I just walked past a student bar full of young people laughing and talking to each other. There were girls with smooth skin and thin bodies smiling in a cute way and flirting with the guy beside them. I will never experience that.
>>29082700
>revel in your dubs
Yep. That's how it goes around here.
>>29082700
In times of robot desperation I look up news stories of rapes and women getting murdered or beaten. It's soothing in a way.
>get the courage to eat out by myself
>see people getting away with doing things I've been bullied for doing
>it's only okay to act childish and dumb when you have friends
>>29082700
I had to walk past one every day I was at uni.
Unlike some I couldn't stick around and drink. I was poor, and I had to travel like 4 hours a day on buses to get to uni and back, so even if I wanted to I could never socialise. I had a strict schedule to follow, had work on the weekends to get enough money to hold the overdraft back.
Had to walk past the gym too. I bet the fitness freaks probably had a good laugh at my ugly giant fat ass silently hauling a giant backpack full of books and shit each day all by myself.
Sometimes, in my downtime I'd find a remote part of the library, pick a boring book to try to read and just sleep for like an hour between classes.
I spent half of my first year living in a travel lodge with just a kettle to keep my company.
I'm not a blessed person. Everything I try ends up in hardship and personal suffering. It's why i don't try so much anymore.
>>29082947
Like what sorts of things anon?
>>29083052
>acting like a character from a videogame/show
>making cultural references
>random dancing
>random singing
>being lewd
