, possibly start out with part-time wageslavery. Anything more it's going to feel like shit if you never had any experience.
Should any of this fail, in 4 years your life should be truly suicide worthy, if still technically fixable.
