That feeling is going to kill you in the end, you know.
It has killed stronger men than you.
I doubt it. I smoke 75 cigarettes a day, cancer is inevitable. Any of you managed to quit smoking?
>>29083256
>I smoke 75 cigarettes a day
how can you even afford that habit? how much are packs costing you a day?
I've known this since I was 16, thank you
>>29083129
I want to take a shitload of vodka and xanax, and then wait for my death in my bathtub full of flowers like a modern-day ophelia.
>>29083256
I quit smoking cigarettes with vaping, but I still smoke cigarettes so I guess I didn't
>>29083289
Not guy you replied to but I smoked around that much and basically all my disposable income went towards cigarettes/drugs. When you have almost no interests and no friends you'd be surprised how much money you have even at shit-tier wage-cuck jobs.
>>29083502
After all, this is what I deserve for ruining his life.That's all my fault. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't know I was acting wrong. It's all my fault..
>>29083129
And it has killed weaker men than me.
>>29083538
What did you do? We are all brothers and sisters in regret here.
>>29083538
>>29083614
yea cut that bait shit out and talk
>>29083650
>>29083614
I stole his tendies while he was in the bathroom
>>29083614
>>29083650
Basically, this drug dealer guy sold me drugs and I used it. I told my best friend about the expierience about it. She, out of nowhere, went to the police and told them all about it. The police decided to investigate about the drug dealer. The drug dealer realised about it and wanted to know who told the police about him, and he asked to my best friend. She said it was me.
>started doing asphyxiation stuff while I fapped
>became glaringly apparent just how easy it would be to take my life painlessly with only a shoelace
>tfw legitimately scared of having suicidal thoughts now
I always had the excuse of being too scared of pain to actually kill myself, but that's gone now and I'm worried about what's going to happen next time I go rock bottom mentally.
>>29083129
It's certainly tried to.
I think you're underestimating my capacity for punishment.
>>29083129
I know, especially lately since the thoughts have become stronger and more frequent.
I might wait another decade or two and see how my life is though. I don't want to hurt my family.
>>29083802
Anon, did she seem like the type of girl to go to the police?
>>29083879
Maybe not. She did some illegal things as well, so I couldn't image something like that.
